We walked forward slowly like this. At this moment, my heart was peaceful and warm. At the same time, I also had a shallow feeling of love.
However, I still feel that my extravagant hope is a kind of wishful thinking. Yes, it is definitely a kind of wishful thinking. Even Wu Dongmei said it herself. She just agreed to Ning Xiangru because of money and because of her love for me.
I am grateful, and she also said not to think about marrying her. So, she is just a nanny for me, a rather special nanny.
Soon, we arrived outside my villa, and I said to her: "We're here, right here."
She immediately said with envy: "Teacher Feng, I never thought you were so rich."
I felt a little proud in my heart, but what I said in my mouth was: "I bought it with my own money, but I have never been embezzled or bribed."
She came to look at me and said, "You are so awesome."
When a girl, and a beautiful girl at that, praises her like this in front of a man, as a man, I immediately feel more proud and confident.
I put my arm around her waist and said, "Let's go in."
At this moment, I felt her body tremble suddenly. I secretly felt a little strange, "What? Are you scared? Or, I will drive you back to school?"
She shook her head and said, "No, didn't you say you still want to make me some coffee? Do you still want to go to your terrace to look at the stars in the sky?"
I burst out laughing immediately, "Who is whose nanny?"
She couldn't help but laugh, "Well, I'll make myself coffee in a while, and then I'll go to the terrace alone to look at the stars."
I laughed and said, "How boring would that be? Forget it, I'll just be your nanny for the time being."
Opening the door of the villa, I entered first, then turned on the light and said, "Dongmei, please come in."
She entered and immediately exclaimed, "This is my first time entering a villa. Your place is so big and beautiful."
I turned on every light in the villa and said to her: "On weekdays, I live alone in this place, and I don't do much cleaning myself, so it's a little messy. Just take a look around. By the way,
You choose a room you like, and if you need anything else, you buy it yourself, and then I'll pay you."
She said: "Don't we live together?"
My heart suddenly stirred, "Now that you've moved in, won't we live together? I think it's better for us to live in our own rooms on weekdays, so that you can have a private space."
Don’t you still want to take the postgraduate entrance examination? That way it will be easier for you to review. What do you think?”
She looked at me and said, "Yeah. I listen to you."
I said to her softly: "Go and check out the room yourself. I'll go to the terrace and clean the tables and chairs there. Then I'll make coffee for you."
She came over and took my arm, looked up at me, and said coquettishly: "Teacher Feng, can you show me these rooms of yours?"
I was melted by her tenderness, "Okay, I'll take you to visit all the rooms."
So, I first took her to the kitchen, then the public bathroom, then my study, and every other room. Finally, I took her to see my master bedroom.
At this time, her face suddenly turned red. I can imagine what she was thinking in her heart at this moment, but I did not think of doing such a thing with her, because I felt that it was not good for such a thing to happen too hastily.
, the kind of thing between a man and a woman had better have a prelude and a certain emotional basis. Otherwise, it would be completely an animal, and it would be no different from sex or anything like that.
In my heart, I don't regard her as that kind of girl.
So I immediately took her out of my bedroom. Then we went to the terrace together. At this time, she said to me: "I'm going to get a rag. It's the one in the kitchen, right?"
I nodded, "Yes."
She went immediately, and soon brought a basin of water, and of course a rag. I said, "I'm going to get a kettle for boiling water, as well as coffee and a coffee cup."
When I took those things to the terrace, she had already wiped the tables and chairs on the terrace clean.
There is a big parasol on my terrace, and under the parasol are white leisure tables and chairs. Hong Ya arranged these things for me at that time, but I rarely have the leisure to sit here and enjoy them.
night.
At this moment, when I look at this place, I can't help but feel a sense of emotion in my heart, and at the same time I also have a sense of longing: Hong Ya, how are you in a foreign country?
I sat down and immediately raised my head to look at the sky. The first thing that came to my mind at this moment was: I wonder which star in the sky Hong Ya is under at this moment?
Staring at the stars in the sky, big and small, flickering in and out, I suddenly felt a lot of emotions: The universe is infinite, but life is limited...
At this moment, the tired moon hid behind the clouds, leaving only a few stars standing guard.
At night, with the breeze blowing, she sat next to me, and then followed me and looked up at the night sky, "It's so nice here."
I don’t know whether she was talking about my terrace or the sky above the terrace. At this time, the moon had come out of the clouds. It looked very dazzling, with seemingly small stars embedded next to it. On such a night
, I find that I can temporarily stop thinking about those sad and troublesome things, and can quietly look up like this. Having her beside me makes my heart more peaceful and leisurely.
I'm thinking, what is the most important thing for a person living in this world? I think it is to live freely, live magnanimously, and live happily. But if a person really wants to achieve these, it is indeed not easy.
For example, this is the case in my own life. My past was not completely happy, and it is still the case now. Although she is by my side at the moment, she does not belong to me.
The wind was still blowing gently, and I felt tired when looking at the sky. At this moment, the water in the kettle was boiling.
I was about to make coffee but she stood up first and said, "I'll go ahead."
So I didn't move. It was instant coffee anyway, so it was easy to do something like that.
She did it very carefully: she poured the coffee into the cup, poured in the boiling water, then added some sugar cubes, and then gently stirred it with a small spoon. She put the coffee on the table next to me, "Mr. Feng, you
of."
I took a sip and said, "Well, it tastes really good."
She smiled and said: "Teacher Feng, are you praising your own coffee or are you praising my coffee-making skills?"
I also laughed, "I mean my boiling water boils well."
She laughed and said, "Teacher Feng, you are so funny."
I said: "Haha. Really?"
She tilted her head and looked at me, "Teacher Feng, do you know what kind of men girls like the most?"
I didn't expect her mind to jump so much, "What kind of thing?"
She smiled and said to me: "Girls like the most men who can make girls laugh."
I couldn't help but laugh, "Oh? I understand. It turns out that the story about a certain emperor in ancient times playing tricks on the princes with beacon fire should be true. It seems that it is really not easy to make a beautiful woman smile."
She kept laughing, "That's what it means anyway. If a man wants a girl to like him, he must be able to make her laugh. If a woman laughs, it means she has a crush on you."
I laughed and said, "This is the first time I've heard someone say such a thing."
She looked at me and smiled, and my heart was suddenly rippled by her again. But she continued to say: "Teacher Feng, do you know what a man should do to make a woman unable to leave you again?"
I felt that what she said today seemed a bit unfathomable, and I didn’t know why she would ask me such a question. I said, “I’m not a relationship expert, how can I know this?”
She said: "Me neither? I heard what others said, but I think it makes sense."
I laughed "haha", "Really? Then come and let me listen."
She said: "If you want a woman to like you, you have to make her laugh. But if you want a woman to be unable to leave you, it's just the opposite. Then you have to make her cry."
I was suddenly surprised, "What's the point?"
She said: "When a woman cries, it's because she cares too much about you."
I seemed to understand, but I didn't quite agree with her statement, "That's too cruel. I won't do it."
She said: "As the saying goes, if a man is not bad, a woman will not love him. In fact, this is the truth. Haha! Teacher Feng, please don't make me cry in the future, otherwise you will be in great trouble."
After she finished speaking, she began to look at me charmingly. Her eyes were filled with light under the night sky. Her eyes at this moment were full of great temptation for me. I couldn't help but reach out and hold her hand, "
Dongmei…”
She was still looking at me like that, "Let's go inside, it's a little cold outside."
Her words touched my heart like a thread, and I couldn't help but stand up slowly. Her hand was still in mine, and when we stood up, her body immediately moved towards me.
She came closer. I suddenly hugged her into my arms.
Her face gently pressed against my cheek, letting me feel the smoothness of her skin. (To be continued)