After I woke up and looked at this beautiful and luxurious presidential suite, I immediately felt that such luxury was meaningless: Isn't it just a sleep? It didn't seem to have any special feeling. On the contrary, I was so moved by what happened last night.
I feel bad because once again I failed to withstand that temptation.
Now, I really feel something: No matter how beautiful a woman is, if you have no feelings for her, even if you get her body, it will be meaningless. And when the impulse passes, you will regret it extremely.
Maybe this is because I truly understood this after experiencing so many women.
Yes, now I regret it very much, and at the same time I hate myself very much.
I left without telling Huang Shang. At this moment, I hated him a little in my heart because he made me make such a mistake again.
Of course, I can only hate him in my heart, because I fully understand that the real problem is myself.
I went directly to the hospital. Because the hospital would officially start working the next day, I called the deputy director of the hospital office and asked him to inform the deputy directors that the hospital would open on the first day of work.
He held a long office meeting. At the same time, he also asked him to organize people from relevant departments to check the situation of each department today, and at the same time collect the opinions of each department on the work of the hospital.
Just after finishing these things, I received a call from Director Zou himself, "Xiao Feng, please come to the Health Department."
It was impossible for me to ask him what business he wanted to see me for, because he had already stated that he had something to do by calling me. So, I hurriedly drove towards him.
After arriving at the Health Department, I went directly to Director Zou's office. After entering, I discovered that there were two unknown people inside.
Director Zou said to me: "These two are comrades from the Provincial Commission for Discipline Inspection. They want to find out some information from you. Xiao Feng, as the leader of the Health Department, I require you to answer their questions truthfully."
At this moment, my mind was buzzing: What exactly went wrong?
But then I came to my senses: since this is the Department of Health, and people from the Provincial Commission for Discipline Inspection came to talk to me in a place like this, it must be something within the Department of Health.
Did something really happen to Secretary Qiu?
I said: "I will. Don't worry."
Director Zou nodded to me, "Okay then. I'll go out for a while. You guys can talk slowly."
Immediately, he nodded to these two people and went out. Director Zou was different from usual today. He always looked very serious.
At this moment, I suddenly felt an inexplicable nervousness.
Many people like me will feel nervous or even scared when facing investigations by the Discipline Inspection Commission, the Procuratorate and other agencies. I completely believe this.
I had been standing just now. At this time, one of the two people said to me: "Dean Feng, come here, please sit down."
I went over and sat on the sofa. I felt uneasy inside, but I also thought: since they didn't call me directly to the Provincial Commission for Discipline Inspection, it means that this matter is not aimed at me. However, this matter must have something to do with me.
It has something to do with it. Otherwise they wouldn't have found me.
I went over and sat down, "Can you tell me? What is it? You are from the Discipline Inspection Commission. I find it very strange."
The person who just asked me to sit down asked: "Strange? Why do you feel strange?"
Only then did I realize that there was a small tape recorder on the coffee table in front of me, and the other person was responsible for recording.
I found that I had made a mistake: I should not have taken the initiative to speak in such an occasion.
Originally, I was pretending to be relaxed and show them that I was open-minded. However, this time it seemed that I was superfluous, and the other party immediately used it as the beginning of a question.
Yeah, what's weird about this?
I shouldn’t, but I have to answer, because this topic was raised by me myself. I said: “Because I feel that I should have nothing to do with the matter investigated by your Discipline Inspection Commission. First, I have just arrived at my new unit, and second, I
Social interactions are very limited, and thirdly, I did not hold any major positions in my previous unit, and I have never done anything illegal or disciplinary."
The man smiled slightly and said, "It seems that you are very relieved about yourself."
I thought for a moment: Are they here to investigate me? No way? I smiled bitterly and said, "That's how it is. I'm a timid person and don't dare to do anything illegal."
The man took out a pack of cigarettes. I didn't recognize the brand of cigarettes he smoked, so I didn't know the price. He handed me one, "Do you want to smoke?"
I quickly waved my hands and said, "Thank you! I can't."
He lit the cigarette himself and then asked me: "You have a good relationship with Secretary Qiu, right?"
I suddenly understood in my heart: It is indeed like this! I replied: "I don't know what kind of concept you are talking about. He is my leader, and I am the director of a hospital affiliated to the Department of Health. The number of times we have interacted
Not much. But I think he is a good leader because he often guides our work. Especially after I just arrived in this new unit, he talked to my deputies many times so that I could carry out my work smoothly.
They support my work. So I'm very grateful to him."
He smiled faintly, "Dean Feng, there is no need to use conference language for a conversation like ours. Let me ask, and you answer. The language should be as short as possible, and it is more important to be realistic."
I suddenly felt embarrassed, "Okay. Just ask."
He took a deep breath of cigarette and said, "Dean Feng, from what you just said, it seems that you have no close relationship with him. Can I understand this?"
I nodded, "That's right."
He asked again: "As far as I know, you went to pay him New Year's greetings during the Spring Festival. Is there such a thing?"
I was immediately surprised: How did he know this? But I was only surprised for a moment, because I had to answer his question immediately. I said: "That's it. Can I explain it?"
He nodded, "Go ahead."
So I continued: "It's normal for subordinates to pay New Year's greetings to their leaders, right? In the past, it was the workplace that paid New Year's greetings to leaders, which meant eating and drinking. It's the same this year, but we didn't invite the Health Department separately.
Leaders, we also invited the leaders of the district where our hospital is located to have dinner together. The main purpose is to facilitate future work. Our hospital is preparing to carry out large-scale repairs and build some new inpatient wards starting this year, and we must strengthen communication with district leaders.
I am not familiar with the district leaders. Secretary Qiu hired those leaders for us, so I thought I should go alone to pay Secretary Qiu a happy New Year. Moreover, I used my personal money to pay him
I bought some cigarettes and wine, they are not worth much money, I just want to express my feelings."
He nodded and said, "What you said makes sense. But let me ask you, did you just pay him a New Year's greeting? Did you just buy him cigarettes and alcohol? Was it really done at your own expense?"
I nodded and said: "I'm telling the truth. If you don't believe it, you can go to the financial department of our hospital to check the accounts. I have only spent one public expense since I arrived at this hospital, which was the meal I just mentioned. In addition, I
During the Spring Festival, I also paid New Year greetings to other leaders, but only for meals, and I paid for them myself. For example, my former leader, President Zhang of the Medical University."
He looked at me in surprise, "Dean Feng, this is the first time I've encountered a situation like yours. In fact, it's not a big problem for you to use public funds to treat leaders to dinner. Haha! Maybe I shouldn't say this,
But now our supervision in this area is not so strict."
I immediately understood that he thought I was a bit different. But maybe this was a trap he set for me. It’s hard to say. For agencies like the Procuratorate and the Discipline Inspection Commission, I believe that every word they say when they talk to someone is
A kind of trap. I said: "I have a point of view, that is, we must distinguish between public and private matters. Our unit is already very difficult, and I am not willing to take advantage of that."
He nodded, "Okay, let me ask you the next question. Dean Feng, Secretary Qiu has a niece, her name is Tong Jiumei. Do you know her?" (To be continued)