It's very cumbersome for me to say something like this. I don't know what kind of method I will have, but I don't know what I should do.
I could only cut off my own things, and kept saying no intermittently. I felt as if this was really the opportunity.
Maybe this is why before I finally say goodbye, there are always a lot of things I can't say that I can't let go of.
When this kind of thing has become something that you can no longer create, you will find that you are really reluctant to let go of it in the process.
Being so attached to these things in the past has brought me so much warmth.
Na Jintang seemed a little unwilling, as if he was fighting for his rights, and greeted the old man in a very forceful manner.
"Old man, don't worry. Mao 99 is going out to live. Although his situation is said to be like this, what should we do if something happens? There are many things now that we don't even know how to arrange. If this matter
What should I do if some accidents happen, and now we can't not see each other for a month? This is too exaggerated. In my mind, this situation is impossible. Could this situation really happen?
Oh my gosh, we can meet once a week, have a meal, give a hug or other things. It’s really like what others said, we can’t meet for anything. This is too painful.
…”
Na Jintang was talking like a child at this time, unable to hide and act out. After hearing this, Mr. Jiao could only nod and laugh.
I didn’t say so many things. It seems that the old man is determined to do this. I really admire the old man’s decision.
Of course, I also appreciate the old man’s decisive right to make this decision.
Because I know that every word the old man said must have his own thoughts.
There must be a certain one of its own.
"My son, you are not a factory. Haven't you finished handling the matter here? Hurry up and finish this matter for me. You also know that I don't have much time. The time to accompany you is indeed getting less and less day by day, so
You finish processing the factories as soon as possible. There is no doubt that you will take me to many places to play after you and Maomao get married. I hope this thing will not be delayed any longer. Finish processing these factories as soon as possible. Don’t think about it anymore.
Go in and find something, and you are only together for half a month now. It is only half a month. This time is not a big deal. Or if you don’t say anything and have to separate for a lifetime, it won’t be like this.
Otherwise, why don't you ask Maomao if he really thinks they will be separated for the rest of their lives?"
The old man must transfer this topic to me. I knew at that time that no matter how I said this kind of thing or how I did this kind of thing, I would probably give the other party a positive answer.
"Yes, why are you so naive, Jintang? We were only separated for 10 days, maybe half a month. You decide on the auspicious day, and I will prepare everything here."
Why are you making such complicated things? You should finish the factory matter as soon as possible. Besides, the old man has to go to many places here. Take some time out during this time and put the things here as soon as possible. Stop thinking about that.
Something!”
I didn't give Na Jintang an answer, I just changed the topic and said it in a very strong language.
So Najintang looked helpless when he saw the two of us, and it would be too naive to instigate.
It seems that the two of us have made a very tacit and tactical match.
I told the old man again that it seemed that there were many parting messages that could not be explained clearly at once.
It’s not something that can be explained all at once. There are some things deep in my heart that are full of enthusiasm, infinite melancholy and full of sadness, which are not so sad.
At this time, I don’t know what language to use to express it, I can only feel sad secretly.
"Old man, thank you, thank you for giving me such time and space. I hope you will really cooperate with the hospital doctors' treatment. Maybe we can use a more conservative plan to handle this treatment. I know there are some things you still insist on. For a moment, if we don’t go to the west and go out for treatment, can we just do some conservative treatment? I hope that when I come back, old man, I can still see you in high spirits. I really hope to accompany you to the motherland. I even think about many places that I have never been to. Many things are really unknown to me and I am ignorant. I want to hear that the old man will accompany you to see them. I really want to Let’s go take a look!”
After getting rid of the cigarette stem thing in my voice, I really felt like I had too much.
Because of this thing, I teach people to understand that life and death are dictated by destiny, that some things are impossible to resist, and that it is a law of natural factors.
But sometimes people really have too much greed and desire in this process, and there are always things that they can't let go of.
The old man seemed to have a very open mind. He said that he had a very normal attitude towards this topic and maintained his previous position. He just had a very Buddhist language.
"Okay! I promise you, I can accept Mr. John's conservative treatment, but you must promise me that you must marry into our family safely and happily. I have always been looking forward to the reproduction of my children and grandchildren. , can you promise me?"
"Don't worry, old man, I will try my best to do what I can, and I will do my best to do anything, whether it is for the factory, the future, or for more expectations, I will do my best to do it!"
"Okay, you'll be leaving the day after tomorrow. Then we'll also arrange this matter. That's it. Arrange everything in this matter well. Don't worry too much about anything. And some things must be frank. Be honest and pay attention to your own safety. Don't let anyone take advantage of you. Also, you must know that the environment you are in now is a very huge threat. Learn to protect yourself and learn how to judge. Things, this is very important to you. My son and I are waiting for you at home. The day we are waiting for you to come to our home again in a glorious way, this will be the biggest wish of my life. one."
I really feel like crying and I really don't know what to say.
There is a lump in the throat.
Na Jintang hugged my shoulders tightly and spoke to the old man in a very affirmative language, as if he was making his own promise in this regard.
At the same time, he was also making this promise to me. No matter what it was, he seemed to be over-promising himself.
A promise to make more expectations.
"My father, none of this will change at all. Don't worry, as long as my Jintang is here, there will never be any mistakes. If you find this, no matter what happens, I will definitely take care of it."
Protect her!"
The old man seemed to have nodded at most when he heard these words. It seemed that after finishing this conversation, he immediately fell into a great feeling of fatigue.
Indeed, we just talked for nearly an hour, which for him was already beyond the support of all his physical strength.
And in this case, he needs a very adequate sleep and sleep, and it is normal for his body to recover.
This is what I said in a hurry.
"Hey! Old man, today is the day when our factory was established. You were so excited talking today. Look, it's almost 11:00 in the evening. Go to bed quickly. We really can't delay this matter any longer. Okay.
Now, I will follow what you said and I promise that I will do my best to do everything well. Can you rest satisfactorily now?"
The old man seemed very satisfied and nodded, as if he still had more to say about this conversation.
But this thing has come to an end, so for the old man, he has got the answer he wants, or in other words, he has made the unarranged story he wanted to make.
I don't care what it is, but at least as far as the current situation is concerned, he has done the best he can.
And I also gave my biggest commitment.
I think the two parties should have reached a tacit understanding of each other.
The old man stretched himself on crutches, and Na Jintang hurried over to take charge. His father then carefully helped him upstairs.
Watching them walking around the mountain, I felt so moved that I couldn't express it in words.
I know that the two of them will leave me and drift away, just like now, they are slowly leaving.
And I will wait at the original place. What kind of ending do I want the future to be like or what kind of situation will the future be like?
But I know that no matter what happens at any time, I will never give up.
And I have made a promise to myself for this kind of thing:
"Goodbye, old man, I know that your future still has many rich possibilities, which may be very short. I don't know if I can participate in the last lonely stage of your life. Maybe I can only be a passerby, maybe I can't
I will insist on seeing you in your last lonely situation, but I have tried my best. I believe that you will be safe and wish you well..."
I said that I was thinking about this, and when I saw them acting like this, I felt really touched.
I sighed deeply and turned back to my room.
I know that after I sleep this night, a new day will come tomorrow and a new day will come, which will lead to the arrival of the last day, and I will really leave the day after tomorrow.
Maybe this time is too hasty for me, but there is no way, but the problem I have to solve now is to face that Jintang. I know that there is too much content in that Jintang.
I don’t know how to let go of this heavy feeling, but I have to face it.
And when I have to give up, the pain is like cutting my flesh and cutting my skin...
Goodbye, my friend Goodbye, all this will eventually come to an end, I am just a traveler leaving in a hurry, I have been here before in my life.
But I have to leave again. I will carry my luggage and leave in a hurry. Maybe everything will be fine after tomorrow, but what do you know?
After I finished washing, I lay directly on the sofa because I was waiting for the arrival of Jintang, which I believed would definitely come.
This is the time when we open our hearts again all night long.