My feelings for her are actually similar to Ruan Jie's, I thought to myself. But I soon figured out why - because of the old monk's words.
Since God thinks that I cannot have a marriage, why can’t I have more women with lasers? Life is so short, why don’t I enjoy myself in time?
Lying in bed, I began to reflect on myself. I kept saying to myself: Just this time. From now on, you must be careful and pay attention.
In fact, no one knows the sadness deep in my heart at this moment, because I feel as if my fate has been clearly pronounced by God.
You have a good future. This is what the old monk said to me.
But what does a good future mean to me? As a man, I don’t even have a woman who really likes me, so what’s the point of living like this?
Lin Yu, maybe she is the only woman who is most sincere to me. But I know very well in my heart that she may be with me because of her needs and desires.
Ruan Jie told me that a man should have three women. I couldn’t help but smile sadly: Now I don’t even have one! Both of my wives are no longer alive. Although Chen Yuan left me a child, now my
This child is far away from me, and I still don’t even know where my child is now.
Child! Suddenly, I remembered what Lin Yi told me. At this moment, I suddenly began to resent myself: Feng Xiao, what happened to you recently? How could you forget yourself for the sake of women?
What about the child? Since Lin Yi told you that information, you shouldn't give up this only chance to find him?
Thinking of this, I jumped out of bed, quickly took a shower, put on my clothes and hurriedly called Secretary Luo, "Secretary Luo, I want to take half a month's leave."
"Why?" His voice didn't sound very special, maybe he just asked me this in a routine way.
I said, "I want to go abroad to attend to some personal matters."
His voice immediately became louder, "Going abroad? Half a month? I can't decide on this matter. You have to ask Governor He for leave."
I immediately hesitated: Is it so troublesome? I thought about it and said, "Okay, I'll go find Governor He."
But he immediately asked me: "Why are you going abroad for personal matters? There may be restrictions on doing so, unless you have a good reason."
I sighed and said: "My child was taken out of the country by my mother-in-law without my consent. Recently I heard the news about her and the child and wanted to go out and find the child. Secretary Luo, now I am
I am alone, and the only one left is this child. So I must go and find him."
When I said this, I suddenly became a little emotional, and my voice suddenly became choked.
He said: "That's it...tell me where you are going to go?"
I was immediately secretly happy: it seemed that he was moved by what I just said. I immediately told him the news.
He said: "Well...the problem is that the National Enrollment Work Conference will be held here soon. If you apply for a temporary passport now, you will definitely not be able to come back to attend this meeting. We are the organizers of this meeting. Let's do this."
, after this meeting is over, I will help you explain to Governor He. You will have enough time by then. What do you think?"
Only then did I realize that I had indeed been too impulsive just now.
Being born into an officialdom, one should be able to move forward without revealing his true form, and should be as steady as a mountain in the face of anything at all times. It is said that this is the ultimate expression of being an official.
On the contrary, I often watch the leaders on TV, and they never seem to smile. Even if they want to laugh, they have to laugh.
It depends on the situation. Their clothes, expressions, and every gesture have been carefully designed. Maybe people like me will find them tired like that, but it’s not the case - you won’t feel tired if you get used to it, not to mention
Behind that tiredness is what every man longs for: power.
I can't do that. In the past few days, since Xia Lan and I went to Kuchan Temple together, a kind of sadness suddenly aroused in my heart. While I lamented my misfortune, I also felt a little sorry for myself.
The matter of having a baby... all these things made my mind already in chaos, so the things in my nature showed up again: unscrupulous, impulsive like myself when I was young, etc.
I realized my problem and immediately became alert. Because I knew that such a flaw would very likely cause fatal harm to me. After all, I was already in the officialdom, and my rank was not low in our Jiangnan Province.
Be cautious in your words and deeds. It is applicable and necessary to yourself at any time.
Secretary Luo is right. Even if I want to go abroad now, it is impossible. It only took half a month to get the passport. At that time, the National Enrollment Work Conference was held. And we are the organizer of this conference.
, as the head of the unit, it was inappropriate for me to leave at this time. But I immediately thought: This is good, at least I can let Secretary Luo know my urgency to find the child.
But I am very helpless about this, because I know very well that if I go to that foreign town every night, the possibility of me being able to see my child will be reduced by one point. If Shi Yanni only takes her child,
If she plays there, then the possibility is almost zero. Unless she is now settling there with her children.
But is that possible?
The more I think about it, the less likely it is. Just imagine, if someone sees me somewhere, how likely is it that I belong to that place and settle there? It’s almost impossible, right?
So, what difference does it make if I go now or in half a month? It even seems to make no difference whether I go or not. No, this is my only chance now, I have to go and see, maybe I can
It's hard to say what clues can be found from that place.
Austria, that small town called Hallstatt...how could Shi Yanni appear in such a place? North America is so far away from that place, why would she go there?
When I thought about it, I suddenly felt strange in my heart. I no longer wanted to stay here to rest, so I hurriedly ran to the office.
Quickly turning on the computer, I began to search for information about this small town called Hallstatt.
When I saw the introduction and pictures of this town on my computer, I suddenly became excited! It turns out that this town is rated by many people as the most beautiful town in the world!
What does this mean? This means that there is a high possibility that Shi Yanni will take her children to settle there!
Now, she has divorced Lin Yi and is wandering abroad alone with her children. She is a woman, and even the strongest woman will feel world-weary because of this, so she needs to find a place with beautiful scenery, quiet and pleasant place to live.
, and then live together with the children. Such a situation is entirely possible.
Hallstatt is known as the most beautiful town in the world. There are only about 2,000 people in the whole town. The town is centered on the church steeple, and the houses on the lakeside are close to each other. Although the town is small, it is
There are two churches: the Protestant church built almost in the lake, and the Baroque Catholic church built in the mountain opposite it. The religious decorative paintings in the two churches are all by well-known Danubian painters in the German-speaking area.
A masterpiece. Standing next to the church and looking down, the quiet green lake reflects the green mountains on both sides. The mountains on the other side only have towering old trees, but this side of the town is full of vitality. Every citizen of Hallstatt is a
Artists, the doors of every house are open, because inside is the exhibition hall where they display and sell their homemade handicrafts. Exquisite hand-knitted wire decorations, ethnic dolls, small and exquisite stoneware jewelry, simple household products,
The wood carvings make people stop and forget to leave.
The only access in the town is the mottled path left in ancient times, with traces of history remaining along the way...
A place like this seems to be really suitable for Shi Yanni to live in for a long time now, because it is like a paradise and has a nostalgic atmosphere.
And it is said that this place was the summer resort of the Austrian royal family in the past. The famous Emperor Franz Joseph and Princess Sissi often traveled here. And some princesses who could not get pregnant also came here to take salt water baths to increase pregnancy.
Opportunity.
Such a place will definitely be considered by Shi Yanni as the most suitable place for her status. She is sterile, maybe she is trying to find an opportunity in this place to change Lin Yi's mind?
Thinking of this, I immediately smiled bitterly: She is so old and has already gone through menopause, how could she still have such an opportunity? I immediately felt that the analysis I just made was too incredible.
But the more I think about it, the more likely I feel that she will settle there. Of course, this may just be a hope of mine.
However, this is always a perfect opportunity for me? As long as there is a one in ten thousand chance for me to find a child, I am willing to try. Therefore, the expectation in my heart is getting stronger and stronger at this moment, and
I can’t help but look forward to the next meeting as soon as possible. (To be continued)