No one can feel the warm feeling in my heart at this moment. Ever since Shangguanqin’s incident, no woman has ever been so gentle to me. It’s not that I don’t have it, it’s that I don’t want to have it.
But my heart is longing, and I really long to be embraced by such warmth. At this moment, such warmth is already embracing me, and my heart is slowly beginning to warm up.
I couldn't help but hug her waist.
When we were in the song city, my hands once touched the exposed skin of her waist, and even touched her breasts, but at that moment I only had lust, and at this moment, my hands were on her good-quality
outside of my coat, but I felt that she gave me a better feeling at this time.
We snuggled up and walked under the night of the city, completely forgetting to take a taxi. For me, how I hope that this kind of warmth can last forever.
There was a long period of silence between us, because I was thinking about what to say next but couldn't find the right words. As for why she stopped talking, I don't know. However,
I like this kind of silence, because this kind of silence can prevent the warm feelings in my heart from causing waves.
Later, she finally spoke, after the piercing horn of a speeding taxi. She said: "Teacher Feng, do you think I don't look like a student? Do you think I am a bad student?"
?”
I was stunned for a moment and then said: "In today's society, how can one say clearly what is good or bad in one word? Take me for example, there may be many people who think I am a bad person. Also, let's take
Let’s talk about this matter between us. Now that I agree with you to be my nanny, if you look at it according to traditional ethical concepts, I am basically a bad person. But I know: I am not a bad person.
"
She said softly: "Teacher Feng, you are really different from others. You are not hypocritical at all."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Wrong, I am also very hypocritical, but I don't want to be hypocritical all the time. That would be too tiring."
She said, her voice so soft that it made me feel even warmer, "I think so too. In fact, I don't want to become what I am now. Although my father's incident is one of the main reasons, it is not the most important reason.
the basic reason."
I was suddenly surprised, "What is that?"
She said: "My first time was lost under the force of a man. That incident caused damage in my heart that can never be erased. Teacher Feng, maybe I shouldn't tell you this incident about myself.
But I feel that since we are going to live together for a period of time in the future, I should let you know this. Otherwise, there may always be a gap between us."
I didn't expect it to be like this. Moreover, at this moment, my heart was filled with anger, "Who is that man?!"
I don’t know why, but I always feel that her matter has something to do with Manager Lu.
Now when I think about what I did, I realize that I was very impulsive at the time. That method was not only simple but should have no effect. However, the final result was exactly as I expected.
Isn't this kind of thing worth thinking about?
You know, I was acting on my own impulses at the time. I thought that way was good at the time, but later I felt that my way was really impulsive. And to be honest, I didn’t feel like I was doing that at all after I did that thing.
I didn’t even think about what the final outcome would be.
Because I don't care about the ending. What I care about is the truth or falsehood of what Udon Mei said to me. Because of this, I didn't think about other issues at the time. But on the contrary, the result was exactly what I needed.
The direction is developing.
Therefore, this matter seems strange.
Then, Udon-mei mentioned this incident just now, so my first thought was: the person who bullied her at the beginning should be related to Manager Lu.
Because of this, I couldn't help but ask her: Who is that man?"
My question was not just a casual question, but it also brought a kind of anger in my heart.
In this situation, when she revealed her feelings to me and said things she shouldn't have said to me, my rhetorical question had a different meaning - I was angry, really angry.
.
Moreover, my anger has a purpose, that is: I can avenge her for her if she needs it. Maybe I am impulsive, maybe there is an element of expansion in my subconscious, but I,
Really angry.
But she said to me: "Don't ask, I just want you to know about this. I just hope you can be gentler to me in the future."
My feeling of pity for her became even deeper, so I hugged her tightly into my arms.
In this season, the nights in our Jiangnan are still full of chill, and I also felt that she had shivered in my arms.
I said to her: "Let's take a taxi."
She answered me: "Yeah."
So I ran to the road to hail a taxi.
Soon, we arrived outside the community where I lived. Taxis were not allowed to enter the community, so we walked again. She put her hand into my arm again.
There is a large area of greenery in the community, and the nights here are bright and charming. When I passed the villa where Hong Ya once lived, I saw that the lake not far behind it was as level as a mirror, and there were no reflections of stars.
Without trembling at all, the lake is surrounded by azure blue and tranquility. It is really the same color as water and sky. The air here is so clear and transparent, the night sky is full of stars, and the deep blue night blends into a starry sky...
She was also fascinated by such a beautiful night. She said, "I really want to sit on the grass here and look at the stars in the sky."
I said: "Don't sit here, go to my terrace and watch it slowly later. I'll make you a pot of coffee."
She said: "Yeah."
Immediately, I felt her head begin to rest on my shoulder... (To be continued)