Suddenly something came to mind. After he almost calmed down, he picked up the phone and called the hospital office, "Director Jiang, didn't you say you wanted to talk to me about something? Come on now."
She came soon.
I first said: "There are too many things going on recently. Is there anything that has delayed your work?"
She shook her head, "Dean Feng, I want to resign."
I was very surprised.
Last time when Jian Yi said he was going to demote her, I think it's understandable that she proposed to resign. After all, it involves a face issue. But this problem doesn't exist now? What's wrong with her?
I looked at her in surprise, "Director Jiang, why is this? Tell me your reasons."
She said with a sad expression: "Dean Feng, I feel very humiliated."
I seemed to understand somewhat, but I didn’t seem to understand very well, “Director Jiang, did Secretary Jian criticize you again? It’s not that big of a deal. At work, how can I not be criticized by my superiors? I’m not the same
?It’s not a big deal, just think about it.”
She shook her head and said: "No, she didn't criticize me. It's because I don't want to continue doing it. People in the hospital always look at me strangely now. Everyone knows about Chu Dingnan and me. Feng
Dean, although I have made mistakes, I am a woman... I really have no shame in doing this anymore. Rather than continue to be reviled in the future, it is better to leave now. Dean Feng, I am very grateful to you because you let me
I have returned to my original position, and even if I resign now, it is still relatively decent. Thank you, Dean Feng, I did something sorry for you in the past, but you ignored the fault of the villain. I am really grateful to you." Then.
, she took out a piece of printed paper and handed it to me, "Dean Feng, I have decided. This is my resignation application. Please agree to my resignation."
I was a little hesitant, "Director Jiang, why are you bothering? The Chu Dingnan incident has passed. If you feel that people are looking at you wrong, that is entirely your personal psychological feeling. I believe that everyone will not be too
That's how I treat your past affairs. You see, everyone agrees with your work ability, so they let you come back as the director of the hospital office. Director Jiang, I think you should think about it carefully before speaking.
What do you think?"
She shook her head, "Dean Feng, please stop trying to persuade me. I have already thought about it. I am no longer a young girl in her teens or twenties, and I will not make decisions impulsively. Anyway, I have already decided. In fact,
It doesn’t matter whether your leaders agree or disagree. Dean Feng, I respect you very much in my heart, so I report to you first before resigning."
After hearing what she said, I immediately understood her determination. So I went to take her resignation application, "Director Jiang, so, what new job are you going to do in the future? Have you thought about this?
Yet?"
She shook her head and said: "It doesn't matter, I won't starve to death anyway. Dean Feng, didn't you say that I am capable? I think that maybe it will be better for me to go out and do it by myself in the future than in the work unit."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly and thought to myself: Some things are not so easy if you really do it yourself. Competence in the unit and the ability to start your own business are not completely equivalent, because being capable in the unit includes a kind of "obedience"
"The premise is that people who are disobedient but have certain abilities are called thorns. Such people may be the ones who can really start their own business.
Of course, this was just what I was thinking. Then I asked her: "Director Jiang, have you reported this matter to Secretary Jian? She is the party committee secretary, so you should report this matter to her first.
"
She shook her head and said: "I don't want to go find her. Anyway, I have decided not to do it, so I don't bother to look at her face. Dean Feng, I have completely decided on this matter. As for your agreement as the leader,
It doesn’t matter to me. Anyway, from now on I will look for food on my own and be a free man. It’s up to you."
I sighed: "Okay. Director Jiang, since you have said it to this extent, what else can I say? Well, I will go and talk to Secretary Jian about this matter right away."
She said: "Thank you, Dean Feng. I really appreciate you. Dean Feng, I'm sorry for what happened in the past."
After she finished speaking, she bowed deeply to me and shed tears at the same time. I was also very sad.
She then turned and left.
I sighed for a long time, and then I went to Jian Yi with her resignation application. Just now I took a look at her resignation application, and it was actually just a few words: Hospital leader: I resigned from public office due to personal reasons and sought my own livelihood.
Occupation. Please approve. Behind is her autograph.
Jian Yi immediately became angry after hearing my explanation of the situation, "Why didn't she come to me when she resigned? I am the party committee secretary, and she is a party member and a middle-level cadre. She has too little sense of organization in her eyes, right?"
"
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Secretary Jian, to a person who is already determined to resign, what's the use of talking about this? They don't want anything now, so we'd better just agree to it and forget it."
She said angrily: "What if I don't agree?"
I couldn't laugh or cry even more, "I said, they have already resigned. What role does it play if you don't agree? It's just that they don't come to work. At that time, the most we can do is punish them, fire them or something like that. Aren't the results the same?
?On the contrary, it made the relationship so tense. I don’t think it’s necessary.”
She said: "She is the one who is firing us now. If we fire her, we are the one who fires her. How can this be the same?"
I felt that the woman in front of me was really unreasonable sometimes, but I continued to persuade her, "Secretary Jian, what era is it now? An era of free flow of talents. When people want to resign, we should not stop them. Now
We agree to her resignation, which will make our employees think that we are generous and open-minded. If we pointlessly obstruct her, the employees will think that we are narrow-minded and conservative. Our hospital has just carried out reforms, so we cannot
Because such small things affect the overall situation. I think we should give employees a new atmosphere. For things like this, we should fully respect employees' independent choices. Didn't you say that talents must be mobile to be dynamic?
I think the talent flow should not just be carried out within us, but should be extended to the whole society. Now that Jiang Mei has resigned, is this a good thing? Isn’t there one more person in our establishment?
Wouldn’t it be more convenient for us to introduce management or academic experts in the future? Do you think so, Secretary Jian?”
After hearing what I said, she immediately laughed and said, "Dean Feng, you really know how to do ideological work. Okay, I'm convinced by you. Okay, I agree."
I breathed a long sigh of relief, but I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: Who told you that you are not a party member? So you can only beg her in such a low voice.
I was about to leave, but suddenly I remembered something else, "Secretary Jian, didn't Director Zou say last time that he would transfer a vice-dean to us? And he seemed to have said that the vice-dean would be here soon.
It’s almost there. It’s been so long, why is there no news at all? Do you know what’s going on?”
She shook her head, "I don't know either. How about I ask the team leader at the Health Department, okay?"
I nodded and left immediately. Of course, she could only ask about this matter, because she was the party committee secretary after all.
In my contact with this woman, I found a trick, which is to try to persuade her according to her temper in everything. Although this makes me feel very uncomfortable, all my starting points are for a certain purpose of my own.
As long as the goal is achieved, the method is not important.
Jiang Mei was indeed determined to resign. She completed all the resignation procedures in the afternoon. I knew this because she came to my office again and said, "Dean Feng, thank you.
Helped me convince Secretary Jian. I know she likes to act weird, otherwise things wouldn’t have happened so quickly. Dean Feng, I won’t be coming to work starting tomorrow, so I’m here to say hello. Dean Feng
, thank you."
I suddenly felt a sense of loss in my heart, "Director Jiang, after all, we have worked together, and your resignation makes me feel sad. By the way, you have said hello to Dean Shen and Dean Deng.
?"
She shook her head and said: "No, this is not a happy event. I will leave quietly by myself."
I said to her softly: "Director Jiang, I still say the same thing. You and they have worked together for a while. This is how people are formed in this life. Although you think it doesn't matter now, I believe you will still miss me in the future."
Director Jiang, who has experienced this period of life while working in our hospital, go and say hello to them. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, we will still have each other to look after. What do you think?"
Then she nodded, "Okay, I'll listen to you. Dean Feng, thank you."
Watching her leave, I suddenly had mixed feelings in my heart: This woman is actually not easy... At the same time, I couldn't help but feel that her choice might be the right one: rather than being talked about behind her back in the workplace.
If she looks down on her, she might as well go out and do her own business. Also, her matter seems to have not been settled yet. Isn't it a wise move for her to make such a choice? In this way, she can at least stay away from this world of right and wrong.
At the same time, it also achieves the purpose of avoiding disaster.
I feel that Deng Feng and Shen Zhongyuan must have already known about Jiang Mei's resignation. It is impossible to keep such a matter secret in our hospital. During the process of her resignation procedures, someone will definitely tell this matter quickly.
The news was reported to them. However, what surprised me was that neither of them came to ask me about Jiang Mei's resignation.
This thing is so strange. Only then did I feel such strangeness.
But I don’t want to think about this matter anymore. After all, Jiang Mei has left, and it becomes meaningless to think about such things. At this time, what I experienced last night suddenly appeared in my heart.
After that fearful incident, my mood suddenly dropped to the extreme, and it was not until this moment that I suddenly felt lucky to have survived the disaster.
Is Shangguanqin really still in Jiangnan? Is the person who appeared in my room last night really her? That was not a dream at all? If this is really the case, then why did she not continue to harm me later?
?Did someone really stop her? The person who stopped her was really Huang Shang?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but touch the area on my shoulder near my neck, and immediately felt that there still seemed to be a dull pain inside.
I continued to think: Why did Huang Shang conceal this matter from me? Is he trying to hide the truth or do he not want me to continue to be afraid? Is it to avoid exposing the fact that Shangguanqin is still in our Jiangnan or to eliminate the pain I have experienced?
The fear after what happened last night?
I know that maybe there will never be an answer to all this, because everything Huang Shang has done has completely demonstrated this.
I suddenly felt depressed and panicked, and the fear that brought me last night was still lingering in my heart. I stood up and immediately opened the door of the office. When I smelled the fresh air outside,
I immediately felt much more comfortable, so I simply went outside and took a few deep breaths. In front of the corridor was the inpatient building of the hospital, and next to the inpatient building was the outpatient clinic. You can also see the walls of the hospital from here. They will be demolished soon.
, everything in the hospital will undergo tremendous changes.
At this moment, when I looked at most of the buildings in the hospital, I immediately felt that I was more energetic, but what followed was a greater joy deep in my heart: I was so close to death last night, and
At this moment I am still alive and well.
At this moment, I truly knew what it meant to feel like I was in another world. At the same time, I also felt something: the fear I experienced last night may always exist in my subconscious, and that kind of fear will always be with me.
my whole life.
Now I can't help but regret a little: If I had known this earlier, why did I have to find out whether it was a dream or something that really happened? Instead of basically understanding it now, it will bring me this lifelong companionship.
It's better to treat it as a dream than to feel such fear. I couldn't help but painfully thought in my heart: Maybe, I will be shrouded in nightmares for countless nights in the future.
It's like this. In the countless nights that followed, I woke up from my dreams more than once. Every time I woke up, I was covered in cold sweat. My dream was the same every time, it was Shangguanqin's pair of eyes staring at me.
's eyes.
Such a nightmare appeared that night. Even after I learned the news of Shangguanqin's death, such dreams still appeared again and again. This was one of the reasons why I later stayed away from my homeland and settled in another country.
That day, when I was standing outside the office breathing the fresh air and looking at the buildings inside the hospital under my jurisdiction, I suddenly saw Jiang Mei coming out of an office. She was crying.
She didn't see me there. After she came out of that office, she lowered her head and cried and ran to the other side. I could see very clearly that she ran out of Deng Feng's office.
I don’t know what happened, but now I am no longer curious about such things. After experiencing so many things, I know one thing deeply: if it doesn’t concern you, you should stay away as much as possible. Being too curious is
It will add countless troubles to yourself.
I immediately entered the office.
There are some things that you can't hide from. Deng Feng came to my office.
"Dean Feng, why do you agree to Jiang Mei's resignation?" he asked me as soon as he came in.
I looked at him in surprise, "You shouldn't ask me this question, right? Even if you want to ask me, you should have asked me earlier, right?"
He shook his head and said: "I went out to do something today. I went to the district government with Dai Qian. I just came back not long ago. What is all this? Jiang Mei just came to my office and said a few words.
She ran away crying. Dean Feng, how could this happen?"
I thought to myself: So that's it. I said: "She is determined to resign. What else can she do if I don't approve it? She said it herself, my approval and disapproval are the same. She won't go to work anyway.
Dean Deng, I think you should also understand her. She is a woman. After experiencing something like that, especially now she feels that she is often talked about by others and looked at with strange eyes. Tell me,
What else can she do? We can't help with this kind of thing? Can we force people not to talk about her? It's impossible."
He shook his head and said: "Oh! That's true. This woman is really pitiful. Dean Feng, do you think we should treat her to a meal?"
I didn't expect him to make such a suggestion, "Dean Deng, let's forget this matter? After all, she is resigning. And I guess she herself is not willing to come to eat such a meal. Dean Deng, I think
Some things don't depend on the formality. If she has any difficulties in the future, everyone can help her more."
He was startled for a moment, then shook his head and said with a bitter smile: "Dean Feng, I think it's wrong. Anyway, you are right. People, one life per person. Alas!"
He sighed and left.
As get off work approached, I slowly started to get nervous: Where will I go tonight?
At this time, I felt so helpless in my heart, and then I realized that this was my true loneliness. Yes, when I need friends most now, I don’t know who to go to. In this full world
In a city with countless high-rise buildings and millions of people, I couldn't find a single friend.
I feel like such a failure.
There were sounds of doors closing one after another outside the office, which were the sounds of people leaving after get off work one after another. I think they are all happier than me, because they still have their own home. But what about me?
Now, I felt that I was the only one left in this building. I suddenly felt a kind of fear and panic in my heart. In my eagerness, I suddenly thought of someone, and it wasn’t until this moment that I realized: She is the one