I know that I will never forget Zhao Menglei in this life. After all, she is the first woman I fall in love with in my life, the first real woman, and also the first woman I really get in my life. She is
She turned me into a real man and helped me complete the most important transformation in my life.
Chenchen... maybe she is just a thought in my heart, because every time I see her, I can't help but think of Zhao Menglei. But such thoughts can still give me a sense of
A warm, sweet feeling. Deep in my heart, this feeling makes me more and more intoxicated.
But I know that it is impossible for Chenchen and I. Under her eyes, every time I enjoy the sweetness, I feel a sense of guilt.
When I was having breakfast this morning, I found that my father had a good appetite, but he seemed to be a little thinner. My heart hurt, but I had to put on a normal smile and ask him, "Dad, what is the supermarket business now?"
how's it going?"
He replied: "It's not bad. Now I hardly have any control over it. Anyway, it's on track. Each department is doing its own thing in an orderly manner. I just manage it from a macro perspective."
His words made me immediately feel that there was an opportunity, so I said to him: "Dad, let's go on a trip as a family. Now is the season with the best weather in the year."
My father looked at me doubtfully, "Don't you have to go to work? Where do you get the time?"
I was suddenly shocked: Don't let him doubt my intentions. I said, "Dad, you don't know, we have one month of paid vacation every year. I haven't enjoyed this year's vacation yet."
My father was even more surprised, "Didn't you just go abroad not long ago? Paid leave? Why haven't I heard of it?"
Now I realize that lying is a very tiring thing. "Dad, the last time I went abroad, I had something to do. It was a business trip and it cannot be counted as a holiday. From now on, paid leave will be implemented nationwide soon, but our provincial education committee system has taken the lead.
Implement.”
The father nodded and said: "Oh, that's right. But now I don't want to go anywhere. In fact, traveling is not interesting. It's just tiring. It's better to stay at home and watch TV. You can see the beautiful scenery all over the world from the TV.
, and it’s very relaxing.”
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: After lying for a long time, he still didn't want to travel. I smiled and said: "The feeling of going to the actual place and seeing the beautiful scenery with my own eyes is completely different. Don't you think so?"
But he still shook his head, "I think it's about the same. Forget it, it's better to stay at home. I go to work every day, drink and smoke, it's such a carefree life. Why do you have to go to those places where you are not born?"
A familiar place to suffer?”
I didn’t dare to persuade him any more, because I was worried that he would really start to have doubts, and I was also worried that his current body would not be able to bear it if he went on a trip. In fact, I also think what he said is right: just feel free and happy.
So I shook my head and said with a smile: "It's up to you."
My father immediately asked me: "What kind of cigarette are you bringing me? Why do I feel a little strange?"
I suddenly felt nervous, "Dad, what's weird? Didn't I tell you? That's authentic goods smuggled in from abroad. Are you not used to that kind of taste?"
He shook his head and said: "When I started smoking, I did feel that the taste was far worse than Chinese cigarettes, but after smoking it, I really didn't cough much. So I kept smoking that cigarette, and gradually I felt that the taste was pretty good.
But recently I discovered a very strange phenomenon. Every time I feel a headache or stomachache, the pain disappears immediately after I smoke. What is the reason for this?"
I immediately breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly said: "There may be several reasons for this. First, your headache is not serious to begin with, and second, smoking has the effect of relieving fatigue and pain. Third, maybe
And part of your psychology."
The father immediately smiled and said, "Your explanation seems to make sense. By the way, these cigarettes are good, and I have become addicted to smoking recently. I used to have one pack every two days, but now I have one pack a day."
I hurriedly said: "Then you'd better smoke less. Smoking too much is bad for your health."
At this moment, I was thinking: It seems that I have to ask Huang Shang to increase the amount of cigarettes in the cigarette next time. But I can only persuade my father in this way, because this kind of persuasion is normal.
But my father smiled and said: "Never mind it. I'm so old, I can do whatever I want."
I immediately smiled and said nothing. In fact, I didn’t think so in my heart?
After breakfast, I went to work. After getting in the car, I suddenly remembered something: my parents didn't ask me where I went last night.
Although they never asked me about such things before, after all, I have been going home almost every day in the recent period, that is, I spent a whole night with Zhong Feng last night. Logically speaking, they should ask me, at least
Just asking by the way.
But no. Neither my father nor my mother came to ask me.
After thinking about it, I suddenly understood. In fact, my parents have never asked me about not going home at night, because they know that I am single now, so they must have thought that I have my own private life. And I also suddenly remembered
My father said something to me when Chen Yuan was not around. He said to me at that time: I understand you because I am also a man.
As a father who has been upright and decent all his life, it is indeed not easy for him to say such words. But the reason is very simple: because I am his son.
Therefore, the reason why they didn’t ask me today should be the same. Maybe they thought I was in love. Moreover, the most fundamental reason why they didn’t ask me was because they believed in me and believed that I would not do bad things outside. Now I
I am already a leading cadre at the deputy department level, and the pride in their hearts conceals their suspicion of me.
But I know what I did outside, so I feel very ashamed. But I know that my shame will not stop me from doing such things again, because I have long been unable to control the depth of my heart.
that desire.
After arriving at the office, I made tea and drank for a while, then finished handling some trivial matters in the unit, such as signing documents, signing reimbursement bills, etc., and then I picked up the phone and called Governor Wang's secretary.
I don’t want to delay this matter, and that’s not my style, because I know that some things cannot be delayed, and there is no use in delaying them. In the end, you still have to face them, and the longer things are delayed, the more they tend to become
More complex and more difficult to handle.
The call was dialed quickly, but what I immediately heard in my ears was his small voice, "I'm in a meeting. I'll call you back later."
He immediately hung up the phone.
However, the hope in my heart increased a lot because of this: He was so busy and inconvenient, but he still answered my call, which shows that he still cares about me.
So I started waiting.
In fact, this kind of waiting does not make people feel uncomfortable, because this is in the unit, and my subordinates often come to me. They either come to me to sign or report to me. In fact, I can see it.
It seems that the main purpose of those who came to me to report their work was not to report on their work, but perhaps more to make me have a good impression of them. Because I found that most of the work they reported was not that important.
Subordinates reporting work to their leaders is actually a very good way to get closer to their leaders, and at the same time, it can also slowly bring them closer to each other. Many people are actually self-taught with this method.
He didn't call me until he was about to get off work in the morning, "Director Feng, I'm sorry, I just had an important meeting with the leader. I'm wrapping up now."
I smiled and said, "You are a busy person. I understand."
He also laughed, "I'm just busy all day long, just hanging around the leader. Haha! Director Feng, do you have anything to do with me?"
I immediately said: "I want to invite you to have a meal with me, and I want to discuss something with you."
He said: "Eating...I think we can forget about eating. The boss seems to have arrangements every day recently, and I really can't spare the time. I think it will be from 4 to 5 o'clock this afternoon. The boss will go to the province."
The committee is having a meeting over there. Come to the teahouse opposite the provincial government and we can talk about anything there. One hour is enough, right?"
I hurriedly said: "That's enough, that's enough."
He smiled and said: "Okay, we'll see you in the afternoon." (To be continued)