I didn't catch up with her because I felt that I didn't have the courage, let alone the qualifications. So, I could only watch her retreating back and sigh. I was thinking in my heart: Maybe this can be regarded as my other love for her.
It's a kind of help, and it can also be regarded as a reward for the old director's kindness.
I am not good enough for her. I know this in my heart better than anyone else.
The air outside is really good. It is fresh and has the fragrance of the plants in the urban green belt. I like this smell, and I also like the rare quietness of being alone at this moment.
I was walking alone on the street like this, walking alone like this. At this moment, I discovered that this feeling of loneliness is actually a kind of enjoyment.
There was a small restaurant in front of me. I don't know why, but I suddenly wanted to go in and drink some wine, so I sat there and drank alone. I really wanted to enjoy this rare loneliness by myself.
Without a trace of hesitation, I immediately entered this small restaurant. There were not many people eating there, and there were several empty seats. After I sat down, I said to the owner of the small restaurant: "Here are some of your specialty dishes.
Another bottle of the best wine here."
As soon as I finished speaking, I suddenly heard a familiar voice coming from my ear, "How can you drink alone? Can I come drink with you?"
I immediately turned around and looked at her in shock, "Why are you here?"
The person speaking behind me was Ruan Jie. I was surprised because I knew that her appearance in such a place was definitely not an accident. There are not many accidental things in this world, and it is impossible for me to encounter them all. What's more,
The person I met was exactly her.
She sat down opposite me, then smiled and said to me: "I called Xiao Sui and asked him where you are now. He told me that he went home after sending you to the old director's house. He said
You were drinking at the old director's house. So I went outside the old director's house and found a teahouse where I could see the situation on the other side. I sat down and waited for you to come out. But then I saw you coming out alone, and then alone.
Walk slowly on the road. So I followed."
My expression suddenly changed, "Are you following me? Why?"
But she looked at me and smiled, "What? Are you angry? I'm not following you. I want to talk to you because you are going abroad soon. But I don't know what you have tonight.
What are the arrangements? I was worried that you would be angry if I called you, so I asked Xiao Sui. I am your deputy director, is there nothing wrong with me calling Xiao Sui? "
So that's it. I thought to myself. Her words made me feel a little touched in my heart, but at the same time, I felt a little regretful: Originally, I wanted to continue drinking here alone tonight, so as to be alone.
Enjoy this rare peace and solitude, but her doing this caused ripples in my heart.
It was the conversation I had with Chenchen a while ago that suddenly gave me a feeling of calmness, and gave me a rare impulse to start thinking about my past life alone. I originally wanted to be alone.
Come down and think about your future life, carefully sort out where your problems lie, and how you can stop living as absurdly as before. However, the sudden appearance of Ruan Jie made my impulse suddenly disappear.
Disappeared into nothing.
However, I also understood one thing: it doesn't seem to be so easy for me to change myself now, because I have already fallen and become unable to restrain the temptation of my inner desire.
Seeing that I didn't speak, the smile on her face suddenly disappeared. She was looking at me, "Are you really unhappy? Don't want to see me? It's okay, then I'll just leave."
I waved to her, "Forget it. Don't leave. Let's have a drink together."
She suddenly became happy and a bright smile broke out on her face. I seemed to feel that maybe she really had different feelings for me. I once heard a saying: The best way for a woman to conquer a man is
It is to conquer his stomach first; and if a man wants to conquer a woman, he must conquer her vagina first. Now it seems that this sentence seems to make some sense.
Ever since something like that happened between us, she would feel happy every time I was with her. Maybe it was because of this that she had such feelings for me.
Most women are emotional animals, while most men are more rational. Because men cannot be without logic, and men must rely on logic to survive. Women are mostly illogical by nature, and they rely on intuition in everything. There is a saying: logical women can conquer the world.
, but cannot conquer men. This is the reason.
Generally speaking, men are more suitable for jobs that require logic rather than creativity. This is precisely because men are more rational than emotional. Women are suitable for some literary and artistic jobs because women do things more based on their feelings.
For example, if a woman in love says solemnly "You are a good person", it means that things are about to get bad; if a woman smiles brightly and whispers "You are a bad guy", it means that she has already fallen in love.
She is starting to like this man. If when a man can't help but kiss her, she half-pushes and half-pretends to say "You're so annoying", it means that she already likes this man from the bottom of her heart, and she wants him to be brave enough to do it again.
; When a man said to her "You are so beautiful" and she blushed and said "nonsense", in fact, her heart was already filled with sweetness and she wished the man could say it ten times more.
Therefore, duplicity is probably the best manifestation of women's sensibility. It is precisely because women are so duplicitous that they force men to tell lies, which makes many men who are excellent in all aspects appear to be in a dilemma. They don't know what women are selling in the gourd.
What kind of medicine? In the end, he was repeatedly frustrated in love. The reason was that he did not understand women's logic well, and his speech and behavior lacked humor and interest. But bad men understand women's hearts well and can understand what is hidden behind women's lack of logic.
, is very good at pleasing women, so there is a saying that "men are not bad, but women do not love them".
I am a bad man, I know this very well. Maybe it is because of this that Ruan Jie has such attachment to me, which makes her unable to help but come here like this to wait for me to come out from the old director's house. I am thinking in my heart
, what would she feel like if she just saw me and Chenchen together?
Fortunately she didn't see it, and fortunately Chenchen ran away while she was still in the community. Otherwise, Ruan Jie might have left sadly because of this.
I think Ruan Jie and Zeng Yufang have one thing in common with Governor He, that is, they both lack the nourishment of love. Perhaps because of this, the woman in front of me is so infatuated with me.
forget.
Suddenly, when I remembered that Governor He was coming, I felt a little nervous: She wouldn’t need me to accompany her for a long time because of this, would she? I couldn’t stand it if that happened. She is so old, and I can’t help but do it once in a while.
It's okay to go and comfort her, but if it goes on like that for a long time, I will definitely feel sick.
I hope she can be sensible from now on and can start to truly "warm the tree". No, I have to find a way to push her away as much as possible from now on. Maybe she will stop coming to me after a few times.
Thinking of the way she behaved in her office today as if nothing had happened between us, I felt slightly relieved. I thought it would be normal for her to be different. After all, she could reach that level.
The position is by no means a matter of luck.
Not to mention, the dishes in this small restaurant are really good. Cold shredded tripe, shredded red oil ear, charcoal grilled eggplant, and a pot of spicy fish. Every dish tastes very authentic.
Ruan Jie also praised it and said that she never imagined that a place like this could have such good taste.
I suddenly remembered something, "You haven't had dinner yet, have you?"
She nodded sheepishly.
I was a little moved, and immediately put some vegetables into her bowl, and then said to her softly: "Then you eat more. I have already eaten. Did the old director and the others drink before me?"
Less wine.”
She smiled and asked me while eating: "Then why do you want to come here to drink alone?"
I said perfunctorily: "Maybe my alcohol addiction has broken out today. Anyway, I just want to drink some more."
She couldn't help but laugh, "It seems that I came to you in the right place. Someone happens to be drinking with you."
So I smiled and raised my glass to her, "Come on, let's drink some."
After a while, she said to me: "I have scouted the house. If you don't leave tomorrow, can we go and check it out together?"
I didn't react immediately, "House? What house?"
She looked at me in surprise, "The factory? And the store."
Only then did I think about it, and I immediately understood her real purpose of waiting for me today. The touch of emotion that had just risen in my heart suddenly disappeared without a trace. I said, "Where are the technicians? Where are the raw materials?"
?These haven’t been settled yet, let’s put the factory and store matters aside for the time being. We’ll talk about it after I come back from abroad.”
But she smiled and said: "My sister has already contacted me about the technician matter, and two people are willing to come, but they both put forward a common condition, that is, in addition to the basic salary of 5,000 yuan, there is also a 5% bonus.
Shares. What do you think of their conditions?"
I thought for a while and said: "It should be okay. But before we can find the supply of raw materials, it is better for us to be safe. As I said, we only produce high-end gifts made of golden nan wood. And what you said
The matter of those two technicians, what their level is, whether they have design capabilities, etc., all require further investigation by us. Well, don’t worry about this matter, we will talk about it after I come back. You can let me do it while I am abroad.
Sister, go ahead and implement the things I just said one by one. Ruan Jie, this business cannot be done based on temporary enthusiasm, but all preparations need to be done in advance. Do you understand? "
She smiled and nodded: "Yes. Actually, today I just want to talk to you about this matter casually. My main thing is to talk to you. After all, it is not convenient for us to talk about some things in the workplace."
Of course I understood the other meaning contained in her words, so I suddenly felt a strange feeling in my heart. I guess it had something to do with drinking. So I asked her in a low voice: "You eat
Are you full?"
She immediately understood what I was thinking, and then smiled charmingly at me, "Okay. Let's go."
In fact, there is a small hotel right next to this small restaurant. Ruan Jie wanted to go there. But I firmly disagreed because I felt that such a place was very unsafe. So, the two of us immediately took a taxi there.