When Shen Luyan was carrying the water upstairs, Jiang Zhi had already sat back on the bed.
He handed the water glass to her, and she held it absently, drinking the water in the glass one sip at a time.
Shen Luyan looked at the cup that was empty in a blink of an eye: "Would you like to pour you another cup?"
Jiang Zhi shook his head: "No, I'm full."
She turned to ask: "Why did you wake up suddenly? Don't you need to sleep?"
It's not that Shen Luyan doesn't need to sleep, but that he can't sleep.
How can you sleep well when you have something on your mind?
He still couldn't figure out how she could suffer from depression that was so severe that she needed to take medication to control it.
Before dinner, he sent a message to consult his personal doctor, but he was not a professional psychiatrist, and his understanding of this aspect was not that detailed.
Shen Luyan couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, so he had to get up and check it on the computer first.
In the middle of the night, he had no choice but to run to the hospital to find a psychiatrist to learn more.
Shen Luyan's heart was heavy, and the air in the bedroom was stuffy and rainy, making him feel suffocated.
He never thought that she would feel so depressed around him and that she would suffer from mental illness.
In fact, if Shen Luyan really cared about her before, he should have noticed that the smile on her face was getting less and less day by day.
Happiness has become a very difficult thing for her.
There were too many things, without giving any chance to breathe, and they were hitting her one after another.
Human beings are not plants and trees, they are all flesh and blood.
There are always times when you can't stand it any longer.
But even though Shen Luyan was like this, even though he knew that he had to keep her by his side and she was so unhappy, he still didn't want to let go.
Shen Luyan seemed to have just realized it.
Jiang Zhi was broken bit by bit by his own hands.
The light in her eyes was extinguished inch by inch, and he was the one who caused all this.
When Jiang Zhi was getting divorced, Shen Luyan had personally said that he would give her a mental evaluation. Some of his words came true, but they made him uncomfortable and unable to sleep at night.
"I can not sleep."
"I have melatonin here, do you want it?"
Shen Luyan shook his head. He didn't want to take medicine to help him sleep.
He said: "If I can't sleep, I won't sleep first."
Shen Luyan patted the back of her hand and said, "You can go back to sleep, I will continue my work."
Jiang Zhi's eyes froze for a moment. After a few seconds, she looked down at her hands, as if her mind was not here, "Are you still busy with work?"
Shen Luyan was silent for a while, "Yeah."
If Jiang Zhi hadn't seen the browsing history of the webpage just now, he would have been deceived by him.
She wanted to say that he didn't need to know so much.
She is working hard to regulate herself, trying little by little to find a good way to heal her wounds, and slowly regain her former vitality and vitality.
But since Shen Luyan lied to her, he probably didn't want her to know what he was doing.
Jiang Zhi thought for a while and swallowed his words.
Since there were some things that he didn't want her to find out, she would pretend not to know.
Jiang Zhi lay back on the warm quilt. Her fingers clenched the quilt tightly, curled up her limbs, and slowly fell asleep in a very self-protective posture.
Shen Luyan stayed up for half the night and turned off the computer at around three o'clock in the night.
In more than two hours, it will be dawn.
The woman on the bed was sleeping soundly, her brows and eyes relaxed, as if she only looked free from any worries in her sleep.
Shen Luyan lay down next to her, stretched out his long arms to retrieve the woman who was about to roll under the bed, and held her in his arms.
She smells very fragrant, with a refreshing and pleasant aroma, like little limes in summer.
A little sour, but also a little sweet.
Shen Luyan held her tightly, wrapped her with his breath, and gradually fell asleep.
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Jiang Zhi was woken up by the alarm clock the next day, and the man beside him showed no signs of waking up.
She pushed his hand away several times before finally breaking free from his arms. She got out of bed, put on her slippers, and hurried into the bathroom to wash up.
After washing my face with cold water, I felt much more awake.
After she had finished cleaning herself up, the man on the bed woke up unconsciously.
He was naked from the waist up, lazily leaning on the pillow and looking at her, "Why are you afraid of being late when you are your own boss?"
Jiang Zhi pretended not to hear the teasing in his words, "I want to be an inspirational boss, can't I?"
Shen Luyan opened the quilt and got up.
He was only wearing pajamas, his figure was smooth and his abdominal muscles were obvious.
Jiang Zhi looked away in embarrassment, and then heard him say: "No one will deduct your money."
Shen Luyan opened the closet and found a random set of clothes. While getting dressed, he said, "I haven't deducted your perfect attendance before, right?"
Jiang Zhi couldn't help but retort: "You noble man forgets things a lot, so he will be punished."
She also wanted to change clothes, but their clothes had long been mixed up in the same wardrobe without even realizing it.
Jiang Zhi found a skirt, took it and went to the bathroom to change.
Shen Luyan looked at her fleeing back and felt very funny: "I really don't know why you are being polite to me."
Jiang Zhi pretended not to hear and changed into his skirt in the bathroom before coming out.
Although Shen Luyan didn't mention her illness in front of her, he obviously didn't worry about her. He suddenly mentioned: "Is there still a shortage of people in your studio? I'll ask Liu Yan to come over and help you."
Jiang Zhi felt that he was making a fuss out of a molehill, "We can't afford Mr. Liu."
Shen Luyan said: "I will pay him a salary."
Jiang Zhi didn't like Shen Luyan interfering in her work, as if she was still the dodder flower he raised, "It's really unnecessary, the work is not suitable."
Shen Luyan doesn't think so, "Liu Yan is very capable of playing both sides of the fence and can help you maintain good relationships with customers."
Jiang Zhi was silent for a long time, then she raised her head again: "Are you looking for him to stare at me?"
Shen Luyan loosened his tie, neither admitting nor denying.
Jiang Zhi thought this was the sequelae of Shen Luyan feeling betrayed by her, and would not think of the good intentions.
"I don't accept it." Jiang Zhi turned his back to him, "You don't have to put others around me. I don't like this, and I can't accept your disrespect for me."
As Shen Luyan listened to her every word, he disliked and disrespected every one of her words. His expression was condensed and he didn't even want to say anything.