I didn't take a taxi. First, I didn't find an empty taxi after waiting outside for a while. Second, I wanted to go for a walk alone because I wanted to think carefully about what Wu Shuang told me.
Maybe it was really because of drinking, but I found that I no longer had the ability to think about problems at all. Moreover, when the cold night wind blew past my face, I suddenly felt a wave of
The drunkenness is coming towards me.
Fortunately, the Jiangnan Provincial Office in Beijing was not very far from the hotel where I was staying. I took advantage of the wine to move forward quickly, which allowed me to reach my destination quickly and also made me forget
I felt lonely in this strange city.
When I got to the room, I immediately threw myself on the bed. I felt the whole bed spinning.
Suddenly, I suddenly remembered what Qu Jin said to me.
Xia Lan, why didn't she come today? What was the meaning of what Qu Jin asked me?
After drinking, I suddenly felt an irresistible impulse, and it was this impulse that made me pick up the phone and call Xia Lan.
Now I realize that there is one thing I did not do well today: I should have made this call before eating...
But in the end I couldn't make the call because I suddenly felt dizzy. This feeling seemed to come suddenly, and it immediately made my eyes blurred and my limbs became tense.
The feeling of dizziness in the front is even more obvious...
The last thing I felt was that the phone was slipping from my hand.
When I woke up the next morning, it was just dawn. The only thing I felt after waking up was that I was thirsty.
I have never felt such thirst: there seemed to be no trace of moisture in my throat, and the same was true in my mouth. My tongue was so dry that it was difficult to move at all. Moreover, I found that every breath I took was still there.
Continue to take away the last trace of water vapor remaining in the mouth and deep in the trachea.
My body was too soft and difficult to move. So I started to struggle... Finally I felt that my body could move, and then I immediately made myself get up resolutely. Only then did I realize that besides having a dry mouth just now,
The other feelings come from me still being in light sleep.
This is what a hangover feels like.
The first thing after getting up is to rinse your mouth and let a little tap water moisturize your mouth and throat. It feels much better, and then boil a pot of water.
The boiled water is so delicious that one can truly feel the desire of people in the desert for water.
The water is very hot, but soaking it in little by little still makes people feel relaxed. At this moment, I suddenly had a realization: it is not difficult for a person to feel relaxed. The key is that one must
need.
I held the tea cup and drank it bit by bit, soaking my mouth and throat bit by bit. At this moment, my needs were so simple, I just wanted to moisturize my dry organs.
However, my thoughts slowly became more active as my mouth and throat were moisturized, so the situation when I was drinking last night gradually emerged in my mind, as well as what happened after I left there.
Those memory fragments.
I remembered that I was going to make a call to Xia Lan before I fell asleep.
I looked at the time and found that it was still too early. And I still felt dizzy, so I went to bed again. The effect of alcohol was still there, and I fell asleep again. Before falling asleep, I said to myself in my heart: I will wake up as soon as possible.
Just call Xia Lan.
When I woke up again, of course I still remembered my reminder, so I immediately called her, "I thought you would come last night."
Her voice sounded resentful, "You didn't even call me, why should I go?"
I couldn't help sighing in my heart: Why do I have to call her personally to invite her? I said: "Last night was a business banquet for me, so I asked Zhuang Qing to come and sit with you. It can be regarded as helping me accompany the guests."
She said: "Oh. That's it. I'm sorry, I didn't know that was the case."
I immediately said: "It's okay. Xia Lan, I thought you were angry. As long as you're okay. That's it. I haven't woken up from the wine last night. Now I feel very uncomfortable. I have to rest for a while."
She asked me: "Are you free in the afternoon? If you are free, come to my house now. I will make you some porridge at noon. It will be good for your stomach."
I hurriedly said: "I have arranged things for this afternoon. Thank you."
She said: "Okay then. Call me when you are free."
After hanging up the phone, I thought to myself: What porridge are you trying to cook? It's obviously me. At this moment, I suddenly became worried: This woman doesn't seem to be so easy to get rid of.
However, I was immediately surprised by my own thoughts: Feng Xiao, why are you like this? Did you do that to her that night just to get her? And you regretted it after you got her, so you started immediately
Think about getting rid of it. Have you really become a gangster who plays with women?
No, it's not like that. I immediately defended myself in my heart.
I really am not that kind of person. I really wanted to get her that night because the temptation left by the movie I watched in middle school was too great. How could I give up under such circumstances?
Opportunity in front of you?
Yes, I am afraid. What I am afraid of is that she will ask me for marriage. Divorced women are often more eager to get married again than other women. This is a common phenomenon.
Xia Lan is different from Zhuang Qing. Zhuang Qing has long since stopped demanding marriage from me. She has given up such demands on me forever since I married Chen Yuan.
Zhuang Qing...Suddenly, I recalled the details of last night's drinking session, and what Mr. Dou said to me when he left - "Actually, what you did was very simple."
What does he mean by this?
Yes, he was targeting Zhuang Qing. And... I seemed to have a dream this morning... At this moment, I suddenly remembered the dream I had, and from this I completely understood Wu Shuang
That's what he said to me before I left.
We may have countless dreams in our lifetime, but less than 5% of them can be remembered after waking up. There are also many forgotten dreams that are actually completely recallable, but we tend to forget them.
Because we didn't pay attention, it was hidden in our subconscious mind.
Just now, when I was unintentionally comparing Zhuang Qing and Xia Lan, I immediately remembered that dream. In fact, to be precise, I suddenly extracted that dream from my subconscious.
The dream was actually very simple, just a scene: Mr. Dou, and Zhuang Qing holding his arm. Zhuang Qing was crying.
Zhuang Qing!
"Actually, your job is very simple." Mr. Dou said to me when he got in the car.
"Ms. Zhuang Qing, this is my business card. Let's chat together again if there is a chance in the future. Is that okay?" Mr. Dou said to Zhuang Qing while handing her the business card and a glass of wine at the wine table.
Then, Zhuang Qing smiled brightly at him and asked, "When will it be in the future? Mr. Dou?"
Mr. Dou was laughing, "What do you think?"
"Feng Xiao, for you, I am willing to do anything for you." This is what Zhuang Qing has said to me more than once. (To be continued)