When we were halfway down the mountain, when I saw the mountain road winding down, I immediately became discouraged and said, "Xiaoqin, let's take a rest."
She actually wasn't walking fast in front, and I knew she was waiting for me on purpose. I immediately leaned my backpack against the mountain wall on the side of the road, and immediately felt much more relaxed. She came to me and said, "You, really
Need to exercise."
I said: "It's mainly because I rarely climb mountains."
She looked at me and smiled charmingly, "From now on, I'll be the one to take care of you. Look at your body."
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Xiaoqin, why have you become so dissolute?"
She was still looking at me and smiling, "You are my man, so what do I say in front of you? Who have you ever heard me say such things to?"
I immediately laughed, "That's true. But Xiaoqin, when do you think I'm not fierce in bed?"
She rolled her eyes at me and said, "You are better when you are in bed. You are not good at climbing mountains."
I suddenly felt embarrassed, "Yeah, I got myself into this."
Her face suddenly turned red, "Smile, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. Don't be angry?"
I suddenly felt bored, and at the same time I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, because what she just said still inadvertently revealed her dissatisfaction with my past, including my conduct. This is not that I am being petty, because I know that if the two of us
If individuals really want to live together in the future, her dissatisfaction deep in her heart will always be a time bomb. Maybe it will explode one day, and the consequences of the explosion are likely to be very serious. The deep love between two people
Love cannot last forever. In the beginning, because sex is the basis, the dissatisfaction deep inside can be suppressed and diluted. However, once sex is no longer mysterious, the dissatisfaction deep inside will disappear immediately.
If it breaks out, she will no longer forgive me for my past. In the final analysis, the basis for two people to live together for a long time is love, and the current relationship between me and her does not seem to have reached that level.
I have seen many couples around me. After they have been married for ten or twenty years, sexual matters between the two have already become numb and indifferent. However, the fundamental reason why their families can maintain their families is actually their feelings.
It's like family affection. But she and I lack the most basic thing: affection, or the legendary love.
Seeing that I was silent, Shangguan Qin immediately came over and took my hand, shaking it gently, "Smile, are you really angry?"
I shook my head, "Xiaoqin, I'm not that stingy. Let's go."
She looked at me suspiciously, "Are you really not angry?"
I smiled at her and said, "Not really."
But she still didn't let go of my hand, "Then why did your face look so ugly just now?"
I shook my head and said, "Let's talk about it later."
But she acted coquettishly in front of me, "No. I want you to say it now."
I immediately put down my backpack and said, "Xiao Qin, put it down too. The scenery here is nice. Let's sit for a while and chat."
She put down her backpack, and then sat with me on the ground on the irregular stone stairs on the mountain. The coldness of the stone suddenly penetrated my pants slowly and reached my skin, and I couldn't help but shudder. But she seemed to
As if there was no response, she rested her head on my shoulder and said, "Go ahead."
I quickly pulled her up and said, "Wait."
She looked at me in shock, "What's wrong?"
I immediately took off my coat and laid it on the stone stairs, "You can sit now."
But she refused, "Anyway, my pants and clothes are already dirty. I just need to go back and take them to the dry cleaners to clean them."
I shook my head and said: "This is not a question of cleanliness. You are a woman and you cannot sit in such a cold place. It is not good for your health. How come you don't even know this?"
She looked at me and suddenly shed tears, "Smile, you are so kind to me."
I couldn't laugh or cry, "I am an obstetrician and gynecologist. This is the most basic common sense. You should also know it, right?"
She immediately wiped away her tears, then went to pick up the coat I had just laid on the ground, "You put it on. Let's go down the mountain first. This way you will catch a cold easily."
My heart suddenly became confused, "Xiaoqin, what do you think we look like?"
While she was putting on my clothes, she asked me, "What do you think it looks like?"
I laughed "haha", "We are like an old couple."
She lightly hit me, "I hate it! What did you say? Are you tired of me now?"
I said in astonishment: "What are you talking about? I really hope that we can still be like this when we are old. Tell me, among the people around us, how many couples are really growing up?
How can we still help each other?"
She was silent for a moment.
I asked her: "Are your parents like that?"
She shook her head, "After my mother fell ill, my father took good care of her at first, but then... forget it, let's not talk about it."
I sighed and said, "Yes. There is no filial son before a long-term illness, let alone a husband and wife. In fact, my parents are like that. My father has a bad temper and is busy outside all day long. Fortunately, my mother has a good temper and takes care of my father in everything.
In fact, I can also see that the two of them are just making concessions to each other to maintain their own families, and my mother has made a great sacrifice because she almost completely submitted to her father. I often think that in our country, like
There are too many families like this. In fact, many families like our parents just maintain their families in this way. But our generation may be different. Our concepts, living habits, and views on marriage
Their views and so on are very different from those of their generation. Just look at how high the divorce rate is now."
She asked me: "Smile, what do you mean by these? Why can't I understand?"
I said: "Actually, if two people want to live together for a long time, what they need most is an emotional foundation. However, what we lack most now is this. Oh, don't get me wrong. What I mean is
, only when the relationship between two people reaches a certain level, can they trust each other and forgive each other's past mistakes. What I'm talking about is true forgiveness. Xiaoqin, do you understand what I mean?"
She seemed to have understood, because she immediately said in a low voice: "Aren't I trying my best to cultivate feelings with you?"
I went to hug her gently and said, "I know. Let's all work hard together. Okay?"
She pressed her face tightly against my cheek and said softly: "Yeah."
The mountain wind blew past us, making a "whooshing" sound, but we felt very warm.
It was already noon when we returned to the main city. Neither she nor I wanted to cook, so we went to a restaurant to eat. We sat in a window seat in the lobby. She ordered the food.
When we were halfway through eating, I suddenly heard a familiar voice calling me, "Feng Xiao, why are you eating here too?"
When I heard this voice, I immediately tensed up because I really heard it was Wu Yaru's voice. I quickly raised my head and said, "Sister Yaru, why are you here?"
Immediately, I saw a more elegant-looking middle-aged man in a suit standing next to her.
But she was going to see Shangguan Qin, "Who is this beauty? Feng Xiao, why are there always beautiful women by your side?"
Shangguan Qin's face suddenly changed, and I cried secretly in my heart: What did you say? Of course, I know she might be jealous. But I can't do anything to her now, I just hate this city so much in my heart.
I was so young that I met her in this place. I hurriedly said: "Xiao Qin, let me introduce you. This is Professor Wu from the Academy of Fine Arts. She is also friends with your chairman."
Wu Yaru looked at Shangguan Qin in surprise and said, "Are you from Jiangnan Group?"
Shangguan Qin didn't look good, but she still answered Wu Yaru, "Yes. I am Chairman Lin's assistant."
Wu Yaru's expression suddenly became arrogant, "Oh." Then she went to pull the man next to her and said, "Let's go."
She really left with that man. The man smiled apologetically at me before leaving.
I stood there awkwardly, not fully realizing what had just happened.
Suddenly, I heard Shangguan Qin say to me angrily: "You! Why have you become so distracted? Sit down quickly."
Only then did I wake up, and then I went to look at her and smiled coquettishly.
Afterwards, we were in a state of silence for a long time. She and I unconsciously put the chopsticks into the dish again and again, and then unconsciously put them into our mouths to chew.
I didn't know what to say, because I was very scared at this time, and I kept thinking in my heart: How to explain to her?
Although she said she would not care about my past, I just introduced Wu Yaru's other identity in a panic: she is Lin Yi's friend. Now, I regret the special explanation I just made, because if Shangguan
Once Qin suspected that I had a relationship with her, she would definitely not care about it. Originally, the explanation I just made was to prevent Shangguan Qin from doubting my relationship with Wu Yaru, but I didn't expect that things would turn out differently.
It became even more embarrassing.
I don’t know how long it took, but Shangguanqin finally said something. She was asking me, and her voice was so cold, "Tell me, what is her relationship with you?" (To be continued)