"Your Majesty, don't say such depressing words, think about the good in everything." Qin Yi advised softly.
Yun Shang nodded and murmured: "Yeah, think at the best, as a prince, Bao'er will face all kinds of dangers. Everyone wants that position, so go for it.
"Squeezing. Bao'er will naturally become a roadblock for them, but if Bao'er is mentally retarded, others will not regard him as an enemy. At least this way, Bao'er can be safe."
Qinyi didn't respond, but Qianzui suddenly said: "Your Majesty, your Majesty is back."
Hearing this, Yun Shang quickly raised her hand to wipe away her tears and lay on the bed to calm down a little.
There were footsteps coming from outside, and Yun Shang heard Luo Qingyan's voice coming from outside: "Maybe I caught a cold while staying up late on New Year's Eve. Yesterday, I felt very hot all over my body. The fever only subsided a little this morning.
, I still looked miserable when I left."
As soon as Luo Qingyan finished speaking, he heard a gentle and elegant voice coming in: "Although Jincheng is not as cold as Ning Guo, it is very humid. Even with a brazier burning in the house, it still feels a little cold, no matter where it is.
, you should wear more clothes."
Yun Shang heard that the voice behind was Liu Yinfeng's. Thinking that when Luo Qingyan left earlier, he said he would bring Liu Yinfeng over. Yun Shang thought he just said it casually, but she didn't expect that he actually brought Liu Yinfeng.
Came over.
The sound of the beaded curtain being lifted up came and Yun Shang heard the voices of Qinyi, Qianzui and Luo Qing saying hello: "Your Majesty."
Luo Qingyan took off the cloak and handed it to Qin Yi, then said softly: "How is your Majesty? Are you feeling better?"
Qinyi lowered her voice and replied: "I just walked a few steps and said that I was still weak. After a few steps, I really couldn't walk anymore, so I helped the queen lie down."
Luo Qingyan frowned and walked to the bedside. He saw that Yun Shang was awake and her face was still very pale. She felt a pain in her heart, so she sat down by the bed and raised her hand to touch Yun Shang's forehead.
He said softly: "I don't feel the fever anymore, but I still feel uncomfortable somewhere?"
Yun Shang's voice was still a little hoarse, so she responded in a muffled voice: "Headache."
Luo Qingyan shook Yun Shang's hand and sighed softly: "Let the imperial doctor come and take a look later and give him some medicine." After Luo Qingyan finished speaking, he said with a smile: "Take a look.
, who is coming?”
Liu Yinfeng walked out from the side wearing a green robe with a gentle smile. He cupped his hands towards Yun Shang and said: "The common people pay homage to the Queen, the Queen is a thousand years old."
Yun Shang looked at Liu Yinfeng carefully, then reluctantly twitched the corner of his mouth and said softly: "Young Master Liu has lost some weight. He must have suffered a lot in Liu Cang. Fortunately, he has returned to Jincheng now.
You have to take good care of yourself."
The smile on Liu Yinfeng's face became a little softer: "It can be said that the common people have lost weight because they suffered in Liucang, but in this palace, where the delicacies are available, why can't you take care of yourself?"
Hearing this, Yun Shang lowered his head and smiled bitterly, then sighed softly and replied: "Life, old age, illness and death, you will never treat anyone favorably just because of your status. It's just a minor illness, it doesn't matter."
Liu Yinfeng nodded, with a bit of heartache in his eyes: "What the empress said is absolutely true."
Yun Shang wanted to ask Liu Yinfeng about his life experience, but she thought that Liu Yinfeng had just come back. If she asked at this time, she would be a little anxious, and she really didn't have such thoughts in her current appearance.
Go and pay attention to other things. She was a little confused in her heart. She had decided to make it clear to Luo Qingyan before, but she didn't know how to speak. This was the only thing that was tangled up in her heart, and she had no time to pay attention to anything else.
Yun Shang thought about it and said softly: "Young Master Liu has been traveling hard and I'm afraid he's tired from the dust all the way. I wanted to have a nice chat with you, but I feel a little uncomfortable now."
Liu Yinfeng laughed when he heard the words, and the look on his face became a bit gentler: "Your Majesty, your Majesty will be healthy after a good life. The common people brought back several pots of good wine from Liucang. In a few days, your Majesty will be well. Your Majesty is summoning you."
When the common people enter the palace, the three of us can just drink and chat."
When Luo Qingyan heard what Liu Yinfeng said, he smiled and nodded: "Even you said you are good at wine, but I really want to have a good taste."
Liu Yinfeng smiled and agreed, then said goodbye and left Weiyang Palace.
As soon as Liu Yinfeng left, the smile on Yun Shang's face faded a bit. When Luo Qingyan saw this, he just thought she was tired. She turned to Qian Zui and said, "Let someone go and teach the imperial doctor."
Hearing this, Yun Shang waved her hands and said, "No need, I also know some medical skills, and I still have a general understanding of my own body. I'll be fine after just resting for a while. Your Majesty, do you still have to go to the Taiji Hall to handle political affairs?"
She needed time to think carefully about how to speak.
Luo Qingyan was wrong, and said quickly: "I asked Liu Wen'an to send all the folding documents to Weiyang Palace. In the past few days, Japan doesn't have to go to court or deal with those things. It's just that there are some things at the border and other places.
The urgent discount has just been delivered to the palace, I will take a look at it later."
Yun Shang nodded and fell silent again.
"If you are tired, just close your eyes and take a rest." Luo Qingyan said softly.
"Okay." Yun Shang agreed casually and closed her eyes, but there was some struggle in her heart.
Yun Shang heard Liu Wen'an bringing the folds over, and heard Luo Qingyan sending everyone in the palace away. The only sound in the hall was the sound of Luo Qingyan turning over the folds, and the heartbeat of Yun Shang's heart.
After a long time, Yun Shang opened her eyes and looked fixedly at Luo Qingyan who was looking at Zhezi behind the desk.
After watching for a while, Luo Qingyan sighed, raised his head, and said softly: "Shang'er, if you continue to look like this without saying anything, I have no intention of dealing with the trouble."
Yun Shang seemed not to have heard anything. After a long while, he spoke: "Chen Miaosi came to see me yesterday."
Luo Qingyan paused slightly with the hand holding the fold, then put it down, and was about to stand up, but Yun Shang was a little panicked: "Don't come over, just sit where you are. Come over, I'll watch."
You feel dizzy and don’t know what to say.”
Luo Qingyan was a little surprised, and stared at Yun Shang with a bit of confusion for a while, then he sat down and was silent for a moment, then said: "I did drink too much that day, but I clearly remember that it was Liu
Wen An helped me out, Chang'er, I'm sorry, I promise I won't drink again in the future, I don't want you to misunderstand. I also ordered Chen Miaosi to be sent out of the palace yesterday..."
Yun Shang's throat felt a little tight, and she said after a while: "I know this, and I believe you. What I want to say is another thing."
When Yun Shang said this, she paused and pondered for a long time before speaking softly: "Chen Miaosi told me that I was trapped in an ice cellar for several hours when I was pregnant, which damaged the foundation of my body.
The chance of pregnancy is very small, and Bao'er has been damaged as a result, and his mind may not be intact..."
Yun Shang spoke very slowly, almost in a sentence. Every word he said felt like a knife was cutting out his heart one by one, and the pain was unbearable.
Yun Shang's gaze has been fixed on Luo Qingyan, and she clearly saw that Luo Qingyan's face, which was very calm and a little guilty just now, suddenly became a little distorted, and there was obvious panic and indifference in his eyes.
Concealed fear.
Yun Shang felt as if she was trying her best to grasp the last straw, but found that the straw did not exist at all. Even though Luo Qingyan hadn't said a word yet, when Yun Shang finished saying those words,
She already knew that although Chen Miaosi was a little poisonous, what she said yesterday was as true as she expected.
Yun Shang secretly clenched her hands, her nails dug deeply into her palms, and her eyes turned red when she looked at Luo Qingyan: "Your Majesty, is what Chen Miaosi said the truth?"
Luo Qingyan sat motionless, his eyes fixed on Yun Shang, as if he was in trance. After a long time, he spoke, his voice was hoarse with a bit of depression: "You were sick yesterday, it was not
Because I caught cold while staying up late on New Year’s Eve, it’s because I found out about this and became mentally ill, so I tortured myself into this state, isn’t it?”
Yun Shang never thought that Luo Qingyan would suddenly ask about this matter. She only felt that all the emotions, all the sorrow and sorrow, when Luo Qingyan suddenly asked this question, it was as if she had found an outlet.
Tears suddenly welled up and I couldn't stop them.
Upon seeing this, Luo Qingyan stood up in a hurry, walked quickly to the bed, and took Yun Shang into his arms.
Yun Shang almost collapsed from crying, her whole body was shaking. Luo Qingyan felt as if someone had strangled her in her heart, her throat had lost its voice, her mind went blank, and she couldn't even say a word of comfort.
But she was thinking in her heart that it was good for her to cry like this. If she cried, she would not hold it in until she was sick without knowing it, and even fainted. It was also because of the secret that she had kept hidden for so long.
After it was revealed, he actually felt a little relieved in his heart. He kept the secret alone, fearing that Yun Shang would find any clues, and he felt very depressed.
Yun Shang's body was already weak, and crying like this exhausted her strength. After crying for a while, all that was left was the sound of sobbing. Luo Qingyan hugged Yun Shang tightly and patted Yun Shang gently.
After a long while, he said: "In my heart, you will always be the most important one."
Yun Shang did not respond, and Luo Qingyan continued: "When I first learned about that matter, I was thinking, what would happen if Chang'er knew about it? Chang'er lost a child in his previous life and has been blaming himself. What if?
Knowing that Bao'er is mentally ill, you will be very sad and remorseful, and you were in confinement at that time. Auntie said that a woman in confinement must never shed tears, otherwise, she will be ill for a lifetime. I
