The scorching afternoon sun bakes the ground, and a few ants walk through the shade of the trees and rubble; the thin clouds are struggling, as if they will be dispersed by the wind at any time; the pedestrians on the street are in twos and threes, and their chests and backs are stained with sweat;
The hotel sign is still, and the boss is standing in the verandah.
The package that had been left for many days was already covered with dust, but its owner was still missing; the noise in his ears suddenly stopped, and a young voice sounded leisurely...
In a room in the stone tower opposite, the boy who had been forcibly cut off from his sweet dreams was sitting on the toilet. His eyes were sleepy and tired, and he was yawning all day long, accompanied by morning farts.
The time to confirm receipt has long expired, and the forgotten things were just remembered. The holiday plan was to go to bed early and get up early, with an alarm clock at six o'clock and wolfberry at seven o'clock, but in fact, the morning sun turned into the sunset, and I wore no makeup and heavy makeup.
The young man stared at the endless flow of people outside the window, imagining that he was wearing a brocade robe with an eagle pattern, exposing the storage bag on his waist, pacing happily, walking among the fine sand and waves. But he forgot about his
I have read "Basic Theory of Magic" and a cabinet full of magic monthly magazines from the Augu continent.
The voice that vowed to succeed in the future was still clearly audible, those heroic words still lingered in my mind, and the regular life that had been planned for a long time still stayed on the vellum, but the magic instructor who had never been masked before always smiled bitterly and was speechless. The vows were made.
The wishes you made have long been forgotten; countless strange reasons for sweaty teeth are popping up like mushrooms after a rain.
As for the so-called "Magic Academy Preparatory Course", at the beginning, it was just sustained with enthusiasm, but after the initial enthusiasm, it became difficult to maintain it. Juice and meat buns were entangled.
Continuously, salted duck and water-soaked lotus root are disconnected, oily mutton is sprinkled with spicy powder, and thick steak is pressed with onion and garlic cloves. The price of practice is to give up dinner, and the consequences of doing whatever you want is a waste of time.
You should practice as early as possible when you are young. In order to make yourself an elegant person in the future, countless high-grade magic crystals, magic scrolls that cannot be accommodated, and all kinds of experiences are carefully placed on the table.
There are words of wisdom from a certain great mage posted on the door of the room all year round, but the boy's snoring seems to be louder. He was rejected by Jackdaw City Academy last year, but now he has long been forgotten.
There were countless plans for the future written down in the notepad, but when I actually stood in front of the table, I realized that most of them were impossible to realize. The carefully selected wands were useless, and the magic experiment that took several hours ended in failure.
The time spent in ruins is endless, funny figures are jumping up and down, the hope in the heart gradually cools down, and dreams and reality switch frequently.
Every time the goblin clock rang and after lunch, the young man's ambition seemed to become a little insignificant. I don't know where I heard that a certain noble marquis read at least dozens of books every year, so the young man also had
I bought a bunch of books one after another, and planned to read as many pages as I wanted every day. But less than half a year later, the expensive bookmark was still on the title page, and the entire book was even hidden behind the curtain.
This is because every time he opens a book and prepares to cultivate his sentiments and become a refined literary boy, he always thinks of his not-so-outstanding qualifications. Even though he thinks in his heart that he should not be discouraged, the more he thinks about it, the more distracted he becomes.
The more he thought about it, the harder it became to turn a blind eye. The end result was that the steak on the dinner plate was eaten away, and the energy he had planned to read was exhausted. So he chose to break the jar, turn over on the bed, and the night light was on his face.
Emotionally, I am even more helpless. I have been idle for a long time. I always fantasize about having an earth-shattering love. I talk about "good sister" and "childhood sweetheart" every day. From time to time, I have to discuss and encourage each other with my buddies. But in the end, I become
An emotional consultant, he likes to bring others together. He will be very happy when he sees well-matched people together. But whenever he meets someone he likes, he always seems indecisive. He is used to finding various excuses to stay away, and is too lazy to get to know and interact with each other.
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This is just like when we summarize at the end of the year, we always feel that we have not performed well in the past year, and we will casually set goals for next year to give ourselves a "look forward to" so that we can see the hope for the next year. But this is what happens after
, the regret, disappointment, incompetence and stupidity of the whole year seemed to be redeemed and liquidated in an instant.
In today's world, there will always be a moment when each of us wants to be a better person, whether it is because of the boy or girl we like, or because we have seen the lives of certain people, so we want to be like that
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But what often happens to us is that we suddenly resolve to become a certain kind of better person, and even write down some related plans on paper, but our enthusiasm for these things seems to be consumed in the plans, or in
While fantasizing about the future, I felt like, "It's really hard for me to think about it so much."
Planning and calculating with full confidence, I always work hard and carefully in the early stage, but after three minutes of heat, I slowly relax and fall into shirk day after day. Or occasionally drink some chicken soup, listen to some stories, and suddenly
I become very inspirational for a while, but the result often doesn’t last for a few days, and I secretly start to degenerate again, and I still feel relieved that I have worked hard.
If a person has fallen for a long time, he will secrete the desire to strive upward. But if this feeling only exists temporarily and is only used to comfort the inner guilt, then the person will never make progress.
This is like a person who is about to starve to death, intending to struggle one last time, so he stuffs rotten and smelly things into his mouth. Over time, although the trajectory of life is slightly lengthened, the pride of being a human being is also worn away.
All.
Whenever we start a new life, we always feel that our life has a chance to be redeemed, and we plan to use this opportunity to achieve a counterattack and turn around.
But unfortunately, we usually end up in the same in vain as before. This is because we don't really intend to become another person deep down, but just want to say goodbye to others through a little effort. We have also tried hard.
Tomorrow comes tomorrow, there are so many tomorrows, and every new beginning is an endless reincarnation. In this way, we live through youth, reach middle age, until the day we close our eyes.
Blind efforts are not worth remembering, let alone showing off. Even if we teenagers saw Jackdaw City at four in the morning, there is nothing to talk about when meeting people. The kind of chicken soup produced by the assembly line can only be used by people with chicken in their mouths.
Qualified to taste.
We always like to set a very distant goal, but we can't stick to it in the ordinary days, so our enthusiasm will gradually cool down because we can't see results in the short term. This is why we are still just ordinary people after many years.
The reason.
Many people just act complacent and worried about the country and the people for a period of time, as if they have become generals who are ordered to do so in times of crisis.
But after three or five days, this emotion will dissipate completely, and we will naturally return to the state of eating and waiting to die, doing nothing. To put it bluntly, we long for the cheating life of others, but we are not willing to pay the same
Efforts and hardships.
If you just follow others without considering your own conditions, you will often end up being too enthusiastic about doing things. It seems that you have dabbled in many fields, but in fact you are not proficient in any of them. In the end, you are just imitating others. The most painful thing for us is not that we have no dreams, but that we have great ambitions but have no ambitions.
Being unable to take action means knowing that you should work hard but being at a loss as to what to do.