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Chapter 950

Niu Ba said: "That's it. And his German is very long, right? He spells the insect called a day. Just this insect, he only lives for one day. And that is also written about in the Book of Songs, and even in Guofeng it is written about him.

An insect can only live for a day, but he is just like Caicai in his clothes, and his life is so beautiful."

Niu Ba said: "Then I thought, my God, what is this bug busy with if he only lives for one day? He knows that he will only live for one day. I was thinking about the Jintang people.

If you have something higher looking at you, what do you think Jintang is busy with?

You can only live for one day, and your time is with him. It seems that it is only one day, so what is Jintang busy with?

Na Jintang said: "Well, this is what the ancients said, and it can be understood in both positive and negative ways. On the one hand, it is said that summer insects cannot be compared with ice. They are insects that only live for one summer. It is meaningless for you to tell them about others.

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But this usually makes people think that they are talking about a chicken. How can they guess the realm of an eagle?

But actually thinking about it the other way around, he lived this summer, and it was a brilliant summer for him too.

Na Jintang said: "It is a life of complete self-sufficiency and complete self-consciousness.

And what's more.

Ouyang Jing said: "For example, you just talked about this. There is a great British philosopher named Russell. This Russell, because I am very concerned about this emotional issue, he said that many times I later found out that I was unhappy.

This is the Vipassana we are talking about. He said that I always think about myself. People with more sensitive minds think about it very deeply. Later, he felt that my unhappiness seemed to be because I always thought about my own emotions and paid too much attention.

My emotions are gone.

I just paid too much attention and it hurt and itched. I was too sensitive.

Na Jintang said: "Later he said that once he was at a train station and he tried to observe every passenger who got on the train, and then guessed which direction he was going with the bag on his back. Alas, this

What is the relationship between the two of them?

Then later, he came to the gardener and the gardener who planted flowers for me. He said that I thought he was happier than me.

Why?

Because he happily told me how the rabbit came yesterday and trampled this thing down, and how I planted it. He was very happy after he completed this, and later he found out.

He said what is the way to happiness for me?

Ouyang Jing said: "On the surface, it seems to be the opposite of what you are talking about, which is to focus outward. Don't keep thinking about your emotional problems inward. There is no way out.

He said that later I discovered that when I focused outward, my own happiness and unhappiness seemed to disappear and it was no longer important. In fact, why did I agree with what you just said?

In fact, when you focus outward, you magnify the size of your mind. This world, as it is called, is all in my heart.

Na Jintang said: "If I only become more and more depressed about myself, a woman who cares more about her own emotions will become more depressed. Do you think this is true?"

Well, Zhu Tou San agrees with part of it, but I subconsciously react to every part.

I don't know if what I said is right, because when you watch it from the sidelines, everything doesn't have much to do with you.

You will maintain that whether you are good or not has nothing to do with me.

But when you look inward at your own emotions, it has something to do with you.

So you will suffer more. So when your attention is looking outward, you bring a certain kind of spectatorship.

So the external pain, the pain of others, is not your own. It is what you just mentioned. Russell's method is called changing his mind. When he notices that he has these thoughts and emotions.

He diverted the attention of this idea to foreign countries, and diverted the fear of this matter from amplifying.

But, my attitude is that I want to follow a way, I don't want to just change.

Na Jintang said: "Because this cannot be fundamentally solved, I want to find a fundamental solution, that is, I can observe all thoughts and emotions."

Ouyang Jing said: "But I will practice as much as I can, and I will hug you all without magnifying you. He will calm down slowly by himself. Of course, this requires constant practice. If you can solve it then, it means that I have been practicing this all the time."

I practiced a lot, and that’s when I discovered that I was so exaggeratedly jealous when I saw others.

I don’t know, many times I start to blame myself for moral reasons, Xiao Ma Liu, how can you remember others, not just a new person?

Ouyang Jing said: "I put aside all the moral and moral aspects behind me. I just saw that there is no right or wrong in my memory. I just saw that you disappeared after a while.

I really hope to practice in this area. Anyway, my money will be fine. Zhu Tou San feels that this is very stressful. I think it is difficult to do it. I have the opposite feeling about Zhu Tou San. It’s just a small opinion.

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Niu Ba said: "That's not what I'm sharing with you. I think I think it's probably because it has a very high level. I think Pig Tou San himself is particularly difficult to defeat anyway."

But sometimes I am thinking about a question, which is why everyone in Jintang likes to go out for walks so much, and I feel that your mood will be much calmer.

The first thing is to change you to another environment. The environment has a great impact on Jintang. When you go to the mountains, Jintang asks you not to talk. Maybe you only have eyes, ears, nose and tongue.

I will stop your tongue first. Of course, it is not mandatory for you. You can turn it off for a while.

Other things may be added and placed in a natural place with beautiful mountains and rivers.

But where does Gui Feng Qi’s attention go to detect your heart? This awareness now only depends on each person’s spirituality. Some people give up after looking at the heart and all the worries. Some people think that my eyes are all covered by pig-headed three.

All you see is beautiful scenery.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't want to see her, it's just that he is a bit sinister in his original form. If you talk about this woman, don't talk about it.

Jintang all have an experience. Jintang shoots Xingtianxia, ​​that is, because when you shoot this kind of reality show, don’t you have to have a microphone with you 24 hours a day? Yi Jun, I, and Teacher Xu.

Then Jintang found out, just don't say anything, it's not that you can't tell the truth, you can't even survive 24 hours, you know?

Alas, just say a few words and see that there is a wheat here, right? In the end, you really can’t help but pick it for Na Jintang. You already feel very unhappy, but you can’t say these sincere words in private.

Well, the fear of being recorded is already very torturous.

And to put it bluntly, I think you should have a good understanding of Jintang. Do you usually have the ability to execute? Anyway, I don't think so.

In short.

It’s all trouble, especially just living is very tiring, you know.

There is no way to say that the only good thing about making music is that you don’t have to talk. It’s the situation he mentioned. You find the feeling in the music. Sometimes, for example, a piece of music.

The song Guifengqi made in City K, when I went to a foreign country two days ago, when I was listening to my music on the road, the feeling of the music suddenly changed.

Actually, it was because of the environment that I left the part that I was used to in Jintang and suddenly became very relaxed. In fact, when I listened to that song, it was like listening to someone else’s song, or maybe it was a song from other places. When I came to this place, my feeling suddenly changed.

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But.

I am actually very happy. Ergouzi is very happy when he returns to the city. I think my writing is very good, but one day I suddenly find that something is wrong. Well, I still need to revise it now.

In fact, sometimes it's like this, um, so sometimes, even in Jintang, I really like running around, but now I've become more and more stuck in my own habits, and I'm particularly afraid of leaving one of my habits.

Jintang was also very scared. Every time he asked me to travel, I would evade it in every possible way, that is, I didn’t want to go and I didn’t want to bother with it. I didn’t want to fly or do anything else.

But once you go there, you don’t want to come back. That’s right. The moment you go there, you suddenly find that everything has changed. You can’t imagine it. I used to love taking photos with 5 stations.

But Guifengqi would always ask people if I could take photos of that Jintang.

But many foreigners are very nice, and Huo Zhuoshan is of course no problem and will make facial expressions for you, because it is too frequent now, until one time I went there with a photographer friend.

When he was taking a picture of a man herding sheep, the man suddenly turned around and said, "Oh, he is actually awesome, he doesn't want to let the machine point at me."

In fact, I understood him. From that moment on, I never used the machine to take pictures of anyone. Zhu Tou San was unwilling to take pictures again. In fact, I felt that I didn’t want to disturb him.

This is me, at least I don’t know why, but I have never photographed a shepherd again. I don’t think I should disturb him. In fact, walking can also lead to a place.

Why does Zhu Tousan feel that he is a bother to Jintang? In short, there will be a lot of embarrassing things. I met a band by chance when I went to Mongolia before.

After it's over.

Huo Zhuoshan took me to play music, and we played music together in Jintang using morinouqin and other things. We were particularly excited about that one. When we were at the peak of our excitement, the woman poured a bowl of white wine to do it.

Zhu Tou San was because I really couldn't drink, but when he was disappointed, he felt that everything before Jintang was meaningless, including this one. I thought, okay,

I mean, uh, how can I put it into words, are you willing or unwilling to go too deep into it? It’s just that, uh, it’s very good to be a passerby.

That feeling, in fact, when you go deeper into it, you will find that he is actually unhappy about many things.

afternoon.

Zhu Tou San and Na Jin Tang, some friends say, because no one or no situation can be exactly what you want, right?

Just like my friend said, when I watch TV, sometimes I see a person whose words are quite reliable for the first 10 minutes, and I make him a confidant, but then the more he talks, the more he talks and it becomes more and more wrong, because he will not completely follow your words.

Do you think you feel inferior to yourself when you encounter this kind of situation? Do you often do this?

For example, I thought you were like this, but you would feel very disappointed and pay for your big mouth. Why?

Just why do you think that he should do what you want? Xiao Ma Liu has not been yourself yet, so does Jintang know?

Even if I don't do it, I often see others criticizing others. Sometimes I will also criticize others because of my bad mouth. After I come back, I will reflect on it and I especially want to curse myself.

Of course, in the emotion practice of a certain event, there is another thing that will appear immediately. What is it?

An emotion happened to me before, and I was taken away by it. Maybe the change in two days was that it turned from two days to one day. Sometimes it might be 5 minutes later, or sometimes I felt that emotion immediately.

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Although I still push it out deliberately.

But I feel that I have been practicing awareness of this thing, and it has gradually begun to have some effects. Like what you just said, it is not as good as I expected.

In the same way, if so, I want to talk about 1 meter. Ouyang Jing said: "Well, I also want to be powerful and stuff like that, right?

I think it's actually a scam, like you said, but I didn't get what I wanted.

Let me tell you something. It is a scam to get what you say you want. For me, I have never wanted it. I want my parents not to get divorced. What do I want? I want me to be me.

Start slowly and slowly get to the end.

Why do I need to want something? If I have to face what will happen next, I have to praise and use an optimistic perspective to accept the very bad situation I faced in the second half of last year.

I know this emotion from the objective Xiao Ma Liu, but I have enjoyed it for a long time.

Since more than 10 years.

Except for my depression, it has never been this bad at that time. The happiness I feel in my life is pain. You can't escape that feeling of happiness because of my troubles.

You know how sad it is, half of it makes me so happy that your heart is fundamental.

So, Xiao Ma Liu, you know what I'm talking about, it means that I think all emotions are inherently problematic, and when they are acute and painful, they can actually lead to some kind of addiction, some kind of enjoyment.

Even.

I always feel that some artists, or people with very strong life energy, let me tell you, it’s just that, if it’s not strong enough for them, they won’t have the strength, you know.

This matter has to be fought to the death. In fact, sometimes it's like you have an ulcer in your mouth, right? Does it hurt? But why do you?

It seems that you need something exciting. Can this woman understand? I can understand. I feel that there is a little pain and unhappiness in it. If you fall into it, you will feel that pain surrounding you.

You actually feel quite safe, but I don’t know why. Alas, don’t add another concept to it if you don’t have this yet. Then, it’s painful and painful, but you’re still quite happy.

I feel like sometimes I hurt my mouth, sometimes I don’t do things right, it’s like that I’m quite happy, it’s just that simple like.

Last time I saw an article written by Mr. Acheng, he was talking about classical music. He said there were musicians. I forgot who he was talking about. He said look at him.

In fact, it was later found out that he suffered from a serious illness during his lifetime, which caused him extreme pain. Then he said that you should watch his music and string music again.

He asked you, "Doesn't it feel like a table? It still hurts. Can you understand music in this way?"

In fact, sometimes it's very fragrant. On the contrary, the composer's real situation is different from his music, just like Mozart. In fact, you can know Mozart just by reading his letters.

He's also full of swear words, but the music is just what it is. It doesn't boil down to the sound at all. It's just that everyone expresses it in a different way.

In fact, there are many times when, for example, everyone is talking about emotions.

In fact, Jintang's life is more refined, uh, more artificial. I think there is still time to think about emotions, but for many people.

Because others don't know, for example, my father, I have never seen him have any emotions. I have never seen him. If he doesn't have emotions, he must have them.

But that part of him will never be seen by you.

Of course, he is an ordinary person, but artists are really not good at it. I think he has to vent that part, otherwise he may be contrary to what he said sometimes.

As for the one you just mentioned, I think it is just the opposite, that is, it does not necessarily cause pain.

The music he writes is painful, and sometimes it's just the opposite. That's his rescue, right? It's also his treatment.

So this person's heart is as deep as the ocean. You can talk about this self-awareness.

But is there something that you yourself are not aware of? But in reality, for example, for example, you just said that you hoped that your parents would not get divorced when you were a child, right? Then you may not even realize that this is happening in the divorce.

This will affect your whole life.

For example, your imagination of family, or your imagination of love.

For example, I remember that I have a friend who plays this psychology, so he told me that your love problem is closely related to the failure of your first love. To put it bluntly, it is like being bitten by a snake.

, I have been afraid of well ropes for 10 years.

If you think this is an influence, you should always protect yourself first.

But in this case, it will be difficult for you to hand yourself over. Zhu Tousan will give you an example. The impact of my parents' divorce on me was that I complained about it when I was a child.

And now it has turned into another extreme, which is gratitude.

Why do I think that only after I have experienced this can I create two concepts, two concepts of emotions and self-deception.

Maybe my real gain is that I'm too lazy to observe him, I just have to deal with it, I hope I can't face it yet.

If I were to die in a car accident tomorrow, I think it should be right, and I wouldn't be worried. And I often talked to a friend of mine some time ago, well, why should I worry about this? It's a bit like a slight curse.

Now that I have set a card for myself, well, I said I don’t want it, because I am either worried that I will pretend to be optimistic or pretend to be optimistic.

After a long time.

He will bear another trap. In fact, I think it is because the world is the same, the relationship between night and day, the issue of freedom and residence arises from the binary opposition.

I only get information from such a comprehensive landscape. In fact, I feel that I am just doing it. I feel that I am very deep in what he does, and I don’t have that yet.

I just read the book, but my only question is whether I can do it, because this is indeed a very profound thing. Well, people, you, like Jintang, really went to Guizhou a while ago to go to a place where Wang Yangming enlightened.

What he said is that there is a mirror in the human heart. Let us put it in the simplest way, it is whether you can be aware of yourself. This is very useful.

For example, for example, Lulu, for example, in Huo Zhuoshan, sometimes there is a crime called mechanical passion murder, which means that you have a burning eye, and you are aware of it outside.

For example, if you say that Jintang said that I was angry, who said that I was angry, and who found out about himself, do you feel that there is a separate you here, as long as you know that you are angry now.

You won't lose control, right?

You see that all the burning eyes are gone, then it is completely blocked by emotions.

So when it comes to this, you have to go to the deepest level of practice, that is, people just stay in the position of observing themselves, and when they reach the end, you often joke about smelling like me.

I and everyone here started to ridicule him, that is to say, in the end, you can reach a kind of tasteless and valueless judgment on your feelings, for example, Huo Zhuoshan went to Thailand to practice.

What did you say that the Master led the Jintang to the rainforest? It was in the rainforest and the mosquito said that the mosquito bit it. Did it feel uncomfortable?

It's your conceptual discomfort. Then, you feel him. Don't be derogatory towards him. He just has a perseverance. You feel him getting under your skin, and then slowly.

You feel itchy, and then you form a gang and observe him.

Alas, don't have any likes or dislikes for him, my God, the truth is very high-key, you can't do it, you can't do it to me.

So I learned about literature and said, "Do you want to go back to the hotel room or something like this?" I think it's too difficult.

This is possible, but there were many ancients who also observed these things.

But now mankind may really have the strongest period of peace and prosperity in human history. In the period of prosperity, people all over the world, not only the Chinese, but people all over the world are thinking about the mood of Jintang and feeling that Jintang is not there.

Nothing to worry about.

As far as worrying about my own worries, I am actually looking at how to position myself. I think what you said is very right. It may be a state of abundance and the pursuit of spirituality, that’s what it means.

Zhu Tou San said that there is indeed such a trend now. I am not saying that Jintang should not observe it.

Of course, it is a matter of people's hearts from ancient times to the present, but I would like to say that this is a very interesting thing. There is a class called Happiness Course at Yale University, which is said to be the most popular English class in history.

Thousands of students all signed up, but later it was closed in the first semester. I felt that the teacher said that this class was too popular and other teachers were unhappy. You just want to teach happiness.

As a result, you find that you have caused other people to be unhappy. This matter is too difficult to handle. So, should Jintang observe yourself?

He must be Na Jintang, does he usually have this habit?

I have no reason not to observe myself, I am very afraid to observe myself, but the five fingers you just mentioned, you are talking about the mind, spirit, etc.

But to take the simplest example, I was practicing drums. When I was practicing drums, I kept practicing, but later I found that as long as I shoot a short video.

I immediately knew that my action was correct, but I wouldn't have known it if I hadn't seen this video.

I think everything is normal for me. Sometimes a pig-headed three will certainly understand. If you turn it around and observe yourself, I always feel that pig-headed three will be a dishonest person. It's so unfortunate.

I don’t think Zhu Tou San dared to do that, and it might cause me to get angry sometimes.

You also know that one time when I was in an emotional state, I recorded for too long that day. Then I collapsed. Then suddenly someone said another word and I started crying and couldn't stop.

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Then it's actually very simple. I don't want to be wrong. It's just that you haven't eaten anything. It's just that you observe yourself.

You can understand what the reason is.


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