I really don't know why. Every time I am in front of this girl named Chenchen, I always feel a little overwhelmed. I find that she is the only girl who makes me feel a little scared.
She has almost the same eyes as Zhao Menglei, but the eyes of Zhao Menglei once gave me mostly tenderness and affection. However, the eyes of this girl named Chenchen certainly make me feel familiar and even trembling, but
I found that what she gave me was more suspicion and contempt.
I know that what I am really afraid of is not her as a person, nor is it just the look in her eyes, but I feel that her eyes seem to represent another side of Zhao Menglei's heart. Maybe Zhao Menglei once had doubts and contempt for me.
, but her eyes were covered by her tenderness and affection.
Therefore, I always have a feeling: the eyes of this girl named Chenchen are like another Zhao Menglei, the real Zhao Menglei.
Maybe this is the most fundamental reason why I am afraid of her.
Therefore, when the old director said those words to the two of us, I was stunned and immediately became at a loss.
At this time, Chenchen was looking at me, her expression was indifferent. But she said something immediately, which made my tense nerves suddenly relax. She said: "Please, please
Give it to me."
I hurriedly said: "Okay. I'll drive you back."
At this time, I was completely like an ignorant little boy without any trace of stability.
Then we said goodbye to the old director and his wife. The old director smiled at me and said, "Chenchen is good at everything, but she has a bit of a temper. You should be more patient with her."
His wife immediately pulled him and said, "Old man, you are the only one who talks a lot. Look, they are all embarrassed."
I really felt that my face was getting hot, and I also noticed that Chenchen’s face was also red.
Man Jiangnan is very sensible. When the old director said those words at the beginning, he started to pack up the things on the table and go to the kitchen. He didn't want me to be embarrassed by him.
After going out, Chenchen and I didn't speak until we got off the elevator. I opened my mouth several times and didn't know what to say. When we got to the ground floor, when the elevator door opened, I asked her to go out first. When I walked out of the elevator,
When I was there, I immediately felt a fresh cool breeze blowing towards me. Thanks to this cool breeze, it made me immediately find a topic, "Chenchen, do you still live in the previous place?"
"Yeah." She replied, just a few steps ahead of me. She continued to walk forward, very slowly.
"Is your music bar still open?" I asked again.
But she shook her head, "That place has been demolished. I'm looking for a new place."
I asked: "What conditions should be met for the place you need? Oh, don't get me wrong, I'm just thinking that maybe I can help you in this matter. It's hard to say."
She shook her head and said immediately: "As long as someone comes to listen to us singing."
I thought for a while and said, "I think it would be best for you to go around colleges and universities, because students seem to need music more."
She said: "Are students allowed to consume like that?"
I said: "There are still some students who can afford it. You don't need to make money through music bars, as long as you don't lose money. Is that right?"
She nodded.
So I continued: "So, you just need to find a place with a lot of people who like music to open it again. I think it is best to be in a university, both from the perspective of atmosphere and safety.
.What do you think?"
She sighed and said: "That's the truth. But where is there such a place in the university now? The houses in the university have been rented out for a long time, and they were all rented out through bidding. Originally, I also wanted to
I rented a room in the conservatory, but it’s no longer available, and the rent is ridiculously high.”
I nodded, "I belong to the Provincial Education Commission. I can also do some work in colleges and universities. We have known each other for a long time. Regardless of whether you regard me as a friend or not, I think I should help you in this matter. After all,
Not many people have dreams nowadays. I once had a dream, which was to become a medical expert. Unfortunately, I eventually fell into the secular world. So, when I help you, I am actually helping myself. You said
Well, in which university do you hope to continue your music career? I will try my best to help you find a place."
Just now, when I was saying those words, I saw a glimmer of light flashing in her eyes, but the glimmer of light in her eyes was fleeting. I knew that my words had touched her.
's heart.
Sure enough, I immediately heard her say: "Anything is fine."
I was very happy, "Well, I will contact you as soon as possible. Because I am going abroad soon, I will contact you as soon as possible. Then I will give your phone number to the leader of a certain school, and let the other party know once the matter is resolved.
I’ll call you. Do you think that’s okay?”
She turned around and looked at me, "Are you going abroad? For inspection?"
I shook my head, "No, I just went out to do some personal things. I want to find my child. Hey!"
Actually, I don't know why I told her this, but I couldn't help but say it.
She looked at me in surprise, "Your child, what's wrong with your child?"
I suddenly became depressed, "After my wife passed away, my mother-in-law took the children abroad. You may also know what happened later, which was the matter between Doudou and my father-in-law. This matter made my children's
Grandma was very angry, so she took the children abroad and never came back. I searched for them for a long time but there was no news at all. Only recently did I hear a news that someone had seen them in a small town in Austria. So.
I want to look there and see if I can find them. This is my only hope."
There was a kind of sympathy in her eyes, and then I heard her say: "Rich people are cruel. Don't you think so?"
I was stunned for a moment and then sighed and said, "Maybe. But it's just about Doudou..."
But she immediately interrupted me, "Don't talk about her!"
I said: "No, I think there is something that must be said. As for whether you are willing to listen to it or not, that is your business. Although Doudou is no longer here, I think it is inevitable for her to reach this point.
Maybe I shouldn’t tell you this thing. Maybe you will think I am cruel after hearing this. Even I am not willing to speak ill of a dead person, but I know that you have always been worried about this matter.
Huai, maybe you are still blaming yourself for not taking good care of Doudou. But do you know? Doudou once came to me and asked me to take care of her. But I refused at the time. What happened to her later?
How she got in touch with Lin Yi and the two of them lived together, I still don’t know the process. But I know one thing, that is, she took this path by herself, and it’s no wonder anyone else, including you."
She was crying suddenly, "You, why did you tell me such a thing? Why are you so cruel?!"
Seeing her crying, I suddenly felt a heartache. I said: "Yes, maybe I am too cruel, but what I told you is the truth. Because I found that you seem to have been fighting yourself for this matter.
I feel responsible for it, and I hate those rich men because of it. So I feel it is necessary to tell you the truth. Chenchen, although you are still young, I don’t think you should be like this. You also have your future life and everything, and you don’t
I have to blame myself for a long time because of Doudou. What do you think?"
She turned around, then walked a few steps forward, then stopped, with her back to me like that, "I'll go back by myself. You don't need to send me off." (To be continued)