She didn't speak, and after a while she whispered: "I didn't expect you to think so. It seems you are not that bad."
I smiled bitterly.
The car stopped outside the community. "Thank you, Shangguan." I said, and immediately prepared to get out of the car.
"Brother Feng." She suddenly called me.
"Is something wrong?" I asked.
"I think I won't be able to sleep tonight," she said.
I thought, "Why?"
"I'm scared," she said.
Now I felt strange, "What are you afraid of?"
"I just heard what you said about Sun Lulu, and I started to worry about myself because I have been feeling a bit swollen in that part of my body recently," she said.
"You're not pregnant, are you? Prolactin will be produced after pregnancy." I said. I was analyzing it for her from the perspective of obstetrics and gynecology.
"Brother Feng, what are you talking about? I'm still single, and besides, I've never been like that with a man." She said, a little ashamed and angry.
"Ah?" I was speechless immediately because I didn't expect her to be in such a situation. "Maybe it's a sensory issue. Generally speaking, it's fine."
"Would you please check it for me? Right now." She said, her voice was extremely low.
"I'm not a breast doctor." My voice was also very low, because I suddenly felt something strange, and I was also scared.
"You're so annoying. I've never been touched by a man before, but you pulled me up. I'm disgusting..." she said with a very annoyed tone and expression.
I was very excited, "But a place like this..."
She didn't speak. She stepped on the accelerator and the car suddenly swerved out. I was startled by her sudden movement, "What are you doing? Where are you going?"
She had stopped the car by the river. I couldn't see her expression in the darkness, but I could hear her rapid breathing.
She didn't speak. I didn't know what to say.
"Why don't you do it? You hate it, you know?" She finally spoke.
Me: "I..." I found that my voice was trembling, so I stretched out my hand and went to her chest... I felt that my hand was also shaking badly.
I unbuttoned her coat and found an open-collared sweater underneath, and a shirt underneath. I unbuttoned the shirt and immediately touched her bra underneath. Her body was shaking violently, and I was also
Feeling dry mouth.
I reached my hand to her back and unhooked her bra... My hand was immediately filled with her softness. It was small, very straight, and the texture was good. "Don't do this nonsense. You can only check it with me."
Is there something wrong?" I was trembling when I suddenly heard her saying, her voice was still trembling and her body was still shaking.
I quickly calmed down and quickly stepped into the role of a doctor.
Well, the texture is very uniform, and there seems to be no abnormality in the shape. I pinched it a few times and found no lumps. "It's okay," I said.
Her body no longer trembled so much. So I put my hand on her other breast and continued the previous action. When I put my hand on her other breast, her body started to tremble again.
She started to tremble. I had already let myself play the role of a doctor, but her trembling made my heart tremble again.
I tried my best to control my thoughts... Finally, I finished the inspection. I gently fastened her bra and then buttoned her several layers of clothes. "No problem," I said.
She didn't speak. At this moment, I suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.
"Is it really okay?" She suddenly made a voice.
"I think it's normal." I said.
"Then why do I feel bloated?" she asked.
I suddenly thought of a possibility, "Do you feel like that before and after your period?"
"Yes." she said.
I sighed, "This is normal. Hey! I drank too much today, why didn't I even think of this?"
"It's obvious that you want to take advantage of me," she said, and then she glared at me. In the darkness, I felt the way she was glaring at me.
I suddenly felt uneasy, "I really didn't think of it for a while."
What I didn't expect was that at this moment she suddenly laughed and said, "Brother Feng, now I really believe that you are a good person."
I looked at her in surprise, "So you are here to test me? Shangguan, is there anyone who tests people like you? You are the one who suffers."
"I do." She said, "You are the person that Mr. Lin has asked me to keep in touch with you for a long time. What is your character, what is your personality, etc., are all things I must understand."
I was very surprised, "Shangguan, am I really that important to you?"
"Yes. Very important." She said.
"Why?" I didn't understand.
"Because you can help our company get through the difficulties in the future," she said.
"What about going public?" I asked.
"Yeah." She replied.
I smiled bitterly, "Shangguan, you think so highly of me. I'm not as important as you think."
"If an important part of a machine does not work, the whole machine will not operate normally. Brother Feng, do you understand what I mean?" she asked.
I suddenly felt that what she said seemed to make some sense. A machine is just like our human body. Every organ in the human body is very important. Once a certain organ or function becomes abnormal, it will cause illness or death.
Death? Suddenly, I remembered an important thing. Damn it! How could I forget this thing?
Ouyang Tong, how is his condition now?
Wine is really a mess.
Originally, I wanted to call Ouyang Tong early in the evening to comfort him, or to see if there was anything he needed my help with, because after all, we are classmates, and we used to be very good classmates. In the afternoon
He would have been shocked when he first got the news, so it would have been inappropriate for me to continue telling him certain things at that time. But I believe that as long as some time passes, he will slowly accept this reality.
Moreover, I still feel lucky for him in my heart. I hope that there is no virus in his body.
At present, there are no effective drugs to treat viral infections in the world. For example, hepatitis virus, cold virus, etc. Many people do not know the fact that influenza ranks fourth among the diseases causing human death. In the 1960s
, tens of millions of people died from influenza in North America.
SARS, which once broke out all over the world, is also a viral infection. Because the SARS virus has six variants, it is difficult to treat. The variants are actually mutations of the virus. But SARS only has six variants after all, and six different drugs can be developed.
It has spread under control. The scary thing about HIV is that it will mutate when it enters the body of any animal. Because of this, it has become a terminal disease.
Now, I am very ashamed, because when Ouyang Tong was most disappointed, I was drinking and playing games like that. What was even worse was that I came here with Shangguan later.
I really forgot about this matter, I really forgot about him.
However, I can't make this call in Shangguan's car.
So, when I suddenly remembered this incident, I immediately asked to get out of the car.
"Are you angry?" Shangguan misunderstood what I meant.
I shook my head, "No, I suddenly thought of something important."
"I'll give it to you," she said.
I shook my head again, "No, I'll take a taxi myself." Suddenly I thought that she might misunderstand what bad things I was going to do next, so I hurriedly said: "Something happened to my classmate, and I forgot about it while drinking today.
Now I have to go to him immediately."
"It won't affect you if I see you there, right? I'll leave after I see you there. Now I'll be your secretary." She said with a very gentle voice.
"My classmate is in a very bad situation right now. He doesn't necessarily want to see me," I said.
"Then give him a call and ask." She reminded me.
I felt I had to say, "I suspect he has AIDS. I told him this afternoon, and I was worried that he wouldn't be able to accept it."
She suddenly exclaimed, "Is your classmate a boy or a girl?"
"A man." I said, as if I knew what she was thinking.
She breathed a long sigh of relief. I felt very unhappy, "Shangguan, do you think I am a messy person? All the women you know may have had a relationship with me?"
"...Brother Feng, I'm sorry. I heard you talking about that disease, and it felt so scary." She was stunned for a moment and then said.
"After all, you still think I'm not a good person. Haha! I understand." I said, and then opened the car door and got out of the car. At this moment, I felt very uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Binjiang Road was very quiet at night, and my heart
It is as desolate as this silence. I want to enter the silence in front of me.
It has entered winter, and I am the only one here. I walked slowly and found that I began to like this feeling of loneliness. After walking for a while, I suddenly heard the whistle of a ship coming from the river.
I saw it, it was a small cargo ship, and it was as lonely as me in Jiang's heart. It was ringing, as if to remind me that it was time to make that call.
However, Ouyang Tong's phone was turned off. When he called again, it was still the same. I immediately knew: he was still in that horrible disappointment.
I sighed in my heart.
Go back, go back. I said to myself. Then I turned around and was stunned——
Right there, under a street lamp, Shangguanqin looked at me quietly. (To be continued)