"I'm wondering why you suddenly talked to me so much today and were so kind."
"So you want me to feel guilty towards her?"
Shen Luyan's face also turned blue. Since his youthful and frivolous years, he has rarely done anything with others, and he will never be so impulsive that he uses his fists to solve problems.
Just now I couldn't bear it no matter what.
I was overcome by violent emotions.
"no."
Sheng Xizhou looked up at Shen Luyan's cold and distant face, and their eyes met. He couldn't hide the bloodshot eyes in the man's eyes. He was probably still in pain.
Only when you have love will you feel pain.
There is not only no pain when you hurt someone you don't love, but you don't even feel guilty.
Dusk is about to fall, and the sky is getting dark.
Shen Luyan didn't feel the pain of his injuries. He returned to the car and glanced at himself in the rearview mirror. He looked really embarrassed. His scarlet eyes looked like he hadn't slept for several days. The bruises look very eye-catching and are difficult to ignore.
He didn't want to appear in such a miserable state in front of Jiang Zhi.
Shen Luyan got off the car and went to a drugstore near the alley to buy medicine for reducing swelling and blood stasis.
After applying the medicine, it was completely dark outside.
Shen Luyan was sitting in the car, the man's stern features were hidden in the darkness, and his expression was gloomy. Only when he was completely quiet did he have time to recall what Sheng Xizhou had just said.
Having said so much.
He actually remembered every word.
The memory is still very deep.
When the needle penetrates into the skin, it will take a few seconds before the pain is gradually felt.
This afterthought of pain almost deprived him of the space to breathe. His chest was like a heavy boulder, constantly squeezing his breathing space.
He opened the car window and felt stuffy as the cold wind blew in.
It was damp from the inside out and felt breathless and dull for a long time.
Suddenly, Shen Luyan's clenched fist hit the edge of the steering wheel hard, and the hand that hit it was red, but he didn't seem to feel any pain.
That betrayal...
The "betrayal" that brought his relationship with Jiang Zhi to a freezing point.
It turned out to be fake.
His brain was swollen and painful. He closed his eyes and heard her helpless and powerless voice in his ears, "I don't know, I was also harmed."
What did he say then?
Yes, he coldly threw the surveillance video in front of her, humiliating her and mocking her more and more.
And that slap that almost shattered all her emotions.
Without hesitation.
He never restrained himself.
He thoroughly hated her betrayal and regarded her as a habitual criminal who cheated on her. He never had half the trust in her that a husband would give to his wife.
How could he be so cold back then?
It was so cold that it still feels strange to me when I recall it now.
Shen Luyan seemed to have no strength left in his body. He leaned back on the chair and raised his hand to cover his sore eyes.
*
Lin Jiaran's boss did not press him step by step and gave him enough time to think about it.
He was very irritable. He didn't expect this kind of thing to happen before the internship. He didn't want to go back to Beicheng now.
Jiang Zhi seemed to notice his absent-mindedness. After dinner, he asked him good-naturedly: "Is there something on your mind?"
Lin Jiaran was like a wilted eggplant today. She had no energy at all since returning home. He didn't want to lie to her, but he didn't want to tell her about this either. If she knew about it, she would definitely drive him away.
"I have something to do at work, and I'm a little confused."
Lin Jiaran's work was in an area that Jiang Zhi didn't understand at all, so she couldn't help much.
After a moment of silence, she comforted him and said, "Don't be too embarrassed. A good mood can lead to a good working condition."
Lin Jiaran was very good at holding back her words in front of her roommates, but every time she faced her, she would always ask herself, "Will you be reluctant to let me go?"
Jiang Zhi was stunned for a moment: "What?"
Lin Jiaran remained silent again, fearing that the answer he heard was not what he wanted to hear.
,
But he also felt that she liked him a little bit now.
Maybe I don't like her that much, but I still have a little fondness for her.
He should be reluctant to let go.
Lin Jiaran refused to say anything more, but Jiang Zhi's curiosity was aroused by him. After being quiet for a while, she asked speculatively: "Do you have to go back to Beicheng?"
Jiang Zhihui guessed that he was affected by what Shen Luyan said.
His parents, who have decent jobs, may know that he is messing around with a pregnant woman in Nancheng and are anxious to call her back.
Lin Jiaran couldn't lie in front of her and nodded dejectedly, "It's possible. But I don't want to go back."
He suddenly felt that whether he could graduate successfully or not was not that important.
Even if he delays his graduation by one year, it won't be a problem for him.
It's just that the parents need to take some time to explain.
His roommate said he was in love.
He didn't think it mattered.
Lin Jiaran used to be complacent and proud of his status as a student. He felt young and full of vitality, but now he feels not good at all.
"When to go back?"
"I said I didn't want to go back, why didn't you try to keep me here?"
Lin Jiaran looked at her a little aggrieved and said.
Jiang Zhi laughed, "Don't you want to be a mature adult?"
Lin Jiaran said without hesitation: "Sir, are you going to leave the person you like?"
Even after all this time, Jiang Zhi is sometimes not used to Lin Jiaran's direct words.
Lin Jiaran didn't know that she had misunderstood his parents, so he said gloomily: "I want to become a regular employee."
Although Jiang Zhi didn't understand why he suddenly mentioned this, he still nodded, "Well, that's a good thing."
She pursed her lips and praised him before he spoke: "You are amazing."
Lin Jiaran said: "But if you become a full-time employee, you will have to return to the head office to work."
His tone was very aggrieved, and he hugged her regardless. Jiang Zhi froze, but did not push him away.
"I do not want to leave you."
Jiang Zhi felt that this internship should be very important to Lin Jiaran, "If you are not tired, you can come here every weekend. I... welcome you at any time."
Lin Jiaran is now like a puppy trying to push his limits, "But I want to see you every day."
"Then you want to give up?"
"You'll be unhappy."
"No, I just feel burdened."
I don't want him to sacrifice more for himself.
Apart from the monthly remuneration, Jiang Zhi can't give him much now.
Even if she has a good impression of him, it's only a little bit.
Not much really.
It may break up if you encounter a little setback.
It's neither strong nor long-lasting.
Lin Jiaran seemed to be crying and spoke with a thick nasal cavity, "I know."
It was just because I knew that I hesitated for so long.
Jiang Zhi sighed: "Don't be sad."
Her legs were a little sore from standing, "Let me go first."
Lin Jiaran obediently let go of her hand, and Jiang Zhi slowly sat on the sofa. She looked up and saw his red eyes, the tip of his nose was red, and there were still tears on his face.
Lin Jiaran sniffed, "I'm afraid your ex-husband will come to bother you."
Jiang Zhi smiled and handed him a tissue to wipe his tears, "If you were here, he would also get mad and bother me."
Lin Jiaran did not take the tissue she gave her, but instead squatted in front of her. Jiang Zhi hesitated for two seconds, but still helped him wipe away the tears on his face.
Lin Jiaran gritted his teeth and said, "He obviously wants to come and beg you to reconcile with him."
Jiang Zhi's hand paused.
Lin Jiaran was very afraid that she would change her mind because, among other things, the child in her belly belonged to her annoying ex-husband.
