Suddenly, I felt that her back looked so familiar...Chen Yuan!
I immediately dropped the hand in my arm, and then ran quickly towards the piano. I ran in front of her, it was Chen Yuan, it was really her!
Chen Yuan! I felt like I was calling her but I couldn’t hear my own voice. But I saw her smiling at me, and she still didn’t stop playing, and the melody like flowing water was still rising and falling from her.
Flowing out from the fingertips of both hands.
"Chen Yuan!" I finally heard my voice calling her.
She was still smiling at me, but then I realized that she in front of me was not Chen Yuan at all, but a girl I had never known before!
I looked carefully... it wasn't her, it really wasn't her. At this moment, I completely forgot about the reality that Chen Yuan is no longer in this world, and I only felt regret.
I returned to the bride in her wedding dress. She didn't blame me. Her hand came to my arm again.
The wedding has begun.
The priest in a white robe was already standing there. He had a thin figure and a warm smile. He announced the start of the wedding.
But at this time, I suddenly started to look around in panic, because I suddenly discovered that the bride who was beside me just now was missing!
Applause suddenly broke out in the church, and I breathed a long sigh of relief because I saw my bride.
The wedding march sounded like beautiful bells. The bride walked in slowly holding the arm of a middle-aged man. I still couldn’t see the bride’s face clearly, but I was a little surprised because I felt that the middle-aged man next to her
The young man looks a bit like Lin Yi.
At this moment, the music was already playing, and at the same time there was singing. The singing and music were soft and warm, as soft and sweet as the sea water gently lapping on the beach under the breeze.
A middle-aged man came to me with his bride. I was even more surprised because I discovered that he was not Lin Yi, but Governor Huang! He glanced at me, then patted my arm gently,
"congratulations."
Immediately, he disappeared from my side. No, he didn't disappear. I was attracted by the pastor's questioning voice not far away from me.
The pastor was asking me: "Feng Xiao, are you willing to marry this beautiful woman? No matter she is beautiful or ugly, young or old, sick or healthy, I am willing to take care of her and love her forever."
Do you want to?"
But at this moment, I suddenly thought of a question: Who is my bride?
So I took a closer look at her next to me, and I immediately saw it clearly...it was Udonmei! I suddenly felt something was wrong, and hurriedly went to the pastor and said: "He is not the one I want to marry!"
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However, the pastor said to me: "You and her have been living together for a long time, and everyone knows about your affairs. You can only marry her!"
At this time, I suddenly discovered that among the people below were Governor Huang and Lin Yu. Governor Huang was smiling strangely at me, while Lin Yu was shaking his head at me.
I said, "No, I can't marry her."
Suddenly, I suddenly heard everyone below shouting in the same voice: "Marry her, marry her!"
I was at a loss...and suddenly woke up.
The cell phone was ringing. It was Wu Shuang calling, "Director Feng, let's have dinner at your hotel tonight. I'll be back in half an hour. I'll call you when I get there."
I said, "Okay. I'll make a reservation right away."
But she said: "No need. We will just eat in the hall, the air outside is good."
I think so.
Then I got up, washed and put on clothes, but the dream situation was still in my mind. I felt that my dream was very strange.
After thinking about it carefully, I seemed to understand what kind of subconsciousness my dream conveyed in my heart——
I long for marriage in my heart, but I am very confused because I don’t know who is suitable to be my wife. I miss Chen Yuan very much, but she has left this world. Where is Udon Mei? I don’t know who is suitable to be my wife.
Still unwilling. The strangest thing is that in my dream, the process of Governor Huang handing the bride into my hands actually appeared... Well, that is the desire deep in my heart to cling to power. And there are other things.
, there is a kind of anxiety and fear deep in my heart, because I am worried that more people will know about myself and Udon Mei in the future. However, there is also a kind of resistance in my subconscious, a kind of unwillingness.
I was willing to introduce Udon Mei to Governor Huang and resisted, so the image of her being handed over to me by Governor Huang appeared in my dream. This actually represents the thought in my heart.
: Governor Huang is old enough to be Udon-mei’s father, how can you give her to her? The reverse is almost the same!
In my inner world, only Lin Yu is the most sincere to me. Her eyes in my dream were so soft and full of care.
By the way, Lin Yi also appeared in my dream. That was my heart telling me: He was once your father-in-law. But then I found out that man was not him, so my heart told me
Another message: I hope he is no longer my father-in-law.
Perhaps this is my true inner world. I have a certain foundation in psychological analysis, so I can be sure that this is my most authentic thought.
After all, my heart right now is full of desire, but at the same time it is also wrapped and shrouded in contradictions.
I sighed in my heart for a long time, and then sent a text message to Lin Yu: Her name is Udonmei, and I talked with her on the phone. She is just my school girl. Her phone number is...
She quickly replied to me: I have a flight at 8:30 tonight.
Me: I will pay for her expenses from now on.
Her: No. It’s not necessary.
Me: You have the final say.
Then there was no other information. I know that she felt that there was no need to say anything more about this matter. Or it was not convenient for her right now.
Half an hour later I received a call from Wu Shuang. She told me that she was already inside the hotel restaurant. I immediately went downstairs.
There are many people in Beijing who go to five-star hotels to eat, and even this hall is almost full. But the people here are very qualified and will not make loud noises in such places.
I saw her at a small dining table against the wall of the hall. I immediately walked towards her.
She seems a little different today. She has lightly applied makeup and lightly painted her eyebrows, making her look even more beautiful.
"Director Wu, you are so beautiful today." I flattered her after sitting down.
She smiled at me and said, "Really? Thank you."
So I asked her: "Have you ordered your food?"
She was still smiling, "Yeah, I've ordered it."
At this moment, I feel that the relationship between us is so false: we obviously want to talk about things together, but we don’t want to go straight to the topic, but say some irrelevant and meaningless words here. But we have to
So, because this falsehood is actually a necessity.
The waiter brought the dishes and a bottle of red wine. Wu Shuang smiled and said to me: "Director Feng, I didn't ask for your opinion. Anyway, I thought that everyone is from Jiangnan, so I ordered the dishes according to the taste of us Jiangnan people."
And there’s this wine, I think it’s better for us to drink as little as possible. But without this thing, something seems to be missing, so we’d better drink less red wine. Director Feng, do you think this is okay?”
I smiled and said: "The lady has the final say. But I have a request: I will treat you today. Okay?"
She shook her head and smiled: "No. At present, I am still the office director of our Jiangnan Office in Beijing, so I am still the landlord here, so you are the guest. So I can only invite you. Director Feng, you don't have to
You’re welcome, we all have to reimburse it, so who asks for it differently? You think so, right?”
I immediately laughed and said, "That makes sense. Thank you!"
She raised her glass to me and said, "Director Feng, I want to toast you. In fact, I want to thank you. Minister Lin called me last night, and I know you have already reported my affairs to her. Thank you!
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I didn't say anything, just smiled lightly. Because I didn't know what Lin Yu and her talked about specifically and to what extent, so I could only do that.
She came and looked at me, "Why don't you speak?"
I had no choice but to ask her: "What did Minister Lin talk about with you? Can I ask?"
She looked at me, "She didn't tell you?"
I said calmly: "How could she tell me what you were going to talk about? I called her to report the situation, but she told me that she happened to be in Beijing as well, and then said that she would talk to you herself. That's it."
She looked at me, "She must have told you more than that, right?"
I immediately said: "Director Wu, you said that in the final analysis, everything between us is just an exchange. I have already reported your matter to Minister Lin, and she also promised to arrange it for you as soon as possible, and she also came to see you personally.
We've talked about it. I think my side of things has been completed for you. Do you think so?"
I think, of course, she should understand what I mean: Now that I have done it for you, the next step should be for you to tell me how I will do things here.
She said: "Thank you! Director Feng, don't worry, I have contacted you about your matter. You will invite Mr. Dou at our Beijing office tomorrow night. I will arrange the dinner tomorrow night, but you have to pay."
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I was very happy, "That's for sure. After all, I'm the one treating you. Director Wu, thank you, I'd like to toast you. But, have you told him what I want to do with him?"
She came to clink glasses with me, "Of course I told you. But Director Feng, can we discuss this matter later? Let's talk about my affairs first."
After drinking the wine, I asked her: "Okay. You tell me first, what did Minister Lin talk to you about yesterday? Of course, I understand if you feel inconvenient to tell me."
She said: "It's not inconvenient. Last night, Minister Lin just asked me about my recent work situation and my specific thoughts. Later, she asked me how I plan to help you run this project. I
After answering her, she just said one thing to me, and told me that she would find a way to solve my problem as soon as possible after returning." (To be continued)