The advantage of the so-called dream is that it allows the person inside it to have a sweet dream, no matter how hard he lives in this world, no matter how cynical he is.
Boom had also imagined more than once that he could step into the Academy of the King of Ogu, wear a mage robe like others, sit upright, and listen to the chatter of the magic instructors.
On a sunny afternoon, Boom was lying on the desk, his thick bangs covering his eyes. He was hunched over and hiding in his own world without saying a word.
The students around were chattering around, and there was the occasional rustling sound of quills scratching paper. A breeze blew, bringing the fragrance of gardenia downstairs.
But all of this has nothing to do with Boom. He stays in his own world, just like an audience watching a play. The actors in the stands appear on stage, no matter how much they laugh and curse, they can't move him in the slightest.
What a strange thing. It seems that at that time, Boom knew that people are always independent individuals, and he implemented this belief personally.
One moment, he was eager to watch her holding hands and being intimate, but the next moment, he felt that such friendship was shallow. When he stepped out of Wangcheng College, it was gone as soon as it was blown away, why bother to look at the laborious management? In the blink of an eye, the envy in his eyes overflowed again.
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These were all dreams that Boom once imagined. However, in the end he tore up the admission notice of Wangcheng Academy with his own hands, and then settled in the depths of the black market with Rikka, choosing to become a wandering magician. Because compared to accepting the most orthodox
Guidance, Boom is more concerned about the atmosphere around him, or some kind of aura that cannot be described in words.
Those elites that the world envies are actually not as good as we imagine. But they are definitely much better than us, at least they will not be in prison, wandering in dreams due to mental lethargy.
"I envy you and Rikka that they can be with the people they like. Unlike me, I am surrounded by people who like me and are bored to death." This is the gossip that Christine once said, but it also has a certain meaning.
From a perspective, it proves that the symbol of identity and status is like a precious flower. No matter how depressed it is, it will never completely break away from its hotbed.
Boom's greatest joy was to see someone he admired get hurt. It was the purest joy, just like the joy he felt when he saw an aristocratic carriage take a wrong turn and drive into a dark alley.
feeling.
The world envies people like Boom, who are chic and carefree; but Boom envies them, who have a home, him, and someone waiting for him to return home every day.
When we were young, we were hysterically jealous, and when we grow up, we are envious with a smile on our lips. We are always bound by the huge past experience, history, and memories and are uneasy about the future. Because of this, we envy the children's momentary happiness.
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Happiness seems to grow on our butts. Everyone only sees the happiness of others, but knows nothing about their own. They only envy each other.
We often look up and envy the happiness of others, and when we look back, we find that our own happiness is being looked up to and envied by others. In fact, each of us is happy, but in the eyes of others, our own happiness is nothing more than a dispensable thing.
It’s just a matter.
When the sun is shining, you shouldn’t use ugly curtains to block it. But most of us, who can do it regardless of everything? That’s why envy and regret appear in the world. What is envious is
Those things we long to do but fail to do, unfortunately mean that we miss out on all the beautiful scenery.
In fact, we have always envied those lucky people who went directly to a good college after leaving their parents, and then went directly to the arms of a good husband after leaving a good college. Those guys have never suffered any hardships, nor have they ever suffered.
What a grievance. I have seen a lot of the dark side of the world but have little experience. I am so simple that I am almost a childish pig beast.
Our greatest joy is to see the person we yearn for get hurt. It is the purest joy, just like the happy feeling that arises when you see a carriage take a wrong turn and drive down a one-way street. p>
It's not that Boom doesn't want to live a better life, it's just that he is always on the sidelines, waiting to see whether others succeed. If others don't succeed, he will laugh at them. If others succeed, he will start to envy them again.
In the final analysis, whether a person is popular or not has a lot to do with whether he or she has value. If you are beautiful and have a good personality, you have the value of being pursued and loved; if you are smart and capable, you have the value of being exploited by your employer.
; If you are good at sociability, you have the value of being a friend; if you are born with a cold personality, you have the value of being watched from afar...
Therefore, the guy who is ignored is not because the world is too bad, but because he is completely worthless.
We are just because we are desperate. People are like this. It is like enclosing an area with a white line in the desert. Everyone is afraid of the desert beyond the white line and dare not step out. We are obviously surrounded by gravel.
, but what I finally thought of was that they were all self-righteous, so self-righteous that they thought they would die as long as they stepped out of the white line.
Rather than saying that the world is absurd, it is better to say that living in this world and working hard has become extremely absurd, and I want to laugh at myself contemptuously alone in the dark. There are no ideals at all these days, and everyone lives a shabby and insignificant life. Human beings
It seems that I only live for food, and my life is boring.
There is a more complicated way of betrayal, which does not have any direct object and has nothing to do with anything or anyone. That is to abandon everything without knowing what everything means; to be isolated in the environment where you belong;
Use a metaphysical separation to reject those things that shape yourself, surround yourself, and support yourself.
How I wish I could suddenly wake up one day and find that I fell asleep in a class at the college. Everything we are experiencing now is a dream, and the table is covered with our own saliva.
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We vaguely told our deskmates that we had had a long, long dream. Our deskmates called us idiots and told me to listen carefully to the lecture. While we looked at the large shade of trees outside the window, everything seemed so familiar and everything was still there.
Full of hope.
Have the courage to give up something for the life you want. There is no justice in this world, and we will never get the best of both worlds.
If a person wants to truly live freely, he has to sacrifice many things. If he wants to be idle, he will not be able to achieve the achievements in others' evaluations. If he wants to be happy, he does not need to care about the attitudes of those around him. If he wants to move forward, he must
Leave where you are now.
In this kind of life, we learn how to deal with separation, how to deal with loneliness, and how to deal with these powerless things in life.
When we have not gone out to see the world and taken the first step to realize our dreams, our complacency is not a dream; but when we see the world clearly and understand how difficult it is to realize our dreams, we can
Understand what the real dream is.
What kind of life did he lead during his disappearance for more than half a year? How did these random thoughts appear? How many more days and nights would it take for him to be freed? What will happen to him and his companions after they die? Will they reunite again one day?
Where? Or go their separate ways and be reincarnated?
Since childhood, Boom has envied the fast-running antelopes, the ligers that can chew through armor in one bite, and the cockroaches and bed bugs that can eat anything. Boom despises those hypocrites who talk about justice, and even spurns sanctimonious villains.
But as long as the opponent does not provoke him, he will not take the initiative to cause trouble, otherwise the opponent will be torn apart by the space magic circle.