"That makes me want to quit." Li Ze curled his lips.
"I've been to every country in the world. Although I can't say I've been to every inch of the land, if there were paper records in the passport, it might be hundreds of pages long." Loeb said lightly, "I'm not too sure.
Confirm what I like in this world, whether it’s delicious food, delicious wine, beautiful women wearing miniskirts and high heels dancing with their breasts exposed, or a few friends who can get together to have a toast... I don’t know
, but I think people live for a kind of persistence, so that they are not alone."
Li Ze was stunned. This was not the first time he heard the word "loneliness", but he always thought it was a nonsense. If he was lonely, how could he fly around and even drink wine anytime and anywhere?
Humming a tune?
But he remembered the book Loeb had mentioned before, the book that told the story of the entire Three Kingdoms. A generation of "second brother is invincible", but was obsessed with the enemy's leader Cao Cao. When Guan Yu and his sister-in-law were about to return to his eldest brother, he was infatuated
Cao Cao was not moved by the soldiers' suggestions. Instead, he praised Guan Yu as "a man whose ambition cannot be changed by a thousand pieces of gold, and who is loyal and righteous." He also ordered Zhang Liao to bring gold as payment and a brand new red brocade robe as a gift.
Guan Yu is the autumn clothes. Heroes cherish heroes, and behind the love and cherishment, there is probably also a kind of loneliness.
Eight out of ten people who read that book went there for Zhuge Liang. At first, someone joked with him that "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms" should be called "The Biography of Zhuge Liang". It was about borrowing the east wind or borrowing arrows from thatched boats. It was amazing. But in the end
The sad person should still be Cao Cao. Lonely people always leave behind, missing each other and feeling sad.
But what does this have to do with him?
Why should he be lonely? There are still a lot of things in this world that he has not seen, and he has a lot of time that he has not yet spent.
"At first, I didn't know why I wanted to fight against original sin. What's the use of it? I really don't know." Loeb threw the extinguished cigarette butt under the shelf. "But that time, I knew why. I often
Returning to that old castle and that garden, although it has become a ruin and no one is taking care of it, I will still return to that place because there are people I love, people I have lost, and me.
The time left behind has memories that I can’t take away.”
"That place was destroyed because of 'arrogance'. I can't tolerate the culprit still living. If I don't live to witness her death, I will train students who can destroy her and destroy her for the sake of this world."
." Loeb stared into Li Ze's eyes.
Li Ze was stunned. He had never thought about fighting for the world. He was in a mess.
In fact, I miss Chamille a little bit, at least she wouldn't say such nonsense to him.
In fact, I really want to go back to my original city, at least the treasured memories are burned into the bottom of my mind.
Just like Loeb recalled and sighed about that place, he remembered the building where he lived, and he also remembered the hospitable Uncle Cao and a group of bad friends. He was dragged into smoking his first cigarette because the group of sons watched him confess.
Defeat took him to drink and told him that cigarettes are a good way to relieve worries. As a result, the bill was spent with his money.
Of course, there are also his parents. If he hadn't come to this college, he might have lived in the comfort zone arranged by his parents. He didn't know about the mixed race, so he was ignorant, and then inherited the identity of Xiaozhi Duoxing.
Dad’s great family career is to marry a beautiful woman, give birth to a daughter, raise a bunch of cats and dogs, and finally sit on a swing together looking at the mountains, rivers, sun and moon, grow old slowly, and finally die.
My life should be composed of these things that are too ordinary to be ordinary. They are meaningless and not very touching. I can't write a romance novel and I can't be the so-called domineering president because he is not domineering at all.
But someone left him.
He could not forget that red night.
Because of original sin.
And everything that was originally planned for life... was also destroyed!
He finally settled down and had new pursuits.
If someone wants to destroy it...you have to fight him no matter what!
"I understand." Li Ze raised his head.
Loeb looked at the police car that slowly stopped and drove away, "We still have pursuits, at least we are not lying flat. I still want to continue watching the scenery that has entered my eyes, even if it is no longer the same group of people. Most of them
All mixed races always think of themselves as human beings, because we also have human blood and love others and the world. Even if this world sometimes makes us feel sad, no one hopes that it will perish, because it is in us.
It has always existed in my life."
"If you can, take me to see the place where you originally lived, even if it is in ruins." Loeb said softly.
Li Ze nodded.
The ringtone suddenly rang. Loeb took out his phone, looked at the caller ID, and pressed the answer button with a frown: "I'm...what?"
"What's wrong?"
"He Xin called, He Lun passed away in bed."
"Finally... relieved." Li Ze struggled for a moment, then sighed and said something that might not be so pleasant.
Loeb opened the car door: "It's just like you said, I'm finally free."
Li Ze knew it very well.
Loeb also knew it, and He Xin, as a father, knew it even better. Emma was probably the only one who was ignorant because she was still that unreasonable little girl... He Lun was in pain, and he was so painful that he struggled to smile.
, but in order to be 'happy', he has been trying to be a normal person.
But is it normal for such a normal person?
He is always silent, as quiet as a mute. He only laughs when he sees others laughing, and he looks like a fool. His health is not good to begin with, but he still doesn’t need help, just like a stubborn Xiaoqiang who can’t walk.
Naughty... But it is such a person who is not as good as a college student, but he has terminal cancer. Just like what is said in martial arts novels, it has invaded the internal organs and is incurable.
However, he left. If your guess is correct, he should have left quietly with a smile on his face in pain.
He is a very heroic person. If He Lun had not been ill, he would have shined in the first recruitment in his historical career, and then become even more heroic than him in the academy.
"Remember to bring back the tripod, this car is not ours." Loeb started the car, and the violent roar was like the low neighing of a fierce horse before running.
"Isn't this car Yan Xin's? Her car is in your hands. Even if you drive it to Daming Lake, she won't dare to ask you for money." Li Ze trotted to the place where the emergency tripod was placed, took it back and sat in the car.
Up.
"Teachers are respected, but as long as it has something to do with money, who will respect teachers with you?" Loeb honked the horn angrily, "Not to mention that little witch, when she dropped out of school, I was the first one not to
I agree, I didn’t expect that after we haven’t seen each other for such a long time, something terrible would happen to me again.”
