Especially the last sentence, "You don't deserve to blame me," was like a sharp knife, stabbing directly into Qin Muxue's chest, and then stirring repeatedly on her bloody wound.
Qin Muxue's mind roared.
Her face was as white as rice paper, and her body shook a few times.
Use your trembling palms to hold the wall to support your body.
Something.
This is what she has been deliberately avoiding all these years.
She didn't dare to think about it.
She also didn’t dare to touch that memory, because the slightest thought caused her to feel pain in her heart, making it difficult for her to even breathe.
So she has been giving herself psychological hints over the years.
Implying that she is not a bad woman.
The real reason why she left Li Mu and left behind her son was all taught by her mother.
Over time.
She believed it herself.
But now, her mother directly pulled off her fig leaf, peeled off the most ugly side of her, which she dared not look directly at, layer by layer, and placed it in front of everyone.
Let her realize clearly that she is just a bad woman who dislikes poverty and loves wealth.
She can't live a hard life.
When faced with a life without hope, the first thing that comes to mind is not sharing, but escaping.
"Mom"
Qin Muxue shouted at the top of her lungs.
Then his feet went soft, and he collapsed directly on the ground. His tears couldn't stop flowing down, and he begged, "Please stop talking, please"
Seeing my daughter's distraught appearance.
Xiuer is also a little bit intolerant.
"I just want you to recognize the facts and stop trying to put the blame on others."
Xiu'er said, "There are many reasons for couples to divorce, but none of them are caused by the mother-in-law. Once you get married, I am just an outsider at best. If you miss me, come back and see me. If you don't want to see me, then don't come back. Marry
The daughter who goes out throws water, and whether you live well or not is your own business."
Finished.
Xiuer stopped pouring salt on her daughter's wounds.
It’s true that she dotes on her son.
But no matter how bad Qin Muxue was, she was the one who gave birth to him.
Scolding after scolding, beating after beating, you can't really care about her life or death.
Walking into the kitchen, Xiuer started washing rice and cooking. Probably because she wanted to express her guilt, she also took out the pork belly left in the refrigerator and made her favorite braised pork for Qin Muxue.
In the room.
Su Xiaoxiao squatted next to her stepmother Qin and pushed her with her hand.
"You really left Brother Xiaoran alone at home and ran away!?"
Su Xiaoxiao was in disbelief and said, "I never thought that if he was so young, his face would be covered by something or he would fall off the bed!?"
"Little"
Qin Muxue wiped away her tears and said, "Can you stop asking and talking!? Leave me alone."
"You are really good"
Xiaoxiao had already gotten the answer she wanted. She looked at Qin's stepmother with disgust in her eyes and said, "This is the first time I've seen a mother be so heartless as you."
Qin Muxue also remained silent.
She just shed tears and couldn't find any excuse to refute.
Because.
That's what she did.
Although she had been worried, compared to the hopeless life, most of the questions in her mind at that time were "I am still young and cannot spend time with Li Mu."
So.
My son's safety became secondary.
"Qin Muxue"
Su Xiaoxiao stood up and said, "No matter what fate you end up with, I will never sympathize with you. Do you know what your son said the most when I took care of Ranran at Li Xiaomu's house these two days?"
”
Qin Muxue raised her head instantly.
With those tearful eyes, he looked at Su Xiaoxiao blankly.
"He said, "My mother is very beautiful, more beautiful than me and Teacher Zhou." He also said, "My mother also looks beautiful when she smiles." Then he smiled at me with his little mouth open and asked me, "Do I look like you when I smile?"
My mother?"
Su Xiaoxiao said seriously.
Qin Muxue heard this.
Big tears fell down. She covered her lips and cried, "I'm sorry for him."
"You have a very good image in his mind, and he doesn't remember you abandoning him."
Su Xiaoxiao sneered and said, "That's because he is young and doesn't understand the true meaning of abandonment. When he grows up, when he reaches the age of eighteen or nineteen, do you think he will still call you mom? Do you think he will?"
You are perfect!? Do you feel proud to smile like you!?"
Three sudden questions.
He directly hit Qin Muxue until he was dizzy.
"You will eventually see that as your son grows up, he will gradually hate you, alienate you, and finally stay away from you."
Xiaoxiao smiled contemptuously and said, "You will know better. You just gave birth to him, that's all."
Xiaoxiao clapped her hands, turned and left the room.
The moment she stepped out of the room, Qin Muxue burst into tears.
She cried a lot.
This time, the most desperate.
It can make a mother collapse, only her own image will completely collapse in the world of her children.
Qin Muxue has already had a premonition.
Her son no longer pays attention to her, and no longer rushes into her arms as soon as he sees her like he did when she first came back.
All enthusiasm.
They will gradually disappear and eventually become as indifferent as his father.
Qin Muxue shook her head, she didn't dare to think about it anymore.
"Stop crying"
Xiu'er, wearing an apron, walked in and said, "Everyone must be responsible for what they do. I spoiled your brother, so he got into the habit of gambling, and a man of his age must also be responsible for his actions."
Responsible, whether he is sentenced to one year or three years, he needs to bear it himself. I just thought about this. I don’t blame you, and you have to be responsible for what you did before. If Li Mu doesn’t agree to remarry, don’t force it.
, live well, find a job in two days, don't stay at home all day, the more people are idle, the more they think, only when they are busy, they don't have time to think about so many things, put your diploma in the black bag under the clothes hanger
, you find it and submit your resume online. Don’t be so demanding. You can earn less than 10,000 a month, but 5,000 is fine, which is enough for our mother and daughter to live."
Su Xiaoxiao, who was standing at the door, heard Xiu'er's words.
His eyes were wide open with a look of disbelief on his face, and then he threw his head back and laughed.
She finally knows.
Where does Qin Muxue’s selfishness and responsibility-shirking character come from?
They were all crying so sadly.
He actually wants her to go out to find a job to support herself, especially with a high-sounding reason.
Su Xiaoxiao is really convinced.
This mother-daughter pair refreshes her outlook on life all the time.
Do the worst thing.
Find the most reasonable reason.
The most vicious words.
Give the best comfort.
"Get up! I cooked the braised pork that you like to eat. I cried for so long. I ate a few more pieces to supplement it. I lost a lot of weight in the past two days."
Xiu'er said softly, "By the way, I don't have any money, please give me some to keep for buying groceries."
Xiuer perfectly demonstrated that mother and daughter have no hatred.
It also explains what "I need you, you are my relative, but if I don't need you, you are my enemy".