Boom has always been that kind of person. He has buried his true expression deep in his heart all year round, and can only look at the whole world with cold eyes. But... he has not suffered more than others, and the pain mainly comes from him.
His self-sensitivity and vulnerability stem from his being too cautious.
If a person wants to maintain charm and mystery, the most important thing he must do is to keep his anxiety to himself. On the other hand, if a person wants to get attention and love, he must know how to show vulnerability and need.
But most people always make a mistake. They show their anxiety in front of the person who needs to maintain their posture, so they are despised; they try to be strong in front of the person who needs to show vulnerability, so the other person abandons them.
Boom is a person who is extremely good at hiding his emotions. It can even be said that in this aspect, he is far more powerful than Christine, who has lived for more than four hundred years.
However, doing so also had mixed results. On the one hand, Boom avoided countless troubles, but on the other hand, it also alienated many of the companions he should have had.
The world calls people like Boom "lonely migratory birds", which indicates that although they have gained so-called "freedom", they have also lost the same tenderness.
The root cause of this result is that these migratory birds are too wary, unwilling to trust their companions, unwilling to believe that the world should be beautiful, and even feel that they are in danger all the time, and they will be killed if they are not careful.
Different place.
Boom himself regards it as his greatest advantage and is proud of it. However, Christine calls it a "fragile representation" because all the things Boom shows are things he avoids interacting with.
Too many excuses for contact with strangers.
Christine feels that "fragility" is a very sad disease, because others can never feel the same way. They can only stand and talk without pain, and use some vain words to force us to cheer up.
Even if one day we are overwhelmed and jump from a high altitude, others will only say that we are fragile, pretentious, and moaning for no reason. But in fact, it is really a disease, and we have tried our best not to moan.
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Boom is a very selfish person, but his selfishness will not affect his companions, but will give back double. Humans are inherently selfish creatures, and they will always devour the little they have left when they are most vulnerable.
Control. Just as if the subconscious mind brings all the good things, then we will be happy; on the contrary, if the subconscious mind tells us that a disaster is coming, we will naturally become extremely depressed.
Sharp weapon.
There are two kinds of people in this world. One kind lives for others. On the surface, they appear to be timid, but in fact they are stronger than anyone else on the inside. The other type lives for themselves. On the surface, they appear to be arrogant, but on the inside, they are extremely tough.
Fragile. Just as dogs that bite are usually taciturn, but the harmless ones are empty airs that like to bark.
Life may not be as good as we imagined, but it will not be as bad as we imagined. Sometimes we may be so fragile that we burst into tears when we hear a word, but sometimes we find ourselves gritting our teeth and walking for a long time.
a section of the road.
We never knew that life could make people so fragile. If we could, we would rather live a life of pretending to be crazy and stupid, so that we could not hear the harshness, not see the heartache, and not feel the pain.
A scholar once said, "We will be defeated by other people's words, but it is just because our hearts are too fragile."
Later, some scholars said frankly, "Don't care about other people's opinions. That's because they have nothing to do with our lives. Everyone has their own problems that they need to worry about."
In fact, no one can completely ignore criticism. Those who are very free and easy in the face of criticism and laugh it off are not so strong that they don't care, but they can pretend to be natural when facing criticism. Pretending is actually a kind of strength.
survival skills.
What Christine said completely exposed Boom's true appearance. Because rather than saying he is thoughtful, it is more appropriate to call him "repulsive". Boom rejects all strangers and those who are potentially dangerous.
Something that even repels the whole world.
However, he is also a senior performing artist. Although he cannot be called orthodox, he can still deceive most people. At least when it comes to "pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger", he has tried and tested successfully and never tires of it.
At first we were confused and pretended to understand, and later we pretended to be confused and understood. It’s not that we want to live in confusion, it’s just that many things will be revealed with effort, and will be lost as soon as they are exposed. The adult world is always so fragile.<
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When Boom was very young, he understood this truth. Whether it is people or things, the best things often only have a thin layer on the surface, which is the foundation of our lives.
Everything has its foundation, but it is best not to touch it without reason. Because as long as we pierce the fragile window paper, most of the contents inside will not stand up to scrutiny and will break like waves.<
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In the fierce competition among principalities, delicate, sensitive and fragile young people are gradually eliminated in the cruelty. Often the pain of most young people is that their horizons have been opened, but their skills have not kept up.
Boom is well aware of his shortcomings, so he always chooses to stay away from disputes, even if he was conferred the title of earl by the Viking King. He has lived in the King of Ogu since he was a child, and has witnessed countless power struggles. But Boom has never
I have disliked those things, or it may be said that everyone is the same, but the appearance is different due to different status and status.
Mosquitoes and flies survive by sucking blood, wild cats and wild dogs survive by picking up garbage, professionals survive by killing enemies, and kings survive by intrigues. There is no absolute right or wrong in this world. Stealing gold coins
The thief is a criminal in the eyes of the world, but in the heart of his seriously ill daughter, he is the greatest hero.
Because Boom loves this world deeply, he often wants to apologize to it. Boom's love is heavy and dirty, and contains many unpleasant things, such as sadness, melancholy, self-pity, and despair, and his heart is like that
fragility.
He was always defeated by these negative emotions, as if he was struggling in a swamp and sinking deeper and deeper. However, Boom never complained about anything. He seemed to enjoy that situation. It felt like taking a hot spring in the Principality of Floy.
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But after all, showing vulnerability is a self-degrading thing. After all, no one except our parents really cares about our suffering, but our parents are the last people we should not reveal our suffering. Their worried expressions are more unacceptable than the humiliation.
, it’s a feeling that makes us fall apart.
There is a sharp contrast between the fragile mind and the powerful power. But maybe in the end we are still no match for birth, old age, illness and death. Life is like a glass vase that breaks at the touch of a touch. No matter whether it is an ordinary person or a peak expert, as long as the heart stops beating, what will happen during life?
Everything has lost its original meaning.
Boom is not a mixed-blood elf with a long life, nor is he an ancient ferocious beast or relic. He is just a human being, and he may die at any time before he reaches his peak. He does not want that day to come, because