I think there is no need for Lin Yi to tell me like this. His meaning is very obvious, that is, he hints that I should not get involved with Xia Lan, because Xia Lan belongs to him.
For him, it is really ridiculous to say such words. I never thought that such a wise and thoughtful man would become as childish and ridiculous as a young boy at this moment.
But I understood immediately - this shows that he really cares about Xia Lan in his heart.
Thinking of this, I immediately felt much better. After all, Xia Lan is a woman I don't want to date for a long time. To put it harshly, I had the idea of having fun with her from the beginning. But it wasn't complete.
That's right, after all, she was the goddess in my dreams when I was just mature as a man, so there is still a kind of excitement and impulse to realize my dream in my heart. In addition, I can definitely feel that I still have some emotions for her.
After all, she was once my woman.
In short, my feelings for Xia Lan are very complicated, but I really cannot accept her becoming my wife. There is no reason, I just feel it is inappropriate.
There is no fixed standard for a person's pursuit of his own emotions, and it is difficult to use any standard to measure whether the shoe is suitable or not. There is a saying that goes well: Only your own feet know whether the shoes are suitable or not.
At that time, I felt that Xia Lan was not suitable for me. She and Zhuang Qing were both in the entertainment industry, so Zhuang Qing became my reference standard. In my eyes, she was not as bold and generous as Zhuang Qing.
, unlike Zhuang Qing who can give up everything for me, so I won’t be as willing to give everything to Xia Lan as I am to Zhuang Qing.
After Lin Yi left, Xia Lan and I sat down in the hotel's cafe. She was dressed very simply today, a lavender shirt and a pair of jeans, which made her look fashionable yet dignified.
I found that she looked really good in blue clothes, which made her skin fairer and more delicate. She wore a blue jade beaded necklace around her neck, which looked like something valuable at first sight. I had never seen it before.
She has worn this thing before. Could it be that Lin Yi gave it to her?
She found that I was observing her secretly, and her face suddenly turned red. "Feng Xiao, aren't you surprised at all by what happened between me and him? Don't you think it's unusual for me to agree to him so quickly?"
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I shook my head and smiled lightly, "What's the surprise? Why is it abnormal? He likes you, and you feel that his feelings for you are real, and he is the kind of support you want. That's enough. No.
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A kind of surprise flashed in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, are you sincere?"
I suddenly felt that it was very embarrassing and uncomfortable for me to talk about such a topic with her. After all, I am unsympathetic when it comes to my relationship with her. So, I did not answer her question, but immediately asked her:
"Xia Lan, what do you want to talk to me about?"
Her expression suddenly darkened, and she whispered softly: "Feng Xiao, you are just a bastard. Do you know that?"
Of course I understood what she meant. After all, she still blames me in her heart for not agreeing to further marriage with her. But I suddenly remembered that she left immediately after we went to Kuzen Temple together that day, and I also thought that she was very worried.
I quickly got together with Lin Yi, so I suddenly felt disgusted with her in my heart: You are not a good woman. You and I got together so casually, and now you are like this
The thing happened to you and Lin Yi again, which explains everything. Moreover, it seems that you may have had relationships with many men in Beijing before.
But it was impossible for me to say something so clearly to her. After all, she once had a relationship with me, and now she is still Lin Yi's girlfriend. I said: "Yes, I am a bastard. But Xia Lan,
I hope you can be happy. This is definitely my most sincere thought."
There was doubt in her eyes, "Really?"
I looked at her sincerely and nodded, "Really. Because I can't give it to you, I hope you can find your true happiness."
Her eyes dropped, and then she said softly: "Thank you, Feng Xiao."
I looked at her, "Do you really like him?"
This is actually the question I have always wanted to ask her, but firstly, I have no chance to ask her, and secondly, I am taboo about the fact that she is now Lin Yi's girlfriend. But at this time, I have already felt her affection for me.
Sincere love, so I immediately began to care about her seriously from the bottom of my heart.
It's a genuine concern for her that comes from the bottom of my heart.
She immediately took out a pack of women's cigarettes from her bag. There were slender cigarettes in the black cigarette case.
She lit the cigarette in her hand, and held the slender cigarette between her slender index and middle fingers. She took a deep breath, with smoke lingering between her fingers, and her eyes seemed a little erratic...
This was the first time I saw her smoking. I don’t know who I heard once saying that a woman who smokes will never be without scars. I think a woman who has not been hurt will not fall in love with cigarettes. I don’t know if she likes it.
I still like the smell of cigarettes.
To be precise, smoking is not a physiological need, but a psychological need. The vitality of smoke is short-lived, and the vitality of all ecstasy things is short-lived. Most women who smoke are beautiful and sad. They
Behind the strong appearance there must be a fragile heart.
Others have said that a woman who does not smoke is like a blush, while a woman who smokes is like a mandala. A woman who smokes has a cold heart like a soaring flower.
Some people have also said that love is a kind of harm, but women find happiness in harm. In fact, cigarettes are also a kind of harm, but at the same time, cigarettes can make women forget the harm.
She in front of me put out the cigarette butt and lit another one, but she didn't smoke again, she just watched it burning quietly. I noticed that at this time, a moist crystal was flowing out of the corner of her eyes.
I watched the light smoke of the cigarette flying into the air, and then disappeared into the air. It gradually left no trace, but there was a faint aromatic smell in the air.
Her slender fingers went to the ashtray and elegantly put out the almost burned out cigarette. Then she raised her head and looked at me and smiled, "Actually, I don't know if I really like it anymore."
I fell in love with him. However, he was very nice to me. Really nice. He was considerate to me. He didn’t look like a man who was nearly fifty years old at all. He treated his feelings exactly like a little boy. No matter what
No matter where I went, he would have people send me flowers every day. The most touching thing is that when I went to Japan last month for location shooting, he would have people send me flowers without a break.
To be honest, he is the best man I have ever met in my life. I am very touched."
I sighed in my heart, because I know one thing: what women fear most is to be moved. Sometimes a woman’s request is actually very simple, a word of love, a warm gesture, a cheap gift...anything will do.
Let her endure all the suffering in the world with the man she loves, and take pleasure in suffering. To put it bluntly, what women fear most is being moved.
Most men are actually very careless. It seems that men are always much smarter than women. In fact, many times, once a woman catches a man’s carefulness, she will be moved by him immediately.
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Every time after saying goodbye, the man would hold her tightly in his arms and stare into her eyes silently, as if letting go would lead to the end of the world. Every time at this time, she would always feel like a deer in her heart, hoping that it would be the end of the world.
Being held like this forever. A hug without desire is the most touching. To borrow Archimedes' theory: Give me a hug, and I can have all your love.
If two people have not reached the point of intimacy, if she secretly cries in her seat while traveling together, it will not be too embarrassing if the man quietly closes the window and turns off the small light, allowing her to vent her heart. When she is in a mood
After a sudden change of scenery, you will immediately recognize that this man is a trustworthy person. Therefore, love is important, but respecting a woman's feelings and dignity is more important than blindly subjective love.
The man was so busy in the office that he was sweating, but she was chatting and laughing with her friends. On the phone, she said: Those women blamed me for not buying banana smoothie. Without saying anything, you put down what you were doing and took a taxi to Starbucks. When a man
When a banana smoothie is delivered to a group of women, she will not only feel honored, but also feel extremely shocked. If you really love her, you don’t have to fall in love with the crow on her roof. If a man treats her family and friends as his own
, women will also take action when their hearts are moved, and they are no different from the man's relatives and friends.
Two people are wandering around the book market. The man suddenly stops in front of the tool bookshelf and searches for a book meticulously. His serious eyes are shining with the light of wisdom. At this time, the woman can't help but feel excited. Many women like to read books at work.
Men, when a man is working, he has a nail-like strength in his body, which makes countless women think about it. She will think: How wonderful it would be if she used this focus to love me!
Before eating, the man scraped off the crumbs from the bamboo chopsticks; while drinking soup, the man brushed her long hair behind her ears; after the steamed fish was served, the man helped her remove the fish bones, and then she was satisfied.
Watching her enjoy the meal... A trivial man may be said by his friends to be like an old woman, but he is worried that women will think that this man is a good man worth marrying in the world. The man's trivial love behavior permeates the mother
How can a woman not be moved by such meticulous care?
Therefore, now I am absolutely sure of one thing: Xia Lan has actually been moved by Lin Yi in her heart, and her heart should already belong to Lin Yi. Maybe she doesn't fully know it herself.
I then said to her softly: "Xia Lan, maybe he is the Mr. Right you have been looking for for many years. Life is actually very simple. As a woman, career is important, but being truly liked is the most important thing.
It’s important, you say, right?”
But she immediately looked at me and said, "I understand, you have never really liked me. Is that right?"
Her words made me seem to understand: Maybe she still has the last glimmer of hope for me. Of course, this is just my personal guess. But I don’t want that to happen again, because I can’t give her what Lin Yi can give
Those things about her, including the emotions that Lin Yi could give her.
I looked at her with a sincere expression, "Xia Lan, you have to think clearly. There is a kind of man that many women find difficult to meet in their lifetime, so once you do, you should cherish it. The abbot of Kuchan Temple
We have already predicted your emotional destination, which shows that your emotional destination is destined by God. We humans are very small, and the only thing we should do is to obey God's destiny."
I believe that it is impossible for Xia Lan to know that the abbot was cheating at that time, so I think that using superstitious methods to persuade her may be the best way. Most women are more superstitious, especially those in the entertainment industry.
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Sure enough, she immediately said: "Yes. It was also because of that incident that I accepted Lin Yi's pursuit. That time, he drove after me as soon as I arrived in Jiangbei, and then went directly to the set to find me. Right there
That day, he invited everyone on the crew to dinner, and told the director on the spot that the next film must be based on a classic script, the male lead must be a first-line star, and the female lead must be me. He was willing to make all the investments.
One million is fine, or tens of millions are fine. At that time, everyone on the crew looked at me with envy. Feng Xiao, it’s not that I pay too much attention to my career, or that I need face, but that I felt his sincerity towards me.
.That’s why I quickly agreed to spend some time with him to see.” (To be continued)