"Your Majesty, Young Master Liu has returned to the palace and is waiting for Your Majesty in the Assembly Hall." Liu Wen'an hurriedly walked in from the outside, glanced at Yun Shang, then lowered his head and said softly.
Luo Qingyan didn't respond, and Yun Shang turned around and smiled lightly: "Your Majesty, please go handle the government affairs first. I'm fine."
Luo Qingyan looked at Yun Shang steadily for a long time, then nodded and said softly: "You are still very weak now. Don't stand for too long. When you are tired, you will lie down on the bed. I'll go
See how Liu Yinfeng is doing, if I have time, I will bring him over to see you."
Yun Shang nodded gently, and Luo Qingyan withdrew his gaze with some reluctance and left the dormitory.
Yun Shang stood by the window and watched Luo Qingyan leave Weiyang Palace, then raised her hand and called softly: "Qian Zui, come and help me, I'm totally weak."
After Qian Zui heard the words, he quickly walked to Yun Shang, stretched out his hand to support Yun Shang, and said with distress in his voice: "Why do you torture yourself like this? Your body is yours. If you are sad, what will the little prince do? Your Majesty.
What should I do? The little prince is only four months old."
Qianzuo helped Yun Shang walk to the bed and sat down. He took off Yun Shang's shoes and helped her lie down on the bed. There was a bit of tears in Yun Shang's eyes, but the tears never fell.
"Actually, I had some vague guesses on New Year's Eve. What makes me sad is that His Majesty has always hidden it from me. I have always believed that husband and wife should be honest with each other, and we should join hands even in huge difficulties.
Come and face it together, but he thought it was for my own good and shouldered everything, but he didn't know that that was actually not what I wanted at all." Yun Shang shook his head, with a hint of amusement in his eyes.
Very painful: "But when I really knew the truth, I couldn't bear to tell him that I knew the matter. I was afraid that he would be even more worried about me. His temperament is too cold and reserved, and he hides everything in his heart.
I'm just afraid that I will feel more uncomfortable than anyone else."
"And Bao'er, I don't have the courage to face Bao'er. I can't think about it. How could Bao'er, who is so cute and healthy, be mentally damaged? If he grows up, he will definitely blame him.
I blame myself as a mother for not being able to protect him. His mind is damaged. I don’t know how many looks, slanders, and backbites he will suffer. I don’t dare to think about it. I just think about what my baby will be like in the future.
The things I faced made me feel like I wanted to kill myself."
Yun Shang's voice was choked with sobs. Qian Zhui quickly supported Yun Shang and comforted her repeatedly: "As the empress said, what makes you sad is your majesty's concealment, and the empress also knows how painful it is to conceal it.
Why doesn’t the empress choose to be frank with His Majesty? Face it together? The little prince is a prince after all. Even if he has some flaws, no one dares to be disrespectful to the little prince. Don’t worry, the empress. I promise. From now on, everything will be the same.
Please protect the little prince well, if anyone dares to be disrespectful to the little prince, I will definitely not let him have an easy time."
Yun Shang's whole body was trembling, Qian Zhi was a little at a loss, so she hurriedly continued: "Empress, you must cheer up. If the little prince is really like what Chen Miaosi said, only the empress can protect him from now on."
Good little prince, let the little prince not be harmed."
Hearing this, Yun Shang nodded after a long time, her voice a little hoarse: "Yes, I have already caused him to be hurt once, and I will never let him make the slightest mistake again, no matter what he becomes.
They are all my children. I will never...never let what happened back then happen again..."
Yun Shang closed her eyes, Huan'er's pale face flashed through her mind, and she secretly clenched her hands in her sleeves. She would never let something like that happen again.
"Go and call Qin Yi. I have something to discuss with her." Yun Shang said softly.
Qian Zhui bit her lip. Seeing Yun Shang's appearance now, she didn't dare to leave him easily, so she quickly ran to the door and ordered Qing Hao to go to the House of Internal Affairs to find someone. However, she felt a little relieved. Yun Shang was willing to call
It's a good thing that Qinyi comes to discuss it.
Qianzhu ordered Qinghao, then returned to the house and poured boiled water for Yun Shang to drink. Yun Shang leaned on the couch, seeming to be in a daze again, her face was pale, her eyes were no longer the same as before, and her hair was disheveled.
, that look is really distressing.
After half an hour, Qin Yi opened the curtain and walked in. She was shocked when she saw Yun Shang's appearance: "What's going on, my dear?"
Qianzuo responded quickly: "I'm sick. I had a severe fever yesterday. Something happened suddenly yesterday. I was so busy that I forgot about Aunt Qinyi."
Qinyi didn't frown, and quickly walked to Yun Shang's bedside, stretched out her hand to touch Yun Shang's forehead, frowned and said: "It's still a little hot, but did you catch a cold when you stayed up on New Year's Eve? But that night
There should be a lot of braziers in the Palace of Taihe, so why are you sick?"
Yun Shang shook her head, stretched out her hand to hold Qin Yi's hand, and said extremely weakly: "It has nothing to do with staying up on New Year's Eve. This is my heart disease."
"Heart disease?" When Yun Shang said this, Qin Yi was even more confused and asked quickly: "What heart disease?"
"Sit down and listen to me. I'm really tired and don't know what to do. Come and help me come up with an idea." Yun Shang said softly, her lips were so pale that there was no blood at all. Qinyi frowned when she saw this.
He raised his eyebrows, but in the end he didn't open his mouth.
Yun Shang told Qinyi everything from what happened on New Year's Eve to what Chen Miaosi said yesterday. When Qinyi heard the words, she seemed to be frightened and couldn't believe it: "How is it possible? How does the little prince look like this?
Your mind is damaged? Besides, you know how to heal yourself, how could you not know if there is something wrong with your body?"
Yun Shang smiled bitterly and murmured: "My body is difficult for doctors to check on their own, and I am not good at women's diseases. Even if there is a problem, I may not be able to detect it. And Bao'er, Bao'er's age
He is still young, and it is difficult to detect mental damage. Moreover, I am Bao'er's mother. I think he is right anyway, so how can I think of going there? However, do you remember before that, when you were in the Prince's Mansion?
, did the miracle doctor Xueyan check the pulses of both me and Bao'er?"
Qin Yi nodded, but there was doubt in her eyes: "But the miracle doctor Xueyan clearly said that there is nothing wrong with the health of the empress and Bao'er?"
"Xueyan is the person invited by His Majesty. I am afraid that I have been instructed by Your Majesty a long time ago, so he will not say anything bad to me. I remember that after Xueyan checked our pulse that day, His Majesty returned to the courtyard in the afternoon and was more nervous than usual.
That night, I found his hands were cold, so I asked him, and he said he went to the ice cellar to see Xue Yan..."
Yun Shang's throat seemed to be choked by something, but she couldn't say the following words. After she knew the truth of the matter, she looked back and thought about it carefully, but found that there were so many clues to follow, but at that time
, but she never noticed or doubted it.
Qin Yi bit her lip, still with a bit of disbelief in her eyes. She watched Yun Shang grow up, watched her go through so many things, and finally married the right person. After all the hardships, the two of them,
She was just about to be happy. But something like this happened again, and she took care of Baoer a lot, so her relationship with Baoer was naturally very deep. Either of those two things was hard for her to accept.
, but she is also more worried about Yun Shang. That is her body and her child. As the mother of a country, how can she be unable to give birth?
Qinyi's face was also very pale. It took him a while to regain his consciousness. He quickly held Yun Shang's hand and said softly: "Why don't you ask Your Majesty directly? Husband and wife are called husband and wife who can share adversities together, no matter good or bad.
No matter what happens, we should all bear the responsibility together. However, please remember that no matter what happens, no matter what you decide, I will definitely stand by your side."
When Qian Zui heard this, he quickly said: "Same is true for you, so is it for me."
Yun Shang lowered her head, suppressed the raging tears, nodded, and responded in a low voice: "Okay, I listen to you."
Qinyi comforted her in a low voice: "Many things in this world are always unsatisfactory. God always reminds us not to get carried away when you think that all the hardships will be rewarded. But, my dear lady, you often said before that the troops will stop the water.
Tuyun, I believe that there is nothing in this world that is difficult to overcome. As long as we work together, no matter how painful or difficult it is, we can always get through it."
Yun Shang nodded, tears flashing in her eyes: "From the Ning Kingdom to the Xia Kingdom, there are countless people who want my life, and there are even more people who are playing tricks on me, overtly or covertly, to frame me, but I am still prosperous.
I have survived until now. It’s just that this time the test is slightly more difficult than before. What’s so great about it? What do I, Ning Yunshang, have to be afraid of?”
As Yun Shang spoke, tears started to fall down. When Qianzui and Qinyi saw this, they couldn't help but cry too.
After a while, the three masters and servants calmed down a little. Qinyi wiped away Yun Shang's tears and said, "My dear, please don't cry anymore. Your Majesty will come back later and see you. He may feel so distressed."
Well. My dear, you have so many people who care about you, even if it is for them, you should take good care of yourself and love yourself, and everything will be fine."
Yun Shang nodded slightly, her voice still choked with sobs: "I know, but I'm sorry for Bao'er."
Qin Yi quickly held Yun Shang's hand: "The people with good medical skills in this world are not just the miracle doctor Xueyan. Don't be discouraged, there will be hope. The current situation is already the worst, even if the little prince is mentally ill
The damage cannot be cured, so we have to think on the bright side. No matter what, at least the little prince is in good health, healthy and safe, which is more important than anything else."
Yun Shang nodded lightly, bit her lip, and whispered after a while: "If neither mother nor son can be cured, I will personally select a concubine for Your Majesty, and then..."
Yun Shang closed her eyes, but she felt that just thinking about it now made her heart feel like it was being pinched hard, and it hurt so much. (To be continued)
