There are some things that you obviously can't do, and you can't force yourself to do it, but there are some things that you really have to do, how can you let yourself do it? How can you be so cruel?
I have not reached that stage, so I cannot understand the pain of others.
Na Jintang smiled faintly.
"Actually, there is no need to be particularly afraid of this kind of thing. The old man once told me many times when he was very young. He said that if one day he really has to leave this world, he hopes to live an open life.
He left in a slutty and carefree way. He would rather grow old alone in a forest in Africa like an elephant in Africa than linger on, let alone become a bad old man. You also know that the master’s life is
They are both very charming and suave. In my mind, the old man is an unparalleled hero, so he will definitely not want to die in vain."
He held my shoulders tightly, suppressing his inner feelings.
"So I agree with Mr. John's suggestion to me, let the old man slowly fall into a state of dormancy. If every day passes in this way, one day, the old man will fall into a deep sleep.
He will not slowly end his final life journey with a trace of pain. In the future, we will accompany him to see the scenery every day, let him see the sunrise and moonset every day, and who knows where
At the right time, he slowly closed his eyes and explained the best arrangement for him...otherwise all the illnesses would torture the old man."
"Maomao, and Mr. John has made it clear to me that even if the old man undergoes a very advanced treatment, the entire course of his treatment will not last more than one year. If it exceeds two years, it is considered a miracle.
But if within one or two years, the old man must maintain his life, then he will use his strong willpower to resist those treatments, and I will slowly, slowly during the process of chemotherapy.
The process of slow aging and aging is extremely painful, and the old man will definitely not be willing to do such a thing."
"Maomao, but I am a family, so our family does not speak the same language. My decision on this side is only the right to decide on the ticket, but you need another one to have the final decision. It is planned that the two of us can
Whether to decide this matter, you can have your final decision-making power and we all respect it, because you are my lover and you are our family, so you have the decision to exercise your right."
I looked at him like that, and I knew that this matter was very important to me, to Na Jintang, and to the old man.
I threw myself into his arms, cried bitterly, and then shouted loudly.
"I agree, I agree!"
My heart seems to be twitching like you. It's like a feeling that a relative is about to leave. Can you describe it with that feeling?
Knowing that your loved ones will leave you at a certain time point, and this time point is accurate to within these few months, you will not know whether it is early morning or morning or the sun one day within these few months.
It is still under the sunset, maybe in some unconscious place, you are gradually losing your loved ones. Can you feel this pain?
But the old man may not feel it, but all this is enough, isn't it?
"Then Jintang, don't we need to talk to the old man about this matter?"
Na Jintang hugged me tightly, and he looked up at the stars in the sky. I knew that his tears could no longer be controlled and had already fallen.
"Yes, this matter must be discussed with the old man. The old man has been so strong all his life, how could he hide this kind of thing? Even if I tell the old woman, no matter what, he will choose the second option immediately. He will
Choose to give up treatment immediately, and choose to leave naturally in the future. So we will tell the old man at the appropriate time. This matter is the final decision of the old man, and I think he should be happy to make this decision on his own."
"Well Jintang, if the two of us jointly oppose the old man's use of the second plan, does that mean that the old man will also have to use the first plan for treatment?"
"Maomao, of course the old man will listen to our memory, but will you make such a suggestion?"
A very rhetorical question, how could I make such an objection? I don’t think I can object, this thing is too cruel to the old man.
Looking at him, I felt a kind of sadness in my heart. I knew that the old man played an important role in his life. Even from his teenage years, he was not only a father, but more importantly, a father.
The mentor of life, so Mr. Hua said that this role is really important to Na Jintang.
"Then Jintang, what should we do if we really lose the old man one day? I don't know how I will look at the future if I really lose the old man. I am very scared. I don't know why. I haven't had one for so many years.
Relatives, when I finally regarded the old man as my relative, why did he suddenly leave again? I feel really sad. You know how I feel. I completely feel that I am a nemesis who specializes in defeating others and making others miserable.
They left me again and again. They were my parents in the past, then they were ghost brothers, and now they are my old man. Am I really such a person? Am I not born to be with the one who loves me?
Together?"
I was very sad, so I didn’t know why, so I started talking nonsense.
That Jintang hugged me tightly, and the strength he gave me gave me a faith and a belief.
"Mao Mao, don't think about the birth, old age, illness and death of so many people. It's all human nature. In this future life, I will still be with you, and our descendants, and all of us, and many of us.
My friend, all this is only temporary, and everything will be like the scenery. You have to be open-minded and look at the many different scenery in this life..."
Are you looking at other people's scenery? Others are actually watching you become their scenery.
Everyone is actually the same to each other.
Na Jintang took out his handkerchief again. He had already wasted several handkerchiefs and made me shed tears.
"Smile, smile for me, don't go home with such a depressed face. The old man will see you crying and red. Here, he may think of other ideas. After we finish the opening ceremony tomorrow,
Let's find a time to communicate with the old man about this matter. Maybe it will only happen in the past few days. Let's make this matter go smoothly and complete it completely tomorrow. We will give the old man a very beautiful wish... Don't do it now.
Give me a good smile on your mouth, and it will look beautiful, super beautiful."
I feel a little more relaxed. Although I really don't want to accept or face this kind of thing. I still can't digest it now. My heart is still so heavy. But I think tomorrow and today will be better.
It's particularly important. I don't want these things to affect me too much. I need to concentrate on finishing tomorrow's things.
Gave him a wry smile.
He held my face with both hands and patted it lovingly.
"Just smiling like this is the cutest thing. We are going home now. We will talk about everything after we get home. We need to spend more time with you, Master. In these three months, every day is very important to us.
It's important, okay? Accompany him seriously. Don't think so much about all this. You have to think that these three months are the last and most critical stage in his life, and for us, they are also the most memorable ones in the future.
time, so we must cherish the most beautiful time in the present."
I snuggled into his arms and nodded, because I knew there was really no room for this.
Once I tell the old man about this, he will choose the second option without hesitation, which means that the time when the old man leaves us has officially begun.
Life is like a one-way street, there is really no going back.
The present moment is the most important thing, and nothing is more precious than cherishing what is in front of you.
He nodded obediently.
He took the opportunity to scratch my nose and looked at me with doting eyes, and reminded me with a bad look.
"Three months are very important to us. You may have to do a lot of things. For example, I can remind you a few things that you must do, so that the old man will be happy."
I immediately forgot about him. I felt that of course I would do anything that would make the old man happy. I could do as many things as I wanted, it didn’t matter.
"Then tell me, what can I do to help the old man? As long as he feels happy, I can do anything. If you tell me to tell you all these things and make a list, I will do it right away!"
Of course I think so, why do we have to wait for a while? Why waste so much time? As long as the list is taken, I will do it immediately. As long as I can make the old man happy, this is the most important thing!
Na Jintang gently stroked my hair and looked at me with very affectionate eyes.
I know it is a heart-thumping feeling. I like this feeling. This feeling makes me feel that there is a very beautiful feeling in life.
A very sweet flavor.
"There are three things that the old man hopes to see most. The first thing is that the entire factory can be started smoothly and start operation. This thing can satisfy the old man, and his dream can be realized tomorrow."
"What about the second thing? You are so wordy, can you finish it in one breath?"
Na Jintang smiled softly.
"The thing that the old man wants to see most is that he has a daughter-in-law marrying in an upright and honorable manner..."
"ah!"
Where to go? I was actually tricked by my own question, but it seems that this matter is not particularly ugly, because I know that a marriage between us should have been settled long ago, but I just said that we would have to wait until the establishment of the factory.
, but this matter is basically a certainty.
I stumbled a bit and asked, "Okay, what about the third thing?"
Najintang continues to be bad.
"The third thing and the second thing are actually together. The old man hopes to have a golden grandson as soon as possible... This is what he dreams of. How happy he would be to see his grandson in his lifetime."
Oh my god, I was led into the ditch again by my own words.