Anna smiled and seemed to be quite interested in this topic. Maybe she thought it would be better if I could tell this thing completely openly at this time.
"Regarding this issue, I actually want to be honest with you. The things I told you before are actually true. There is not a single lie or a single reliable thing. I tell you that I once liked
I like him very much since I was in college, and it is really because of him that I came here from my country to create with him. This factory has accompanied him, and there is really no problem in supporting him.
.”
I swallowed my saliva inadvertently.
"But I like him, I really, really like her. This used to be my dream when I was a girl. Think about it after so many years, I really liked her for almost 10 years, when he just came.
When we were studying together, I had a crush on him, but I confessed my love to him many times, but he refused. The reason he gave me was actually the only one, he
Said he told me he already has another girl in his mind."
"But I once had a girl's dream and thought that even if he rejects me once, he cannot reject me for the rest of his life. Even if he rejects me for the rest of his life, then I think that when he admits that he has entered the process of marriage,
I will give up. Really, this is a resolution I made for myself, so I accompanied him here. Really, over the years, I have been paying attention to him all the time. Of course, we often confessed to him jokingly, and he
He often made fun of me and rejected me."
"After waiting for this incident for about five years, I finally realized that maybe there is always the shadow of a woman between us. There is a woman who is always irreplaceable in his heart. Maybe this woman is the one he loves most.
So it was only at this time that I realized this distance, this gap, or this insurmountable gap.”
"I didn't realize at the time that I was still so passionately in love with him. Love is really sweet at noon. Maybe it's my unrequited love, but it's also a very sweet feeling, even if I'm often with him sometimes.
The feeling of working together is very sweet, and that sweetness will fill my whole happy life every day, making me feel very fulfilled every day."
"As the days passed, I really realized that I might lose him forever, because the moment I saw him seeing you, I knew that I would never have a chance again, too.
It's time for me to go home. I think I have spent the best years of my youth accompanying him for so many years. I think I remember the words of my youth. He is a very good man and I deserve to be accompanied like this."
"Don't worry, the relationship between me and him is completely innocent. He always keeps a distance from me. He is very gentleman, he is very nine, very manly. Every time he is with you, he
I can see it clearly with a smile, from the heart. This is the power of love. I think we should have this kind of thing when we have been together for so many years. As you say in Chinese, we have been together for a long time and have been completely integrated into the same blood.
But deep inside, they are already indivisible."
"So I think it's finally time for me to leave. I'm very happy. I thank him for giving me a very pleasant journey. Although there are scenery and all kinds of people in this journey, it is wonderful without him.
I am very lucky to exist.”
"I am very lucky to have him in my life journey. Although I have never been in his life journey, I feel that this possession is at least enough to make me feel sweet for the rest of my life."
"Miss Cat, I have told you everything about me. This is a very sincere spiritual journey of mine, and it is also what I have always wanted to tell you. Now after I tell you, you will still regard me as your imaginary love rival.
?"
Because after listening to her words, my face turned red. I didn’t expect that I was really too narrow-minded before. If it hadn’t been for the proposal ceremony yesterday, I would have really been in my so-called narrow-mindedness first.
Within the scope of understanding.
I always thought that the so-called love and the so-called sincere friendship were all about possession and companionship.
But I didn't expect Anna to be much more open-minded and open-minded than me. She said she was more far-sighted than me.
In front of her like this, I really felt ashamed.
I also like her, I like her magnanimity, I like her open-mindedness, and I like her freedom to let herself go.
I held her hand and told her sincerely.
"Thank you for telling me these things. I am just very touched by these things. I really feel that I am very narrow-minded. In fact, there is no special relationship between him and me. There is really no relationship. I remember that we were many years ago.
We just got to know each other. It seemed like we just got to know each other. It didn’t seem like there was anything wrong with it. The stories you told us were particularly shocking. It felt like a steady flow of water. It seemed like I was doing everything I needed to do. Anyway, I didn’t do it.
I can use your language to describe me. It feels like I belong to him. With his presence in this life, I really feel at ease and peaceful, as if I have a sense of security. This is what I am.
I feel like there’s nothing particularly spectacular about Suihua, right?”
In fact, I still have some doubts. If there is really no dramatic storyline happening with the wolf, but we are together naturally, but we have really experienced some ups and downs of life and death.
Anna wanted to look at me sincerely and say to me with a very affirmative and appreciative look.
"Miss Cat, actually you don't know that you are excellent, but you don't realize it, so you think that I am excellent, but that is not the case. Maybe my excellence is just packaged as mine, but in fact it is just that you don't have it.
It's just an opportunity like this. If you have such an opportunity, you can still learn well. I actually envy you. I really envy you because I think you are excellent. It's not because of the way you were born. I want to
Having made something, this is a human nature, can you understand it?"
It is understandable but not understandable.
I don’t understand and don’t quite know why she is envious of me. I really don’t know. Do I just have some shabby brothers and a kitchen knife, so do I feel very majestic?
For ladies like them, living like this is very strange to her, and she may not have experienced it.
I definitely want to talk about my heart, something I really have never told anyone, because I really don’t have a good female friend around me, I really never have one, except Guifeng seven.
Apart from Guifengqi, I really don’t have any friends of the same sex except when I’m angry.
I was even a little impatient, and even a little bit eager to try it with her. I really don’t know the fear in my heart, or the panic in my heart, or the many confusions in my heart.
"Anna, if I ask some questions, please don't laugh at me, or don't think that I don't understand anything. I really want to ask a lot of things. Do you know that I was once an orphan, and I don't know many things?"
I asked a little impatiently.
Anna nodded lightly. I believe that she will always be an expert in this field, or that she is a good listener and a good confidant. She will give me a very good answer in this aspect. suggestions.
"Miss Cat, don't worry too much. You tell me, as long as I can know and understand, I will tell you that today is a good day for our one-on-one open."
I practiced speaking for a while, and I really had a lot of questions to ask her.
"Actually, I'm also very confused. Sometimes I feel like I don't know how to go. You know, between me and Na Jintang, we actually started to know each other when we were 16 years old. That was a very early relationship between us. Time, at that time, we didn’t understand anything at all. We only knew each other through fights. He wanted to conquer me, and I wanted to beat him and be afraid of him. I just started through this process, and it was not that hazy at all. That feeling of so-called love.”
"Later, we experienced something when we were in the orphanage. That incident made us understand each other better, but it was more of a kind of hatred and more of a failure to conquer each other. A kind of regret.”
"Later on, we experienced a lot of things in the orphanage, which were unbearable to look back on. There was hunger, disease, life and death. We have experienced all of these. Even in the end, we were inexplicably surrounded and suppressed by others. This It has been a step-by-step process for us, but he has helped us time and time again to solve these problems."
"In other words, I don't know if I am feeling grateful during this process, or if I am slowly falling in love with him in this kind of helplessness, in this kind of help, I don't know, anyway. It’s just a resolute and natural feeling. Is this the so-called love?”
"Until later when we came to this city, the two of us still had different horoscopes, but for some reason we slowly experienced some things with him. Those things were still the boss's business. He probably helped me several times. Those things It was the most critical moment for my knowledge, and it also helped my brother. In the process, I seemed to fall in love with him unconsciously. Is this considered love? Or is it just because he helped me? , I have this kind of silent consciousness and this kind of feedback to him?"
"Actually, according to Mr. Zheng, there is a big difference in our identities. Who is he? He is the crown prince of one of the four major families. What is the meaning of wealth and ability that he can have?"
With such a woman, it’s not up to him to choose, and he looks so outstanding, I completely think he can find a better girl, for example, you, you are his best partner, the best
Choice, but why did he choose a Cinderella who is as different as me?"
"Actually, I don't know how I can impress him?"
"Sometimes I even feel that there is too much gratitude between us?"
In fact, I still have these confusions deep in my heart.