I was very sensitive at this time, so I paid great attention to every word she said. I heard clearly and clearly what she said was: "Tell me, what is her relationship with you?"
” instead of: “What is your relationship with her?”
There seems to be a difference between the two, but I don't have time to think about it in detail. However, I think it should at least be understood as: Why does she treat you like this? If she asks me: "What is your relationship with her?"
The nature has completely changed, that is, she is suspecting that Wu Yaru and I may have that kind of relationship. In other words, at this moment, Shangguanqin is very concerned about Wu Yaru's attitude towards me just now, but it does not necessarily mean that she has already suspected it.
Other aspects.
This shows that my previous special explanation still has a certain effect. At this moment, my heart was spinning, and I immediately answered her after she asked the question: "She saw me and you together, so she was angry...
…”
However, I was interrupted by her before I finished speaking, "Are you jealous?"
When she asked me this question, she showed an angry and sad look. It was obvious that her anger and sadness came suddenly.
I hurriedly said: "Listen to what I have to say. It's like this. She has always wanted to introduce her niece to me, but I didn't agree. She told me about this many times. So she saw me with you today.
I must be angry."
Her expression rarely improved, "Why would she treat you like that? Since she and the chairman are friends, then she shouldn't do this even more?"
I was startled, and then sighed: "She has helped me a lot several times. The first time was when your chairman asked me to find her for a painting. The second time was when I needed a painting myself, because I wanted to
I sent New Year greetings to my boss, but she didn’t take any money from me.”
Her expression had become normal as before, and she still had a hint of charm, "Why did the chairman ask you to find her? Why didn't he go himself?"
At this moment, the tension in my heart was long gone, because I knew that the nervous and awkward atmosphere just now was no longer there. I whispered to her: "Xiaoqin, don't tell other people about this matter.
.Because your chairman and the woman just now were lovers, and they broke up after Aunt Shi discovered it. Until now, Professor Wu still hates your chairman. At that time, Uncle Lin
I particularly need that painting, and because that painting is a token of love between them, I was asked to get it back."
She suddenly realized, "That's it. Then, let's eat quickly and leave first, lest she get angry again later."
I couldn't help but nodded and said, "That's fine."
So, we finished our lunch quickly and left quickly after paying the bill.
I am no longer nervous about this matter, because I believe that Shangguanqin will never go to Lin Yi to confirm this matter. Of course, I really don’t want her to know about my relationship with Wu Yaru, because I
The kind of relationship I had with her was really unacceptable and incomprehensible. Even I didn’t understand why I did what I did at that time.
Only now do I truly feel how absurd and uninhibited I once was.
After we got back, we took a hot bath respectively. Then we got into the same bed and fell asleep. Because when we were in the car, I said something to Shangguanqin, "Don't you want to sleep until you wake up naturally? Today is the best day."
Chance."
She immediately agreed to my proposal and said, "How about we all turn off our phones?"
Of course I agreed, because I was still worried that Wu Yaru would call to question me. So we all turned off the phones when we were in the car.
However, I feel a little strange, "Xiaoqin, why are you so free recently? In my impression, you seem to be very busy all the time? And isn't your group very busy recently? Why do I feel like you are okay?
?”
She suddenly became embarrassed and said, "The chairman has specifically approved that I will not do any other work outside of eight hours."
I suddenly understood: It turned out that she came to fall in love with me on an order. At this moment, my heart was full of gratitude to Lin Yi. It was obvious that he also knew what Shangguanqin and I were lacking most at the moment.
In the end, I woke up first. Because I just had a dream. In my dream, Wu Yaru seemed to be questioning me loudly, but I didn't hear a word clearly, so I woke up in panic.
This dream made me feel very bad, and I also had a very bad premonition. So I got up quietly, and then went to sit on the sofa blankly. When I left Shangguanqin, I saw her sleeping
Very heavy.
I believe she must have slept soundly today. She is usually too busy at work, and it is rare for her to be able to sleep completely relaxed like today.
After sitting like this for a while, I suddenly felt bored. So I put on my clothes and went downstairs.
I went to the vegetable market. The purpose was not just to buy food, but also to take the opportunity to hang out. I don’t know why, but today I really wanted to go to a place like the vegetable market. Maybe it’s because of the special feeling in my heart.
I want to get in touch with ordinary people. The vegetable market is the place with the most ordinary people, because that place provides the most basic raw materials for each of us to survive.
There is a large vegetable market not far from this community. There are all kinds of food, vegetables, fruits, fish, meat, chicken, duck, goose and poultry. Once you enter, you will be blended into the noise. There is fishy and bloody smell everywhere.
and the smell of sweat. This is the smell that a wet market should have.
Red peppers, carrots, apples, green vegetables, cucumbers, luffa, beans and green onions, purple eggplants and grapes, snow-white tofu and radishes, yellow-orange tangerines and grapefruits, black sesame beans, and so on.
, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, everything is available here. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as colorful, as if this word is tailor-made for the vegetable market.
There are all kinds of people here.
I wandered around there without any intention of buying groceries. I believe that wherever there are people, there are stories. If you pay attention, you will find many interesting things. These stories may bring me different happiness.
Suddenly I saw a vegetable farmer, who had worked hard to pick two boxes full of vegetables, but he couldn't find a place to put the pole. He carried a pole on his shoulder, holding the rope of the frame with both hands, and walked up and down the aisle.
As I walked, I muttered to myself: Where can I sell this? The urban management won’t let it go here, but it won’t let it go there. It’s really difficult. Seeing this situation, two vegetable sellers, a man and a woman, suddenly wanted to take advantage of them.
They rushed over, each holding a frame. One said, "Give me your vegetables," and the other said, "Give it to me." The vegetable farmer didn't want to give it to any of them, but he just refused and carried the burden.
, I broke away from them and wandered around there. Finally, I didn’t know how, I just bought a handful of celery from the stall next to me. When I turned around again, I found that his frame was empty, and the vegetables were already there.
The male trader carried me to his vegetable stall. The price was probably very cheap. The female trader didn't take advantage, so she felt a little unhappy, so she said to the vegetable farmer, "Let's see if you are alive. You picked such a lot so early in the morning."
A large load of vegetables was sold for more than ten yuan. However, the vegetable farmers did not listen and said nothing.
I stood to the side and just wanted to laugh. He was indeed taken advantage of. If he had sold the load of vegetables himself, it would have cost fifty or sixty yuan at least. I really don’t know how he negotiated the price with the vegetable seller. The female seller was even worse.
It's interesting. I guess it was because she was not as strong as the man, so she didn't grab it, so she became a little jealous, and couldn't say anything to the male dealer, so she had to sarcastically laugh at the vegetable farmer.
Then I saw an aunt who was very unique in selling vegetables. She didn't have many vegetables, only two or three kilograms of green peppers and two green pumpkins. The pumpkins were one big and one small, and the big ones weighed about twice as much as the small ones.
I asked how pumpkins were sold, and she replied that they cost one yuan each. Actually, I don’t like eating them, so I just asked casually. After a while, another woman came. She also asked how pumpkins were sold, and the aunt said to her again.
After hearing this, the woman immediately picked up the big one and was about to break off the melon stem. The aunt noticed it and said quickly, "Oh, this big one is two yuan." At this time, I laughed.
.Look, it was obvious that the aunt didn’t make it clear. When someone picked up the big pumpkin, she changed her story again. That woman was also interesting and loved to take advantage. How could such a big pumpkin be worth one dollar? Of course, she
Not angry, just pushed the pumpkin back.
It was even more interesting for this aunt to sell chili peppers. It cost two yuan and a half a pound. A man grabbed half a plastic bag and handed it to her to weigh. She weighed it and took out a few. She weighed it while talking and rounded up a round number.
Seeing that there were not many peppers left, the gentleman was a little unhappy and said, I want to buy so many, why do you want to catch them out? After hearing this, the aunt hurriedly put them in the bag again, thinking that she still wanted to collect them.
It was a round number. I guessed that I had to collect two pounds. This time the man was really angry and said, "Look, you are a real person. I don't want so much. Why did you put so much in it?"
I stood aside and listened, and quickly came to the rescue, saying, "You weighed one catty and two taels, which is an integer, and it costs three yuan." Before the aunt could finish weighing, the man said angrily, "Forget it, forget it, I
I didn’t buy it. My aunt said, don’t buy it if you don’t want to buy it. Anyway, I don’t have much chili peppers, so they were sold out in a while. After the man left, I continued to buy chili peppers. I didn’t want too much, so I told her it would cost one yuan. So I
I grabbed a little and asked her to weigh it. She weighed it and kept grabbing it. I asked why it was so little? She said that one dollar was only a little over three taels. I said no, it was exactly four taels. Then she added another
Four taels. At this time, I finally figured it out. It turned out that the aunt couldn't settle accounts. Because she couldn't settle accounts, she wanted to round up the whole number. Suddenly I thought: That man really shouldn't be angry. Think about how cute he is.
Old man, it's too late to be happy. Now that I think of this scene, I can't help but laugh.
I found that I really like places like this, because I think they are very real. This kind of place is the most real life of ordinary people, and they show their true nature. Even if they are a little bit temperamental or use some little tricks, it is still
What emerges is the most simple side of being a human being.
I believe that even if many people reach a relatively high position after struggle, they still miss or miss their ordinary life in their hearts. The more successful a person is, the more he will miss himself.
Those innocent times they had. Because they have gone through all kinds of ups and downs to reach that point, in fact, their hearts are already tired. It’s just because of greater ideals, or greater desires, or they have already
Riding a tiger and being unable to dismount, etc. force them to keep moving forward and upward. These are invisible forces that are simply difficult to control.
Now I am not very successful, but I already feel tired. Recently, I often dream about my childhood home, the small courtyard in the small city: the dilapidated building, the inside of the courtyard
There are those Paulownia trees, as well as the stone tables and chairs under the Paulownia trees. I remember that my father used to play chess with his colleagues there. By the way, there is a pond not far away. Whenever summer comes,
At that time, the lotus flowers in the pond were in full bloom, and the frogs sounded like thunder at night. There were no characters in my dream, only the scenes that remained in my mind, and there was no sound. But after I woke up, I felt that in my dream
It seems that there is, but after careful recall, I find that there seems to be no. Anyway, scenes from the places where I lived as a child will always appear in my dreams. Although I don't have such dreams every day, once I am in a bad mood one day,
Or when I encounter some difficulties at work, such a dream will always appear. The same place, the same picture, and those pictures are so clear, as if I am personally there.
Such dreams do not need to be analyzed, because I know exactly what kind of subconsciousness they express: how much I don’t want to grow up now, and how much I miss my carefree childhood. This contrasts
Express your own anxiety and exhaustion about reality.
By the way, I have been having a dream recently. I remember this dream has appeared twice: I dreamed that my teeth were broken. One of them was about to break away from my gums, so I reached out and reached for it.
When I pulled it, I found that it was still slightly connected to my gums, but after I pulled it gently, it was on my hand, outside my mouth. This is the first time I have done anything about tooth loss.
dream.
The second time it was even stranger. I dreamed that one of my teeth was about to fall out. It was also slightly connected to the gums, and I pulled it out with my hands. However, I suddenly felt that another tooth
There seemed to be something wrong with the tooth, so I touched it with my hand, and immediately found that the tooth was also loose. Then I pulled it out hard, and it fell out. Then, I found that a few more teeth were loose, so I continued like that.
I did it. As a result, my mouth became ugly with several toothless spots. In the dream, I thought that I must immediately replace those teeth with the best artificial teeth. At the same time, I was still rejoicing: Fortunately, the other teeth
There is no problem with the teeth.
I still remembered this dream during the day, so I went online to check what this dream meant. Of course I checked "Dream Interpretation by Zhou Gong". Since I went to Tibet once, I found that I am more superstitious. But the results of the query
But it made me feel very bad. "Dream Interpretation by Zhou Gong" said that it meant that my father might have a big problem.
So I quietly called my mother to ask how my father was doing recently. My mother said that my father was as energetic as a young man recently and was busy in the company every day.
I immediately felt that I was too superstitious, and at the same time I felt that I should not be so superstitious. So I began to analyze my dream from a psychological perspective. The result was immediately clear -
That is actually a subconscious memory of the process of losing my teeth as a child. In fact, it is still the same as the previous dream. I miss my carefree childhood life very much. And the second one
The dream had an additional meaning: it was my inner anxiety. I was worried that my body would slowly start to age. Teeth are one of the elements that represent whether the body is old. In the dream, I thought about getting my teeth filled, and immediately I
My subconscious wanted to cover up my old age. Furthermore, I was fortunate to find that my other teeth didn’t have any problems. This was actually because I was comforting myself in my heart: In fact, your body is not as you imagined.
So bad.
This is what I think in my subconscious mind. (To be continued)