The autumn wind blew the leaves and rustled, and there were even fewer pedestrians on the street, making Rulin Street even quieter.
Whenever Hua Yulin stares at the high sky and stares in a daze, Hua Aiguo will say: "You are really like your mother. Whenever you have free time, you will be sad about spring and autumn. When a flower fades, your mother can
Reading a poem is like Lin Daiyu.”
Hua Yulin asked with a smile: "Uncle, don't you like Lin Daiyu?"
Hua Aiguo didn't know "Dream of Red Mansions". He just watched TV series with his wife a few years ago. His wife would cry for the love, hate, love, rise and fall, honor and disgrace in the play, and he often snores as he watched it.
.The wife slapped her in the face and continued to look at it with a silence.
So, he just looked at the rough look like a quick look, and he didn't know the details at all.
He scratched his scalp and said, "It's not that I like it or not, but... Lin Daiyu's personality is difficult to survive in society."
"Is it because she loves to cry?"
"No." Hua Aiguo thought about it and said, "I can't say anything good or bad either. Anyway, she is very straightforward, has no scheming, is very simple, and likes to be serious. Such people are prone to bump into walls in social life and are easily plotted against by others.
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Hua Yulin giggled again: "Oh, uncle, you always say you have never read any books, but you read them very thoroughly and immediately got to the point."
Hua Aiguo lowered his head shyly: "Don't talk nonsense, don't take it to your heart."
Hua Yulin likes her uncle very much. Although her uncle cannot fully understand her spiritual world, she has his own wisdom. She has enough sense of security around her uncle.
Xie Chong stayed at home for one night and was about to go back to school for self-study the next day. He was slow to pack his luggage, which was completely different from his usual behavior. Moreover, he went to the public toilet next to the main road several times.
He usually thinks it is dirty, but why does he have to go there over and over again?
It's like...he's going to pass by somewhere specifically.
When she was leaving, Xie Chong was listless and said to his sister: "Study hard and take good care of Xie Jing. If you have any problems at home, call me."
"Well, you take good care of yourself, too."
The sixteen-year-old boy was excited and he had the urge to confess. If he missed this time, he didn't know when he would have to wait. Even if he was rejected by Hua Yulin, at least he had to let her see her determination and courage.
So, before leaving, Xie Chong said to his family: "Hua Tianlong asked me to bring him sausages, I'll go to his house and go back. You are at home, don't send me there."
He ran very fast, fearing that his family would catch up with him, and fearing that Hua Yulin would not be at home.
Hua Yulin was about to take a bus to the hospital.
"Xie Chong? What are you doing?"
"Sister, are you going out?" Xie Chong replied ill-in question: "Wait for me, I just happened to take the bus too."
Hua Yulin smiled and said, "The cars we both took are not the same one..."
"It's okay. After you get off the car, I'll just transfer to another one." Xie Chong said in a hurry: "You ask Uncle Hua to put a few sausages for me, and we'll leave, okay?"
Hua Yulin shook her head firmly: "Although this will make you lose face, I still have to reject you."
Xie Chong was also stubborn: "Anyway, the bus is not driven by your family. I will take whatever bus I want to take - Uncle Hua, Hua Tianlong wants to eat meat sausages, so I will take it with me."
"Huh?" Hua Aiguo poked his head out of the store: "His mother just sent him a sausage the day before yesterday, and she ate it all so soon?"
Xie Chong's heart skipped a beat, while Hua Yulin blocked her mouth with her fists and chuckled, "Look, is it a mistake?"
Xie Chong said depressedly: "Hua Tianlong is so unfaithful, so I won't give me any more."
While talking, Hua Aiguo had already wrapped the meat sausage and handed it to Xie Chong: "Tianlong should have distributed the meat sausage to his classmates. I'll bring a little more, and you and Haochuan will also get a few."
"Okay, thank you Uncle Hua, I'm leaving."
Hua Yulin had already walked away with great strides.
Xie Chong chased her, and she said without looking back: "Don't follow so close to others to avoid gossiping."
"What gossip? Gossip like 'I like you'? Then let them say go."
The boy's confession came unexpectedly. Hua Yulin, who had seen strong winds and waves, didn't know what to do.
Hua Yulin's pace slowed down: "Xie Chong, you are a famous and good boy on Rulin Street, but I am notorious here. If others gossip, I will implicate you."
"Then, if others talk about you and Zhou Kewei's gossip, would you ignore it?"
Hua Yulin was stopped by him again. This young man was really straightforward and abrupt.
Under the bus stop sign, Hua Yulin took a hand and thought carefully for a while before saying, "Zhou Kewei is an adult. Even if someone is gossiping, he has enough ability to deal with it; you are different, you are concerned about rumors.
It is powerless, it is enough to destroy all your will, crush your beautiful yearning for this world, and make your world wet and gray. You don’t want to contact anyone, you just want to curl up in your own corner
, You will be extremely eager for death, rot, and the biting pain that makes you feel more awake, but you are also very numb and you are even too lazy to die..."
Hua Yulin's speech was getting faster and faster, and her tone became more and more exciting, and an excited light flashed in her eyes.
After hearing this, Xie Chong asked carefully: "Sister, have you ever been sick?"
Hua Yulin suddenly relaxed, she shook her head and murmured: "I'm crazy! What did I say to you?"
Xie Chong said, "Sister, you must have suffered a very serious mental illness, right? The rumors that came to the city back then made you feel in pain, right?"
Hua Yulin pretended to smile: "What did you say? I am so cool and don't care about those lies at all."
The bus arrived, Hua Yulin stepped up with a quick step, and Xie Chong followed closely behind. Hua Yulin sat down in a single seat, and Xie Chong stood next to her.
Hua Yulin stared out the window in a daze and said, "It's strange. The place that gives me a lot of pain is here, and the place that heals me is also here."
"Sister, have you received treatment? Is your mental illness better?"
Hua Yulin remained silent and did not want to reveal her situation to Xie Chong anymore.
Xie Chong said to himself: "I still remember that when I was in Guangzhou, there was a 'sunshine class' every week. The psychology teacher taught us and asked us to express the troubles in life. She said, people must
You must learn to talk, otherwise those bad things will be like small stones, piled up into a mountain in your heart. One day, your heart will be crushed by that mountain."
Hua Yulin smiled bitterly and said, "Your school is so good. Psychology classes were held so early."
"When I was a child, I didn't understand that it was a psychology class. Anyway, I didn't have to read that class. I just chatted with the teacher and told stories. Everyone was willing to attend. When I grew up, I regretted it a little. I didn't cherish the time I went to class at that time.
I missed a lot of useful psychological knowledge. Otherwise, I will use professional knowledge to enlighten you."
"Haha, then you probably have to study for many years before you can enlighten me." Hua Yulin said: "Besides the doctor, you are the first ordinary person to talk about "mental illness" to me. Thank you, Xie Chong