Probably not wanting to embarrass Jiang Zhi, Lin Jiaran had to agree to the company's request.
I work in Beicheng on weekdays and fly back every Friday afternoon.
Fortunately, he is still young and not afraid of trouble.
Jiang Zhi didn't feel relieved, maybe she didn't regard him as a burden from the beginning.
Lin Jiaran was still unhappy when packing his luggage. After packing his luggage, he couldn't help but look back at her. I don't know when, but it was supposed to be a combination of money and obligations, but he gradually became serious about it.
"Will you miss me?" Lin Jiaran asked.
Jiang Zhi thought for a while and realized that he didn't lie to him. He told the truth: "I will."
Afraid that he wouldn't believe it, she repeated it again. Even though her voice was very soft, it had enough weight in his heart, "Lin Jiaran, I will miss you."
In fact, Jiang Zhi is not a stingy person in expressing love in relationships.
In the past I was just scared.
He didn't dare to express his love in front of Shen Luyan, nor did he dare to express any thoughts.
Lin Jiaran was still not satisfied after hearing these words. People's greed is endless. It's not enough for her to like her. He also wants her to love him very much. Just like him, he can't live without him.
Lin Jiaran felt that he was too greedy and he shouldn't be like this.
The next morning, Lin Jiaran was reluctant to leave when she went out, turning back every step of the way and acting very clingy.
He wanted to say no more several times.
Forget about resigning.
Forget it.
When the words came to his lips, he didn't dare to say them in the face of her eyes.
Jiang Zhi dropped him off at the entrance of the alley. Lin Jiaran was carrying his suitcase and the taxi he had called in advance had already arrived.
He stopped, suddenly turned around and walked to her, strode towards her, and hugged her hard.
Jiang Zhi paused for two seconds, then slowly raised his hand and hugged his waist.
Lin Jiaran was still not satisfied holding her, "Can you kiss me?"
He was prepared for rejection.
But after a moment, Jiang Zhi stood up on tiptoes and placed a gentle kiss on his face.
"Okay, go back to work."
Lin Jiaran felt that his skin was warm and numb, as if he had been lightly shocked.
It's really comfortable to be with her.
He has never liked someone so much.
"Can I kiss you again?" He looked at her eagerly and asked with bright eyes.
"Why do you keep pushing further?"
"Then kiss me again when I come back." Lin Jiaran retreated and did the next best thing.
"good."
Shen Luyan watched in the car for a while. He stayed up all night here last night, and the blue marks on his face disappeared and were no longer so obvious. He should go back to the hotel to pack himself up, but he didn't have the energy to drive back.
I just want to sit here.
I don't want to think about anything else.
The whole person seemed to be numb.
He closed his eyes and saw what Sheng Xizhou said to him in a straightforward manner, one sentence after another, like pear blossom needles in a heavy rain that did not give people time to react, falling on his head and face.
Shen Luyan's eyes were already a little swollen, but the swelling was not obvious.
It turns out that he will still be sad.
I thought I could endure anything.
When a person is truly sad, there is no way to force back tears.
Shen Luyan watched with his own eyes as she kissed Lin Jiaran tenderly, and the two hugged each other inseparably. The kiss was so gentle. She looked at Lin Jiaran with soft and doting eyes, like looking at her lover.
Shen Luyan used to be like a stubborn patient, stressing to himself over and over again.
She didn't like Lin Jiaran that much, she just wanted to have some freshness for a while, just for fun.
,
But...but that's not the case.
She would hug him, kiss him, and look at him with eyes full of love.
Her smile in front of him gradually grew.
Lin Jiaran got into the taxi, and when he was gone, Shen Luyan opened the door and got out of the car.
I still have the same clothes I wore yesterday.
The shirt is already a little wrinkled.
It was rare for a man who had always been meticulous to look a little embarrassed when he appeared in front of her.
Jiang Zhi was used to seeing Shen Luyan occasionally appearing at the entrance of the alley. He was like a lingering evil ghost, appearing from time to time, but today he didn't look so neat.
Jiang Zhi paused for two seconds. She had become accustomed to ignoring him. She slowly lost sight of him and walked to the breakfast shop where she often went.
I bought a cup of soy milk and a bowl of porridge.
Shen Luyan followed her silently. During the morning rush hour, the breakfast shop was crowded, and there were often unruly people lining up.
Shen Luyan's expressionless look was quite intimidating, and he stretched out his arm to block it.
Jiang Zhi finished buying breakfast and walked forward silently without looking at him.
I met a familiar neighbor on the road.
She has good popularity in this alley, and the elders like her. They have watched her grow up, and they smile and remind her to be careful when walking on the bluestone road. It is foggy in the early morning and the road is slippery. If she falls, it will be serious.
Jiang Zhi walked very slowly and said yes with a smile.
She is gentle and non-aggressive.
While quiet, a bright side bloomed silently.
Before she entered the house, Shen Luyan suddenly grabbed her wrist and was silent the entire time. It wasn't that he didn't want to say anything.
Jiang Zhi paused and said nothing.
She tried to free her wrist, but he held it firmly in his palm.
She didn't make large movements for fear of getting hurt or falling.
"Are you bullying me for being pregnant?"
"No." Shen Luyan's answer was very pale. He didn't dare to let go of her yet, even though he knew she didn't like it. "Don't leave yet."
Jiang Zhi seemed to hear a hint of pleading in his tone.
This is ridiculous.
She felt that she must have heard wrongly.
"Do you have something to say?" she asked.
"Yeah." The low, hoarse voice was tired and broken.
"But I don't want to hear it anymore." Whether it was ridicule, confession, begging or anything else, she was not interested. She tried to open his fingers one by one, "I used to have many things to say to you. You don’t want to hear what I said, so don’t force me to do things you don’t like.”
Shen Luyan's fingers seemed to be made of iron, and he couldn't break them apart even if he tried hard.
Looking at her face, he seemed to see the bright red finger marks once again printed on the snow-white skin.
He wants her forgiveness.
But he didn't have the courage to tell her the truth.
say what?
I'm sorry, I wronged you, can you forgive me?
I know you are being plotted.
Nothing happened between you and Sheng Xizhou.
Wait and stuff like that.
What happens after telling her?
It was even less possible for her to forgive herself.
She will only have endless hatred for him, hate him even more, and will never forgive him.
My mother is right, loving someone requires humility.