Jiang Zhi is quite satisfied with her condition during this period, and a peaceful life is what she wants.
She doesn't have much reaction just because she sees Shen Luyan now. Maybe as said on the Internet, she gradually begins to desensitize herself. The more times they meet, the more she can let go of it.
What could Shen Luyan say to her? At worst, it would be some threats.
Jiang Zhi is no longer afraid of being threatened by him.
But that doesn't seem to be the case.
He pinched her wrist, as if every word he spoke was difficult, and he spoke slowly. Although his tone was calm, his voice did not sound so peaceful.
"I want to say."
The man let go of her wrist, slowly raised his hand to touch her face, and landed on the side of her face. His fingertips were warm and cold, and the icy cold touch made people feel panicked. His thumb was on her face. Stay for a long time.
Looking at her eyes, she had mixed emotions.
I can't even understand it.
It seems sad.
It seems like I feel guilty.
Jiang Zhi silently turned her face, misplaced his thumb, and avoided his touch. It was already remarkable that she could stand in front of him and talk to him calmly.
Human endurance really has its limits.
"Even if you don't want to hear it, I will tell you."
Jiang Zhi was trapped in front of the door, unable to move to open the door. The wind passed by, making the branches in the yard rustle.
The weather will get warm soon.
Sunny spring is coming soon.
She was thinking about these trivial matters, but she didn't actually listen carefully to what Shen Luyan said.
The man swallowed calmly with his dry throat, his Adam's apple slid silently twice, his jaw was tense, his outline looked very cold and hard, and his pale face seemed to have suffered a heavy blow.
She gradually came back to her senses, raised her eyelashes, and had time to look at the man in front of her.
It's rare for the word "embarrassed" to appear on him.
But now he does look a little embarrassed that is difficult to express in words.
It's not as meticulous and neat as in the company.
The shirt is a little wrinkled, there is no tie, and the buttons are open in two places, loose and stretched.
The man's eyebrows seemed to be filled with thick emotions that could not be resolved. He frowned, his lips were pale, and he smiled slowly, and the smile was a little bitter, "Do you still remember..."
He really said it was difficult.
There is almost no way to go on.
Shen Luyan fell silent as soon as he started speaking. It turned out that it was so difficult to explain and ask for forgiveness.
,
"I was really mad at that time."
"Maybe it's jealousy."
"Maybe it's possessiveness. I only believe what I see in front of me."
"sorry."
He didn't know what he was talking about, it was the first time he was so disorganized.
It's so confusing that I can't even understand it.
Jiang Zhi really didn't understand, "What are you talking about?"
Shen Luyan was silent for a long time, "You and Sheng Xizhou."
His speech was difficult and slow.
Jiang Zhi's face changed when she heard the beginning of this sentence. Her face that was still a little rosy gradually turned pale. As if she had anticipated what he was going to say next, she interrupted him first: "You are holding on." Will this matter humiliate me for the rest of my life? You are the one who said that you don’t care, and you are the one who brings it up over and over again. What do you want?"
"The human heart is made of flesh. Can you stop hurting people with words?"
Apparently she misunderstood his intentions.
This can't be blamed on her. Every time he mentioned Sheng Xizhou in front of her, he always ended up unhappy.
"no."
"It's not what?" Jiang Zhi felt a headache, "We've been divorced for so long, you can't humiliate me anymore by settling old scores like this."
Shen Luyan said: "I don't mean that."
He knew she didn't look like she believed it.
After a long silence, he slowly spoke with difficulty: "Nothing happened to you two at that time."
Shen Luyan still told her.
Even though she would only hate him to the core after knowing the truth, she still spoke up.
It was quiet everywhere, with only the sound of wind in my ears.
Jiang Zhi blinked and took a moment to respond to his words. Nothing happened?
That memory was too vague for her.
In fact, she seemed vaguely conscious at that time, but she did wake up next to Sheng Xizhou. In that situation, she couldn't believe her intuition.
Jiang Zhi took two steps back, his back hit the wall, and he had nowhere to retreat.
The disgust in her eyes could not be hidden.
Shen Luyan was not surprised to see disgust in her eyes. He had thought of this outcome before speaking. Even though he was mentally prepared, he still found it unbearable.