After that day, I recalled this memory many times, but I still couldn’t understand why my father wanted me to cry that day. Which one is the real courage, the courage he mentioned, and the courage the teacher taught me? Courage? I want to know the answer, but it seems like no one will answer it for me.
During the first ten years when I entered the castle, I will never forget the remorse and worry in my father's eyes when he finally looked at me. I knew that I was not a qualified daughter, even though the original intention of making this choice was to benefit my parents. What my country and my people have done has made the people who love me the most deeply worried.
In fact, I often think, if I didn't ask him why at that time, but listened to his words, cried when I felt sad and helpless, and bravely faced my tears, would he be more at ease? But like this The assumption seems meaningless, because it is impossible for people to go back to the past, and it is especially impossible for me. I cannot even walk out of this castle, find my father, smile and say to him: I have learned to cry.< /p>
Human regret cannot change what has happened in the story, so I can only hold on to this regret and continue to face the dark life in the castle alone. Time is moving forward, or it may also be stagnant. When floating on the river, The past is silent, like fragments, being washed away bit by bit.
I gradually forgot what kind of expression there was in my father’s eyes that day; I forgot what kind of mood I felt in my heart that day; in the end, I even forgot what kind of conversations my father and I were talking about that day. Topic? Did he guiltily say that he felt sorry for me? Or did I calmly comfort him that I was used to it?
These are not important, because I gradually get used to loneliness. Those mottled silhouettes like forked branches will eventually disappear into the depths of my memory one day, as if they have never arrived.
It should be like this.
But why do I still feel so sad and helpless?
I am so sad that I want to tell everyone that I am very sad; I am also so helpless that I want to tell everyone that I am very helpless. Although the teacher’s words echoed over and over again, she said that in the face of the cruelty of the world, she said, "I want to live." "Come down" is brave, but if you just live desperately alone, desperately comfort yourself, desperately fight against those things that make people despair...it is meaningless, right?
So, I seem to be able to understand you, father.
I really want to... cry.
***
The giant wolf standing on the top of the stone pillar watched quietly as the moonlight blizzard swept across the entire arena, swallowing up the light from the brazier and lantern. His face was expressionless, but there was a little regret in his eyes.
He is a memory from the past, representing the emotions of those who are cowardly and testing their courage. Courage is an illusory thing that cannot be seen or touched, so people often turn a blind eye to it and forget their original intentions. .
The same goes for the princess of Beimang. Time has taken away so many things from her that she has forgotten everything she should have remembered.
Is that the end?
He wanted to turn around and no longer face this destined ending.
However, the wolf's eyes suddenly saw that in the depths of the moonlit blizzard, the girl who had given up resistance and allowed the moon and snow to cut her body apart slowly raised her head as if inspired by a call from someone.
, the holy sword released a blue glow in her hand.
The giant wolf stopped subconsciously, looking at the thin and lonely figure without blinking, and saw her suddenly taking steps, struggling, difficult, but also determined, walking towards the direction of the stone pillar where he stood.
.Her steps were very slow, like a traveler trudging in a snowstorm, with the wind blowing on her cheeks and the snow blinding her sight, but she still insisted on walking her own way.
Because she knew where the end point was, she no longer had any hesitation or hesitation.
The sharp wind and snow swords destroyed her already scarred body, leaving more detailed wounds, which was shocking.
hp:59/750.
hp:58/750.
hp:57/750.
……
The wolf could not see the changes in these values in his eyes, but he could also detect that the girl's vitality was constantly passing away. He couldn't help but said: "Do you still want to persist, Princess of Beimang? This is a meaningless thing, even if you persist
Even after this storm, it is impossible to defeat me. So, as I said just now, admitting your cowardice is not a shameful thing, on the contrary, it is a rare and valuable courage..."
"You said it wrong."
The girl who was trudging hard interrupted his words. Her voice, tempered by the wind and snow, clearly penetrated the roaring silver wind and reached the ears of the giant wolf, indicating her determination and determination.
Belief: "Although you say the same words as my father, the meaning he wants to convey is definitely not like this!"
Step forward with such determination: "Admitting one's cowardice is not to give up. It is easy to run away because of fear, but nothing can be changed. Only by admitting one's cowardice and bravely making changes can it be considered a success.
True courage!"
Stepping forward again, his eyes were clear and bright: "So, my father wanted to tell me that day, pretending to be strong because you don't want others to worry about you will only expose your own weakness and make the people who love you deeply unable to
Really let go; the meaning of crying and tears is to tell them that I am bravely facing the cruelty of this world, and then become stronger."
Not to become stronger, but to become stronger.
Because, no matter how powerful you are, those who should leave will still leave you one day. By then, strong power cannot help you save anything, but will make you hate your own weakness even more.<
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Only a strong heart that can bear all the pain without falling can help you pick yourself up after shedding your tears and welcome the future life with a smile, so that those who love you deeply can live happily without regrets or worries.
Leave.
So.
"Tears are sorrow and blessing."
I don’t know how many steps she took, but the girl stretched out her hand to tear away the wind and snow, and reappeared in front of the giant wolf. Her body was covered with golden light, and those lights that were more dazzling than the sun covered her with a blanket.
A piece of sacred armor, the veins of the leaves extend like meandering retro lines. The leaf-shaped battle skirts are blown by the wind and collide with each other, making a crisp sound. Gorgeous golden silk threads flow behind her, gradually weaving into a huge and complicated
The network of light is like the spread wings of a bird in the sky, scattering hazy and brilliant light spots.
"Although you may occasionally feel sad and lose the desire to live in this world, so you shed tears and feel confused; but after crying, you must move on, deeply love all the people who also love you deeply, and don't let them down.
If you are always afraid of staying, you are not facing reality!"
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The girl wearing the Holy Armor of Light waved her sword gently, and the brilliant light with the blue blade swept across in an instant, splitting the wind and snow behind her into two, and the roaring cold wind stopped.
The silvery moonlight faded like a tide, returning to the shadow of the quarter moon.
An unprecedented surging power stirred in the girl's bright eyebrows, warm breath and even every flying hair, causing those platinum light beams to turn into smooth and beautiful silk threads, playing the prelude to the counterattack
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[Drawing strength from past memories, you gain the courage to “transcend yourself”.]
[Beyond Self: Increase all your attributes to 300% of the base value; make all your attacks no longer stun; make all your skills exempt from MP consumption; increase your ATP tank increase speed by 100%; make the enemy
All positions are considered dangerous areas; while this state continues, your health will not return to zero. Remaining duration: 180 seconds.]
Olvera, current HP: 1/750.
"This is——"
The girl raised her sword and drew a beautiful arc in front of her eyes. The next moment, the man sprinted past, stepped lightly on the broken stone bricks of the square, jumped up high, and swung the sword towards the giant stone pillar at the top.
The wolf broke the news of hunting, accompanied by that unswerving tone: "What my father told me, no, he told everyone!"
"Our true courage!!!"
Chi——
The sword edge sweeps across, and the brilliance shines forever.