Grandma stood at the door, looking at me with a worried look on her face: "Stop crying, what will you do if you break your body from crying?"
"Grandma!" I immediately lifted the quilt and chased after her. Grandma actually came back to see me!
But when my grandma saw me chasing after me, she actually turned around and left. I was a little anxious, "Grandma, don't leave!" I shouted, and I followed her out in big strides. I saw my grandma go directly into the house where I lived to worship the old immortal.
"Grandma!" I called out again to the house where my son lived, and chased me to the door of the house. When I opened the door, I found my grandma sitting in front of the hall with her back to her.
"Grandma..."
"Don't come here. If you get closer, you won't see grandma."
I sighed and knelt down directly on the spot with a 'pop' sound: "Grandma, I was wrong. I shouldn't have disobeyed you. It would be better if I didn't come here. In this way, I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable. Grandma
, even if you beat me, blame me, or make me angry, just take me away, I am really tired by myself."
I shouted and kowtowed several times: "Grandma, I beg you, I don't want to be a human being anymore. Being a human being is too hard. I don't want to go on like this, grandma..."
Grandma slowly turned back, looked at me and sighed softly: "Jiaolong, everything is cause and effect. Grandma was wrong. People often cannot see clearly what will happen in the future. When grandma is here, she always
I like to see you in the future, but now grandma knows that she was wrong, and your current result is the cause of grandma’s wrong planting in the first place. Everything is destined, how can I, a mortal, change it."
I looked at my grandma with tears in my eyes: "Grandma, no matter what the cause and effect is, what the fate is, I don't want to live like this anymore. I'm really tired. Grandma, I'm really tired."
"well."
Grandma looked at me: "If you want to blame me, then blame me. Remember, you are Jiaolong. All the calamities in this world are fate and debts. They are to train you. If grandma does this,
You took him away. Are you willing to let your grandpa live alone in this world? You have a long way to go. When grandma was here, I didn’t want to see you suffer. But now that grandma is gone, you suddenly see through everything. Tianji
If it is revealed, people's destiny will naturally change. It was grandma who was selfish back then, and it was grandma who harmed you..."
I shook my head: "No, grandma, you and grandpa are the only people who are good to me. I won't blame you. Whatever you do is all for me."
Grandma stood up slowly: "Remember what grandma said, what is yours is yours after all, it's not something you can't force. Hey, don't let grandma worry anymore. Only by taking good care of yourself can you take good care of grandpa. Remember, Jiaolong is
Only after going through hardships can one transform into a real dragon..."
"Grandma...don't go! Don't go!!"
As soon as I opened my eyes, the sunlight hurt my eyes. Then, I heard the sound of the curtains being closed: "Okay, you can open it now."
When I opened my eyes again, I finally got used to the dim bedroom.
Cheng Baize walked up to me: "I originally wanted you to feel the sunshine as soon as you open your eyes. It rained for so long some time ago that people are almost moldy." As he said that, he sat next to me and handed me a hand.
Passing a tissue to me: "Are you dreaming? I heard you keep mumbling something and crying. Half the pack of tissues was wasted."
I took the tissue and wiped my face. Before I could react, I glanced at the clock on the wall. It was ten o'clock in the morning: "I slept all night?"
Cheng Baize smiled helplessly: "It's been three days, you really don't pay for your life if you don't scare people to death."
Three days?!
I was shocked and sat up with my limp arms: "Why did it take so long? Then... where is Zhuo Jing..."
"he's gone."
Cheng Baize looked at me, and the smile on his face faded: "When I came here, I saw that you were still holding the empty box of needles in your hand. Where is the needle? Did you give it to me?"
"Lost..." When I said this, I felt nervous again.
Cheng Baize nodded: "He didn't ask for it, did he? I had already expected that you were asking for trouble, but no one can stop this kind of thing. You can only wake up and understand if you hit your head and bleed. Zhuo Jing
He is a proud and arrogant person. Of course, he also has the capital of arrogance. He has been sought after by others since he was a child, so he has naturally developed the habit of being arrogant. If something like this happens to you, for him, it is the same as losing his beloved thing.
When someone looked at it and touched it, he..."
"Stop talking." I interrupted him directly: "We have broken up."
Cheng Baize looked at me carefully: "We broke up so happily? Can you let it go?"
I lowered my eyes. Just thinking of his name now makes me feel uncomfortable. "There's nothing I can't let go of. I don't want to see him anymore."
"Against your will."
I ignored Cheng Baize's words and didn't want to talk about this topic anymore. Since he went abroad without hesitation, why should I feel sorry for myself here? As my grandma said, what's mine is mine. If it's not mine, I can't force it.
.
Although I feel uncomfortable in my heart, if I knock out my teeth, I have to swallow them in my stomach. Whose person did I lose by crying, making a fuss, and hanging myself?
When my grandma left, I was in a state of despair for several days, thinking that I wouldn't survive. But time still pulled me, making it impossible for me to stop. As long as I put the uncomfortable things in my heart, it would be fine.
It's good that he's gone, it's really good.
"Why don't you speak?"
I looked at him: "What do you want me to say..."
"Okay, anyway, I won't mention the things that make you upset. You will think about it as time goes by. Who has never been heartbroken? We must have hope. The future is bright."
I know Cheng Baize is pretending to be relaxed and wants me to feel better, but I really don't have the heart to bicker and joke now. I can be tough with my mouth, but I can't deceive others with my heart.
Just as I was talking, the door was pushed open. Looking over, my heart immediately tightened. Looking at Xu Meijin who came in, I suddenly remembered what she said to me before I lost consciousness. This made me look at her now.
My whole body felt a little uncomfortable.
If I remember correctly, she actually said she liked me?
Isn't this a joke? When I think about the friendship between me and Xu Meijin rising to the level of love between a man and a woman, I feel inexplicably uncomfortable and have goosebumps all over my body.
Xu Meijin looked at me and smiled softly: "I'm awake." As she said that, she put the bowl she was holding on the cabinet beside my bed: "Don't worry, I've already called your grandpa to let him know."
Don't worry about you. By the way, your sister-in-law also called you. I told them not to worry. My sister-in-law said that you were too weak and prescribed Chinese medicine for you to drink after you wake up. It will be good for you.
Supplement." After saying that, he looked at Cheng Baize again: "You guys chat, I'll go do other things first."
Cheng Baize nodded and looked at me after she went out: "Hey, your best friend is pretty good. She took care of you when I came here these two days. She is a typical good wife and mother, much gentler than you look.