Shen Luyan was also very angry when he said this. In addition to hiding it from him, she also hid it.
Don't want to say anything.
Don't want him to know anything.
Shen Luyan's eyes were filled with clear bloodshot eyes, and the feeling of having his heart snatched away by others came again, the familiar suffocation that made people unable to breathe, as if someone was holding his throat, and his throat was dry and dry. astringent.
When Jiang Zhi listened to his words, he felt like a knife was hitting his head and face.
She used to be out of control, jumping when she saw a window and crashing into a car when she saw one.
If Xu Tingbai hadn't held her back that day, Shen Luyan might have been helping her collect the body now.
Shen Luyan seemed to be very angry, and the blood in his eyes seemed to be about to overflow.
He silently walked to the drawer, took out all the medicine boxes she had hidden deep in the drawer, and opened them one by one. Some of them were mostly eaten, and some were still unopened.
Shen Luyan placed the medicine box in front of her, his face seemed to be covered with frost, and he seemed to be mocking but not mocking. He asked: "Are these all vitamins?"
Jiang Zhi knew he was angry.
You can also hear that he is angry.
In fact, Shen Luyan's angry look is quite...
Not like his.
He should be the person who can take everything calmly and remain calm even when he is angry.
Instead of being like now, mocking and sneering, like a puppy whose tail has been stepped on, the whole person is in a very irritable mood.
"You don't have to laugh at me." Jiang Zhi had a good temper and put away the medicine box he took out of the drawer, "I really don't want you to know."
When she said it from her mouth, he didn't feel much better than when he guessed it.
Jiang Zhi frowned slightly, but compared to his anger, he seemed very peaceful, "I just take medicine when I'm sick. It's useless to let you know. You're not a doctor, right?"
Shen Luyan looked at her, the sneer on his lips almost unbearable. After a moment, he said: "I am your spouse, I should have the right to know."
Jiang Zhi asked: "What then?"
She lowered her eyelids and whispered as if she was speaking to herself, "Are you mocking me? Or do you think I'm deceiving you?"
Shen Luyan's heart was already numb.
"I know I'm probably pretty bad here with you, but is it this bad?"
"I'm sorry, I don't want to think bad things about you, I just don't want to cause us any trouble." Jiang Zhi rubbed her brain and said, "I wasn't in a good state some time ago, so I was a little depressed. I tend to be prone to it, but it has gotten much better recently.”
In order to take care of his emotions that she couldn't understand or understand.
Jiang Zhi said again: "You don't have to worry."
She pursed her lips and said one word at a time: "I won't let you help me collect the body."
Shen Luyan gritted his teeth, but a person who never said angry words said angry words in front of her: "Don't think about it, I won't collect the body for you."
Jiang Zhi felt a little sad when he heard this.
How could Shen Luyan...how could he hate her so much?
If she died in an accident in the future, he would not be willing to collect her body.
What kind of hatred can't survive life and death?
Jiang Zhi felt sad for a few seconds and then quickly adjusted her emotions. She still wanted to stop thinking about it. If she continued to think about it, it would only make her sadder.
"Then you're not angry now, are you?"
If he is not angry, he will not lose his temper.
In this way, she and he could maintain a delicate balance these days.
Shen Luyan, who was not angry with her, was relatively... easy to get along with.
Shen Luyan said nothing.
Jiang Zhi continued: "I'm a little hungry, what should I eat for dinner?"
Jiang Zhi received only a sneer in response, and her excuse to change the subject sounded really crude and lame.
He abruptly jumped from one topic to another.
"Why are you laughing? Aren't you hungry?"
"Sorry, I'm not in the mood to eat."
"Why are you not in the mood?"
Jiang Zhi didn't have so much to say in front of him for a long time, just to get out of the tense atmosphere just now.
"Maybe I'm full of anger."
"I can't bear to feel full."
"I think it's quite manageable."
"Then I'll go to the kitchen and cook some beef noodles." Jiang Zhi wanted to hide in the kitchen. She walked forward, but the shadowy gaze behind her made her scalp numb. She had no choice but to stop and turned to look at the man politely. asked: "Do you want to eat?"
Shen Luyan said politely: "Yes."
Jiang Zhi nodded and went into the kitchen to cook noodles.
The most important thing about beef noodles is the toppings.
After the pressure cooker had pressed the chopped beef, Jiang Zhicai started cooking the noodles in a hurry. Soon the soup noodles came out of the pot, and she quietly looked out of the kitchen.
Shen Luyan was looking down at his phone, seemingly very focused on it.
Probably replying to some message.
After a while, Jiang Zhi came out of the kitchen carrying the cooked beef noodles.
Shen Luyan seemed to have finished replying to the message, and consciously went to the kitchen to bring out his bowl of noodles.
Neither of them spoke, they sat across from each other and ate noodles quietly.
Shen Luyan ate very well and slowly. He finished the bowl of noodles in front of him so quickly that he could hardly remember the taste of the noodles she cooked.
It seems to be a little more delicious than others.
It tastes better than the noodles he cooks himself.
"Did you sneak into the kitchen behind my back?"
"No." Jiang Zhi felt wronged and asked, "Does it taste bad?"
Shen Luyan looked up at her: "No, it's delicious."
"oh."
"Seeing as you haven't cooked for so long, your skills haven't deteriorated yet. Did you really go into the kitchen secretly behind my back?"
"No." Jiang Zhi said truthfully, "Actually, I'm very lazy."
Shen Luyan picked up her words casually: "When we first got married, didn't you cook every night?"
Jiang Zhi was stunned by his words.
She almost couldn't remember these things.
After a few seconds, Jiang Zhi nodded truthfully: "Well, you haven't come back very often, how do you know?"
Shen Lu spoke concisely and to the point: "My aunt at home told me."
Jiang Zhi, oh, no more.
Shen Luyan obviously cared about it, but on the surface he pretended that he didn't care. She was not willing to cook dinner for him in the end.
Shen Luyan took the initiative to clear away the dishes.
He came out of the kitchen and Jiang Zhi was about to go upstairs.
Shen Luyan suddenly said: "Actually, you can be more diligent sometimes."
Jiang Zhi thought maybe she was stupid and she didn't understand what he meant.
The corners of Shen Luyan's straight lips formed a cold line, and he said, "You don't have to be so lazy."
Jiang Zhi still didn't understand, so she had to agree with him.
In the evening, they both went to bed after washing up.
Each occupied one side of the bed.
Jiang Zhi woke up from thirst in the middle of the night, vaguely opened her eyelids, and found that the man who was supposed to be sleeping next to her pillow was sitting in front of the computer.
I don't know when he got up.
Shen Luyan heard the sound of her getting up and closed the page, "Why are you awake?"
Jiang Zhi licked his dry lips, "I'm thirsty."
Shen Luyan was wearing the same set of pajamas as she was wearing. He stood up and said, "I'll go downstairs and take a nap."
Jiang Zhi said politely: "Okay."
The door opened and closed.
The man went downstairs.
Jiang Zhi stared at the computer that she had not yet closed. Driven by curiosity, she walked to the computer. There was nothing on the clean and tidy page.
She clicked on the web page, her heart moved slightly, and she pulled out the web browsing history just now.
Her eyes suddenly stopped and stopped at the search bar he had just used.
“Can depression be completely cured?”
“What medication is most effective for depression?”
"What should we pay attention to when caring for patients with depression?"
The string in Jiang Zhi's heart trembled.
She paused with her fingertips, and after a moment, she exited the browsing history as if nothing had happened.
