Everyone in the car looked away in embarrassment, and I immediately felt the awkward atmosphere in the car. "Zhuang Qing, why bother? People like this can just ignore her." I said to her softly.
She was still excited, her mouth moved but she didn't speak anymore, but her chest rose and fell violently.
I went to hold her little hand and said, "Zhuang Qing, we came out today to relax, don't pay attention to those things."
"She is so thick-skinned. She used to approach you because of the project, but now she has the nerve to call you. I asked Chen Yuan, this woman didn't even call her once after Chen Yuan didn't go to work at her place.
Who is this! What a fool!" She still said angrily.
I immediately laughed, "Look, why are you angry again? Since she is such a person, why do you still care about her? It's not worth it. If you are so angry, aren't you asking for trouble? Her man did this
After something like that happened, there is nothing she can do now, right? Now she is like a drowning person, grabbing a straw as a life-saving thing. Ignore her, let's be happy, okay?"
She leaned towards me again and said, "Feng Xiao, please turn off your phone."
I smiled and said, "Okay. Just throw it away."
It was the same bridge, and she and I got off the car.
Today she was not as cheerful as last time. She stood by the railing of the bridge and looked down at the river below. I went over and hugged her, "Zhuang Qing, I liked your appearance better last time. You were so lively and cute then.
"How bad is it that you look so worried today? Don't you think so?" I said to her. Because of her depressed look, I didn't know how to persuade her for a while, so I didn't say much.
Persuasive. Only my voice is gentle and full of emotion. In fact, this sentence comes from my heart.
Fortunately, my emotion infected her, and she turned sideways to look at me, "Feng Xiao, let's just sit here and wait for the boat to come, and then we'll leave when the train comes, okay?"
I was very happy and said, "Okay."
So we sat down. It was already early winter, and she was wearing trousers and leather shoes. So was I. She stretched her legs out of the railing and began to shake. My mind immediately flashed to the pair of shoes she wore when she was wearing a skirt.
Nice calves come.
"Zhuang Qing, do you still remember? It seems that we were sitting here when we first came here. You were wearing a skirt at that time. When you got off the car, you kicked off your shoes and then put your
The legs stretched out outside the railing, and they kept swaying, so beautiful." I hugged her and said to her softly.
She came to see me, her eyes were clear, soft and smiling, "Feng Xiao, you seem to like my calves very much, don't you? You have come to kiss me there several times. I think you are so cute."
"Maybe you don't even know how beautiful your calves are. Really, they are so beautiful. By the way, when I was in high school, I once saw a painting on the cover of a magazine. The name of the painting was
"Morning Song", when I saw that painting, I was immediately shocked because the girl's calves in the painting were so beautiful. I still clearly remember the look of that painting. Zhuang Qing, you know
? Your calves are exactly the same as those in that painting, but they are more vivid and vivid, because you are right next to me, you are real, and that painting is fake." I said, that painting and
Zhuang Qing's calves under her skirt in summer flashed in my mind at the same time.
"Really?" She looked at me and smiled.
I nodded.
She shook her head, "I don't believe it." Then she broke away from my arms and stood next to me. She lifted up her legs and looked down, "It's nothing. Aren't they just legs?"
"
I think her calves today are not as beautiful as I remember them, but they are still fair and well-proportioned. "Maybe she has to wear a skirt to feel like that." I said.
She glanced at me and said, "Did you lie to me? I don't believe it."
"Really. By the way, do you have any photos from summer? If you don't believe it, you can find it after we go back." I said, speaking to her very seriously.
"Feng Xiao, what does that portrait you mentioned look like? Come and see me when you get back, okay?" she asked me, tilting her head.
"Okay." I said, and immediately went to put down her pants. "The weather is cold, don't freeze your beautiful calves."
When I put down her pants, my hand touched the skin of her calf. I suddenly felt my heart tremble, and I couldn't help but started to touch it gently. She giggled and said, "Feng Xiao, there is something wrong with you. How could you do this?"
Do you like other people's calves? Haha!" She dodged and ran towards the other side of the bridge.
I stood up in a hurry and followed her, "Zhuang Qing, really, I didn't lie to you."
On the other side of the bridge, she and I sat down again, her head resting on my shoulder, "Feng Xiao, is Song Mei really dead?"
I was stunned and didn't know how to answer her question. I thought for a while and said, "Zhuang Qing, you love him very much. You still love him like this until now. Is that right?"
She nodded, slightly, and then made a faint voice, "Yes. It's a pity that he doesn't love me."
I immediately went to hold her hand, and suddenly felt that her hand was a little cold, so I took her other hand over, took my two hands and held them in the palm of my hand, "Zhuang Qing
,Then, do you really like me?"
After asking, I suddenly became nervous.
After I asked this question, I immediately began to regret it. I suddenly felt a kind of fear. I was afraid that she would give me a terrible answer.
The first time we were here, she didn't love me at all at that time. According to her, she just liked me, and she just used me as a tool to get revenge on Song Mei. Time has passed, and everything has changed now, and
But I clearly know that the person she loves most in her heart is still Song Mei.
Now, at this moment, I am thinking anxiously: What should I do if she really says that she doesn't actually love me? Yes, if she really says that, how should I say the following to her?
, and how to deal with our future relationship?
"Hey..." She sighed longly. Her sigh immediately made my heart tense.
"Zhuang Qing..." I called her fearfully and uneasily.
"Feng Xiao, are you still doubting me? I've given you everything, including my heart. Aren't you still satisfied?" she said quietly.
I was overjoyed, but still frightened, "But..."
"Song Mei is the first man I like and my first love. How could I forget him? Feng Xiao, you don't know, he did that to me but I never hate him. I know he is very
It’s bad, but I just can’t forget him. Why do you think this is?”
I was stunned for a moment, "This...Song Mei has many advantages. If you like him, you naturally have reasons for liking him."
"No." She shook her head and said, "Feng Xiao, in fact you are also very bad. Don't think that I don't know about your relationship with Director Lin. Although I deliberately let Chen Yuan be good to you, but in my heart
She is also very jealous of her. Feng Xiao, have you ever thought about your future since you have had relationships with so many women?"
Her words made me immediately nervous, "Zhuang Qing..."
"Feng Xiao, actually you are not that bad. Compared with Song Mei, you are still a very good person." I was at a loss when I suddenly heard her saying with a smile.
Now I felt ashamed, "Zhuang Qing, I am indeed bad. In fact, I also want to be a good person. But what should I do now? What should you and Chen Yuan do?"
She shook her head, "The bad thing about you is that you are not strong-willed. In fact, you are quite like a human being." After she finished speaking, she started to chuckle.
I was surprised, "Who do I look like?"
"There is a person in Jin Yong's novels, Prince Duan. I think you are similar to that person. You fall in love with beautiful women when you see them, but you also really like every woman. Like him, you are the kind of person who likes new things.
Never get tired of old men." She said with a smile.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "I...how am I that kind of person?" After thinking about it, it seemed that what she said was quite right.
"Feng Xiao, you are the kind of man who has never loved anyone before, but once you fall in love with someone else, you love him all the time. Don't you think so?" she asked me.
I was so ashamed, "It seems...well, it seems so. No, it seems not. We have so many beautiful female patients in the obstetrics and gynecology department, but I haven't seen any of them fall in love with each other."
"You like pure girls. But it doesn't seem to be the case. Director Lin..." she said, and I interrupted her hastily, "Zhuang Qing, please stop talking. I, I will never do this again."
Already."
"It's up to you. You're not my husband anyway. Feng Xiao, I find you are very selfish. Even if I don't like you or love you, don't you think you're at a disadvantage?" she said.
I suddenly felt embarrassed, "Zhuang Qing, that's not the case. I just think that since you don't like me, there is no need for us to continue like this. You are a woman and you are still young. You should find a girl now."
You like your own man. If you and I continue like this, it will be a complete waste and a waste of your own youth. Don’t you think so?"
"You mean, if I like you and love you, then we can continue?" She asked me back.
I was stunned again, and I found myself in a dilemma. Yes, Feng Xiao, even if someone likes you and loves you, what can you give her? Family? Wealth? You can't give anyone anything, just
could ultimately bring harm to her.
"Zhuang Qing, I was wrong." I sighed and moved my hand away from her body.
However, she came and grabbed my hand and put my hand on her waist again, "So I just said that you are not a bad person. You are so good to the patients and you are so good to me and Chen Yuan."