"Miss Anna, that's why I really want to consult, saying that I really want to understand, because I don't know the kind of love you are talking about, the vigorous and sweet feeling. In fact, I can't describe it, but I don't know this kind of love."
Is the thing real, and is this how it can be described?”
"I don't care what you say. In fact, my status as an orphan also makes me feel very embarrassed. Although I don't think it's a big deal, I always feel as if I am worthy of him. I always feel that I am not worthy of him. I like you.
Do you understand what I mean? He is an excellent and outstanding man. Sometimes I feel that I admire and admire him more..."
Why did I tell him these thoughts without any scruples? I felt that in the process, if I said this thing out, I would not be able to know what my thoughts were, or what the other person was saying.
What kind of idea is that? If the other party also has such an attitude, I really don’t know how we should proceed next.
Anna looked at me with a smile and said to me seriously.
"Actually, we usually have this kind of phobia before love or marriage. This is very normal. Girls will also have uncertainty in this regard, and may encounter this kind of phobia in this regard.
Very uncertain, when you meet a very good boy, and this boy is good enough to make everyone feel that he is completely number one."
"Actually, I'm sure you should love him very much, very much, but sometimes you will show it like this without knowing it, because I could see it in your eyes yesterday when I saw it, this is a kind of
It’s an irresistible feeling of admiration, that’s for sure, you love him, otherwise you wouldn’t be able to keep him here, and you wouldn’t be able to stay here for him.”
I nodded.
"I should love him very much. If I didn't love him, how could I stay here for him? How could I come to this city? It's because of love that I would stay."
"Sometimes when I see his excellence, I'm really not sure sometimes. You know? This feeling of uncertainty is very painful. Sometimes I am very sure of something, but sometimes I am confused.
These people are involved in the so-called overthrow... When something like that is overthrown, there will be a kind of panic in the heart."
Anna laughed loudly. She probably agreed with my idea, otherwise she would be so happy when she laughed.
"Actually, it's normal for you to think like this. Every girl will have such a kind of panic and worry about gains and losses in the process of falling in love. This just means that you love him very much. In fact, don't think too much that you don't.
Such a qualification, or you think you may be under a lot of pressure, in fact, you lack understanding of yourself. If you understand yourself, you will feel that you are a very excellent girl, and you are completely matched with her. Love
We will always be in a situation where the strengths of both parties are equal. If you feel that your strengths are not equal, how can he love you? It's really because you are too close to the same person, so talk to him
Only then will I love you, and love you without reservation. Think about it over the years. I have known him ten years ago. He has been rejecting me since ten years ago, saying that there is a girl who has occupied everything in his heart.
All of…”
"If he didn't have such a long period of ten years, I might be suspicious, but within these ten years, he really didn't have any scandal with any woman. Think about it for such a person.
Excellent man, and for such a healthy man, this is really very difficult."
"It can only mean that this man loves you enough, and he loves you deeply, passionately, persistently, and without reservation, so he can do this. You really don't have to worry about this.
His love for you is so sincere, maybe you should understand yourself better in this regard, so that you will feel that this process is not as scary as you imagined."
I was a little unsure about what he said, but after hearing his words with such certainty, I probably understood. Didn't you think that I fell in love with him when I was about 10 years old?
No, he said he fell in love with me 10 years ago. Then I was around 10 years old. This thing really seems... too mysterious.
I didn't know him at all 10 years ago. I only met him 5 years ago.
Who was this person in that blank time 5 years ago? How could he fall in love with me even though I didn’t know him at the time? Could it be that he liked another girl? Oh my God, the time and place are wrong. How could it be possible that he didn’t fall in love with me 10 years ago?
How could such a thing happen in his life? The data error is too big.
I suddenly realized this huge problem, and this huge problem immediately hit my head like a tsunami.
I looked at Anna blankly, and Anna seemed to be aware of this problem. She also seemed to look at me slowly, as if the two of us could not reverse this principle.
This is how we looked at each other, about a minute apart.
Anna asked me something uncertain. This question simply disrupted all my psychological defenses. You also know that Anna is such a rational girl.
Anna: "Are you sure you met 6 years ago?"
This kind of doubt really suppressed me completely. I really didn't know how to answer her during this process. I opened my mouth, opened my mouth again, and then answered her with my mouth closed.
I'm very sure and certain.
"Najintang was our orphanage when I was 16 years old. I remember it clearly at that time. It was my birthday that year and he celebrated it for me. We even went to play in the wild that day. I remember this clearly.
Clearly, this is impossible. I am sure that he had never been to the orphanage or met him before these 16 years. How could I have known them so long ago 10 years ago?
That is to say, the time we have really known each other will not exceed 6 years based on this year's calculation."
"I'm sure I was about 10 years old 10 years ago. Do you think there was any problem at this time? Then he didn't know me 10 years ago, how could he like me? It's impossible to like me
Do you want to post my photo? And I don’t have a photo. There is nothing in a photo. So who would he have liked 10 years ago? I’m sure not. I am 100% sure. We didn’t even know each other at that time.
I don’t even know him, how could there be such an opportunity?”
At this time, it was Anna's turn to be very surprised. Anna looked at me in complete surprise. I didn't quite believe what Sister-in-law Yang Yang said just now. It seemed as if all the theories were suddenly overturned.
It's the same theory as toppling dominoes.
When you push down a small plate, then all the plates will be like this kind of overthrowing all the ones below. No matter how big a building you build, a domino effect will occur immediately, and all the cards will be in the same place.
Everyone stepped in one after another.
Oh my god, I just found a black hole.
What's going on? What's going on?
My scalp is already numb. This is completely unimaginable. What kind of situation is this? Something I am very sure of is actually in this domino effect.
does not exist.
Anna was still a little sure, "But I think that gentleman should like you very much. This is through these contacts. His eyes on you, his actions towards you, and some of his maintenance of you should not be wrong.
Yes, this is something that a man in love would do. From this point of view, I think he really loves you very much. I really think this is unquestionable. It should be said at this point in time.
In other words, maybe he was rejecting me at that time, so he might have used such an excuse."
Her explanation now seems to be somewhat self-explanatory.
But I'm still a little unsure.
"But he has been telling you that he liked a girl 10 years ago. Generally speaking, based on my understanding of him, Jintang will not make some promises easily, and he will not make some promises easily.
Lies, what kind of person he is, in fact, the two of us should be very clear, there is no need for him to lie or say such things, so I think the possibility of this thing still exists, about 10 years ago
What happened, I really feel like it's a big mystery to me."
It was Anna who felt guilty.
perhaps.
I feel that opening this topic up is like turning on the magic lamp of Atin and bringing out the devil.
Anna said: "Miss Cat, you really don't need to remember this kind of thing. This kind of thing may be just a joke. He may have said it years ago or it may really be a joke, but I can only tell you with responsibility.
You, he did tell me many times that he did like a girl 10 years ago, has always liked it, and has always retained the effectiveness of this girl in his heart, so I don’t want to deceive you by what he said.
It did say such a thing.”
"I don't think you need to worry about this matter. You should cherish the present and what you have now. He really loves you very much now, and he puts everything he has as a manager in your heart. This
That's the most important thing. Why worry about things that don't exist? What you learned has already been blown away by the wind. Cherishing what you have now is the most important thing, so you don't have to worry about it too much."
I nodded unconsciously, but there was something I blurted out, and I wanted to ask about this matter.
"Anna, if you are standing in Wulichang, if you are me, I hope you will tell me seriously, if it is one of your boyfriends, or your future husband, who he was 10 years ago
If you like a girl, the story is exactly the same as mine. Would you ask for the origin of such a story? Would you ask? "
Anna, stunned there, hesitated for a moment.
This action actually told him the answer he should do. This answer is actually very normal. That is, before getting married, every girl definitely hopes that her husband and lover will love her unreservedly, without any trace of doubt.
hide.
This is normal. Who knows what will really happen in these 10 years?
But I’m sure we didn’t really know each other 10 years ago...