To be honest, I now realize that living in the villa is not comfortable. It’s too big inside. Even though Udon Mei is with me now, I still feel it’s too big. Every night when Udon Mei and I talk at home, I can feel it.
Got a reply.
Regarding my driver, I just talked to him by the way. After all, on the way to work, and today is my first day at work, we have to have something to talk about, right? Of course, I think my suggestion is
For his own good, because I think the future development on the other side of the river should be very good.
Our Jiangnan Provincial City has always been developed within the scope of the original old city, and then slowly expanded towards the north. The other side of the river is the west side of the city. Because of the mountains, it has always been considered that the space for expansion is limited, and it has always been used as a
The city's forest park is being planned. The development across the river has happened in recent years. The provincial recruitment office is placed in such a place. I guess it is mainly because the land is relatively cheaper. Of course, there may be another situation.
, for example, the government does not pay enough attention to this area. After all, the Provincial Admissions Office is just a department under the Provincial Education Commission.
I was thinking to myself, if the office building was built there because the authorities did not pay enough attention to the recruitment work, then my future work may not be so smooth.
In fact, I already feel this way in my heart, because I have always discovered a pattern: the places Lin Yu arranges for me to go are not so conspicuous. After all, the organization promoted me too quickly, so she can only do this
arrange.
My promotion did not violate organizational procedures. Because I was an associate professor, it was normal for me to be promoted from associate professor to deputy director of the department. It was also normal for me to be promoted to director. Then it was natural for me to serve as director in a medical university, and then on this basis, I went to the province.
I was promoted half a rank in the Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital at the same time and no one gossiped. Now whether I am assigned to the Provincial Admissions Office or a horizontal transfer, no one will say anything. What’s more, the Provincial Admissions Office is still under the jurisdiction of the Education Committee.
That is to say, my job has actually always been within the larger system where I once worked, because the Medical University is not only under the jurisdiction of the Department of Health, but is also a subordinate unit of the Provincial Education Commission.
Jiangnan Medical University is different from other comprehensive universities in that it is not included in the direct management scope of the State Education Commission. In the final analysis, it is a local university. Although the official position of the Medical University is the same as the top leader of the Provincial Education Commission, from the management level
In terms of authority, the Provincial Education Commission is still the superior unit.
Thinking of that possibility, I couldn't help but think of the current office conditions of the Provincial Education Commission that I saw yesterday, so I asked the driver: "Xiao Sui, why is the Provincial Education Commission still working in a place like that?"
That place is indeed too narrow. It would be okay if that site could be built into a high-rise building."
He said: "I don't know. That's a matter for the leaders. Haha! I've only been working for a year."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: Yes, why should I ask him such a question? So I asked him again: "Did you drive for my ex before?"
He replied: "Yeah. He just retired this year."
I immediately became interested, "How is my ex?"
He replied: "A very nice old man with a very kind temperament. He likes fishing very much and often lets me drive to the reservoir in the suburbs to fish on weekends. Director Feng, you don't know, now I see the fish on the dining table
The fish made me want to vomit. This old man’s fishing skills are so good. Every time I go out with him, he will catch a lot of fish. Once he caught a grass carp weighing more than 20 kilograms in the reservoir. In fact, he
My skills in cooking fish are also good, but I get bored after eating too much. Every time I take the fish we caught home, my parents also get tired of eating them."
I couldn't help but laugh, "Eating too much of anything will make people feel bored."
Suddenly, I suddenly remembered a place: that time, the reservoir where Shangguanqin and I went camping together. Have they ever been there to fish? Shangguanqin... It is a pity that she will never be here again.
The world is gone.
At this moment, my mood suddenly became low, and a bloody scene suddenly appeared in my mind: her body was twisted and lying on the ground after being shot, with her bright red blood flowing around her. Her face was because of
She became horribly pale due to blood loss, and her once beautiful figure and face became so terrifying.
I haven't seen what she looked like when she was shot to death, but I can imagine it. I have always felt deeply guilty about her. But sometimes I also think about what would have happened if I hadn't done that.
The result? In addition, I will also think about another question: Did I do this right or wrong?
However, I have never had answers to such questions. This is completely different from what I have said about Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan. For the two of them, I have a very clear concept in my heart: I am sorry for them, very sorry.
Sorry for them.
I stopped talking, and my driver didn't come to me to say anything. I felt that he must be a very well-behaved driver.
We finally arrived at the office building recruited by the province. It is indeed on the riverside, and the office building occupies a large area, covering an area of at least ten acres. Next to the podium is a building about fifteen stories high.
, but the design of the building is quite ordinary and doesn’t seem to have many features.
In addition to the greenery outside the building, there is a parking lot, but I found that there were only a few sparse cars in the parking lot. It seemed that the place was too empty. At this moment, a word suddenly appeared in my mind:
Qingshui Yamen.
After getting off the car, I stood under the building. In the open space of the parking lot, I looked up and saw that there was a foggy sky above the top of the building. However, I only felt it after a few birds jumped and flew by.
There was a vivid feeling.
Then I turned around to look at the surroundings, and felt that it was relatively clean. However, the trees that had just been planted looked bare, and the surrounding area looked a bit withered. The feeling of "Qingshui Yamen" became even stronger.
I looked at the time and found that it was already half past eight, but there was no life in the building. I asked Xiao Sui, "Why hasn't anyone come to work yet?"
He said: "You don't go to work until nine o'clock. Yesterday you asked me to pick you up at 7:30, and I was going to remind you, but I thought you knew the time to go to work, and I also thought you wanted to come earlier to familiarize yourself with the situation, so
I don’t have anything more to say.”
I nodded, "Forget it, let's go to the back and have a look."
Then he and I went to the back of the office building. From here, I could see the stacked urban buildings on the other side of the river. Compared with the other side of the river, the place we were in looked a bit like a countryside. But the river was very good from here.
Because there is no obstruction in front of our eyes.
The river was quiet in the morning, with no ships passing by. The river flowed quietly under the light mist, and looked like a beautiful ink painting from a distance.
Then I looked at both sides of the place where I was, and found that there were many high-rise buildings on the right. I could tell that this was a newly developed community, because I found that those buildings were very new, and those buildings were close to the river.
There was no sign of anyone living on the balcony. You know, as long as there are people living on the balcony of the building, there will always be clothes hanging to dry.
To my left is a construction site, and there are also high-rise buildings rising from the ground. Obviously, this is a community that is being developed. If I want to buy a house, I must buy one that has already been built, because I don’t know when the off-plan house will be handed over. Well. I am planning to move here for the convenience of commuting to and from get off work.
I looked at the buildings on the other side, and then looked at the high-rise buildings in the community on the right. Suddenly I realized that those high-rise buildings seemed to be made of matchboxes, but they were stacked very neatly. At this moment, I
I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: Many people strive for this small space in their lives, and many people have spent several generations of property to have such a small space. But when we die, we will not be able to own such a small space.
It will be put into another small compartment and buried in the soil. Alas! Human life is so simple.
Xiao Sui stood beside me. I sighed and said to him: "Xiao Sui, are you in love?"
He replied: "Not yet."
I glanced at him and then smiled and said: "Don't be anxious, take your time. You must be careful when choosing your wife."
He smiled and said: "I don't have high requirements, as long as it is pleasing to the eye."
I burst out laughing immediately, "This requirement is not too high, but it is not low either. If it pleases your eyes... it means that you are very satisfied in your heart and are willing to spend the rest of your life with her."
He smiled sheepishly.
I immediately pointed to the construction site under construction on the left, "Xiao Sui, if you want to buy a house, buy it here. After all, off-plan housing is much cheaper, and you are not in a hurry to live in it now."
He looked at me and asked: "Director Feng, do you think it's really worth buying?"
At this moment, when I faced the river, my heart suddenly opened up. And now that I was standing on my own three-quarter acre of land, a surge of pride suddenly surged in my heart, and I suddenly felt like I had just been there.
I forgot about that emotion, "Haha! Xiao Sui, just go ahead and buy it. If you find that the house price has dropped after buying it, I will buy it for you at the original price. No, I will also add the interest you have paid. I will
Do you believe what people say?"
He immediately laughed and said, "Director Feng, of course I believe you. Buying a house is also an investment. It may make money or lose money. Once I make my own decision, I will bear the risk myself. How can I pass the risk on to someone else?"
What about you? Director Feng, I heard that you are the son-in-law of Boss Lin, the richest man in Jiangnan. Boss Lin is the largest real estate developer in Jiangnan. Of course I believe what you say."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: Why did you tell me about my relationship with Lin Yi again? But I think this young man is still very good. At least he knows that investment has risks, and you can only bear the risks yourself. In addition, I also
I understand, now that he knows about my relationship with Lin Yi, everyone else here should also know.
But it doesn't matter, because I know that it will be a matter of time before my new subordinates find out about my relationship with Lin Yi, because I can't avoid it and it's impossible to avoid it.
Maybe people will think that I am where I am now entirely because of Lin Yi. But in my heart, I hope everyone thinks so.
But one thing I know is that in the future I must achieve success at work, and I must increase the income of my employees under reasonable and legal circumstances. This is the most fundamental thing that will ultimately win everyone's respect.
I have fully realized this during my time working in the Provincial Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital.
Winning the respect of others is my greatest and most basic pursuit. I don’t want others to regard me as a loser who got my current position through connections.
Sometimes I think about how simple life is in fact, because I occasionally look back on my past life, only to find that except for my childhood, I seem to be living for face.
When I was in high school, I studied hard in order to get into a good university so that I could look good in front of my classmates, especially Zhao Menglei. Of course, my parents would be proud of me.
I still didn't relax when I was in college, because I felt that I would have a better future only after I was admitted to the postgraduate program. Unfortunately, I was very unsatisfied and failed to get admitted to the postgraduate program in obstetrics and gynecology, which made me feel a little ashamed and helpless.
. Also because of the problem of face, I almost cut off contact with my classmates. Later, step by step, I got to where I am today. Although I didn’t want to be an official in my heart, I later accepted the reality. In fact, I completely knew
Personally, the most fundamental reason why I don’t want to be an official is that I am afraid, and ultimately this fear is a kind of inferiority complex, because I feel that I do not have that ability.
But I came step by step, and all of this was given to me by Lin Yu. So I am very grateful to her in my heart, because she gave me everything I have now, and more importantly, she
It gave me the most fundamental thing, which is confidence as a man.
Confidence is very important for a man, because only a confident man will value his own face more and pursue what a man needs most: dignity.
From this, I also analyzed another side of myself, that is, my former bohemianness. Now I understand that my former bohemianism was actually for the release of my inner self. At that time, I really felt low self-esteem and was also very painful.
Because I don't know how much I can do, that's why I try to prove myself like that, or in other words, it's to release my desires from another aspect.
These are all things in my subconscious mind. Unfortunately, I didn’t know it at the time. But now, when I have reached this point, I suddenly understand that in my subconscious mind, I have the same ideals and desire for power as other men.
of.
Simply speaking from this point of view, there is no difference between me and Kang Demao.
In the obstetrics and gynecology hospital where I once worked, even Deng Feng, Shen Zhongyuan and others were no exception on this point.
"Let's go, take me to my office." After taking a few deep breaths, I looked at the time and then said to my driver. (To be continued)