"She herself thinks that she and I are not innocent."
"I didn't tell her, I lied to her."
"She probably still thinks she betrayed you back then."
Sheng Xizhou spoke more and more difficultly, his throat almost stopped breathing, and his eyes gradually seemed to be filled with blood. He pushed Shen Luyan away hard, his throat felt like a cut, and all the rust came up. Taste, he said: "I thought you would divorce her, but you haven't divorced after waiting for so long. Your tolerance for her is beyond my imagination. I originally wanted not to tell you for the rest of my life and leave a thorn in your heart, but now I want to Forget it, it’s not necessary.”
Sheng Xizhou's throat was sore and itchy. He bent over and coughed. Even so, his face was still very pale. He raised his face and stared at Shen Luyan for a while, "Shen Luyan, you are not worthy of her at all." I used to like it. ”
Sheng Xizhou himself didn't realize how sour his tone was and how cold his eyes were when he said this.
He was jealous of Shen Luyan, and this jealousy was about to turn into a kind of hatred.
Why is it him?
Sheng Xizhou knew that he could endure it, so he looked at him calmly for a long time. After hearing what he said, Shen Luyan didn't seem to be touched at all, but it didn't seem like that.
Sheng Xizhou was curious about how long he could keep pretending. He couldn't wait to tear apart Shen Luyan's superficial calmness and wanted him to taste the pain of flesh and blood just like him. Not only that, he also wanted to spray on the bleeding and suppurating wounds. Salt.
"She has liked you for a long time."
Shen Luyan's fingers had already turned white from pinching, and his whole body could not be more tense. His face was as cold as the moon and as cold as frost.
He knows this.
He has seen the diary.
Jiang Zhi secretly liked him for so many years.
Every stroke, every word, falls on only a few light pages in the diary.
But the memory is so heavy.
Sheng Xizhou thought that his only memory of high school was Jiang Suining, but now that he recalled it seriously, all he could think about was her.
He blocked her in dark alleys countless times, looked at her from above, led people to chase and intercept her, and deliberately scared her until she turned pale.
Watching her fall down the stairs, watching her face turn pale when facing the love letter with her name erased on the blackboard.
He morbidly enjoyed the pleasure of torturing her.
See her in pain.
At the same time, he was involuntarily attracted to her.
Her secret love was never made public.
But it quietly fell into his eyes.
Sheng Xizhou thought of the way she really liked Shen Luyan in the past, and the stinging pain in his heart was worse than the injured throat. He swallowed the blood in his throat expressionlessly, "She liked you back then. I dare not let you know."
"Every day after school, I can only carefully watch you take Jiang Suining to and from school."
"When you gave a speech on the stage, she happened to be the one who sent flowers, and she was very happy about it for a long time."
Sheng Xizhou didn't understand why he could still remember it so clearly. He didn't care about her at that time, but it seemed that once he saw her, he could never look away.
Even though I knew it would hurt, I still couldn't help but observe her.
"The flowers were not sent out. You didn't even notice her. She accidentally fell down when she was going downstairs. The steps are not high, so it was nothing. You didn't even look at her and just left."
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"She also wrote you a love letter."
"It's a confession."
"At that time, you and Jiang Suining had not yet established a relationship. It seemed that they were just classmates and friends. Maybe she didn't want to give up or give up, so she secretly stuffed the love letter she wrote into your drawer after school when no one was around. "
"You didn't see it."
Shen Luyan indeed didn't see it, and there were too many people who sent him love letters back then.
He never looks at it.
It's not good to tear it up and throw it in the trash can to prevent other students from picking it up and seeing their names.
Sheng Xizhou gradually stopped coughing, "Of course you couldn't see it. She was taken out not long after she was put in your drawer."
"I tore off her name and posted the sincere love letter she wrote on the blackboard in the classroom. The students in the class were all booing and laughing, guessing who this person was."
Sheng Xizhou used to be really bad and had no moral bottom line. He didn't care whether his actions would hurt others.
Shen Luyan didn't want to hear any more. He should leave here, but the soles of his feet seemed to have roots and he couldn't walk.
A gloomy face with a cold air.
He remembered that he was dragged into her classroom by Jiang Suining to watch the excitement, and he found it funny even though it was funny.
Invisibly, he also severely violated the girl's feelings.
Shen Luyan looked at Sheng Xizhou coldly and wanted to taunt him. Is there any point in saying this? Remembering the past will only make people become Xianglin's wife. What does those things in the past have to do with him? They are all Sheng Xizhou's own handiwork. ,Besides, can he turn back time?
All the words that could put him in an invincible position were on his lips.
There was a sneer on his lips, but he couldn't say any sarcastic words at all.
Anger, hatred, sorrow, and other strange and strong emotions that emerged from the bottom of my heart swept over me.
Shen Luyan's actions were faster than his brain. Before he spoke to ridicule Sheng Xizhou, he almost lost his control and rushed forward to strangle him by the neck. This time, he left no room.
The violent outburst seemed like it was really going to kill someone.
The fist fell on Sheng Xizhou's face, and blood immediately came from the corner of his mouth. He wiped the blood from the corner of his lips, his eyes turned cold, and then the two men started to fight each other.
Both of them committed fatal blows.
Not even an ounce of kindness was spared.
Both men have good skills, almost evenly matched, and both have good looks on their bodies, but their faces are not very good-looking either.
Shen Luyan was in an unprecedented state of embarrassment at this moment. All rationality and education had disappeared.
His eyes were red, beautiful and moist, as if tears would flow out in the next second, and it seemed as if what would flow out would not be tears, but blood.
Sheng Xizhou sat down against the wall and didn't rush to wipe the blood on his face, "I was not good to her, and you hurt her a lot."
"If you feel a little bit guilty, you shouldn't force her again."