I was silent for a moment. But what she said was right - everything is fate.
Women are naturally more sensitive. Lin Yu is like this, and so is Ruan Zhenzhen.
One day Ruan Zhenzhen came to me in private and asked me: "Brother Feng, is that Boss Zhong very defensive of me?"
I looked at her in surprise and asked, "Why do you think so?"
She replied: "I could see it from the way she looked at me."
Of course I would not admit this, "Are you mistaken? She praised you for your ability in front of me."
She was startled for a moment, and then asked me: "Really?"
I nodded, and then said to her: "Don't think too much, I use you because I fully trust you. Of course, I also believe that you will not live up to my trust in you. Don't you think so?"
She smiled brightly at me and said, "Brother Feng, don't worry, I will definitely not betray your trust in me."
To be honest, I like hearing her call me this way now.
She immediately came to me and asked: "Brother Feng, can I ask you a question?"
I said nonchalantly: "Of course. You can ask whatever you want."
She looked at me and smiled, "Brother Feng, do you have a normal relationship with that boss Zhong?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Of course it's not an ordinary relationship. She was my former patient, and I saved her life."
She immediately smiled and said: "Oh. I understand. Then she will repay you in kind. Right?"
Looking at her beautiful smile, I couldn't possibly be angry, "Don't talk nonsense. That's not the case."
She was still looking at me, her beautiful eyes making me dare not look directly, "Okay, Brother Feng, I believe it. So, what about you and my sister? Your relationship must be unusual, right?"
I didn't expect that she would ask me like this, but I could feel something from her tone: Ruan Jie had not told her about our relationship. Otherwise, she would definitely not ask me like this.
I glared at her hastily, "She is your sister, why do you doubt her like this? Think about it, how is it possible? Your sister is my subordinate."
She pursed her lips and said: "The man she found is simply trash. So it is understandable that she would find another man." Then she looked at me and smiled, "Brother Feng, you are single now anyway.
, my sister is the same, you two might as well become a couple."
I quickly stopped her and said, "Stop it! What does it mean to make a couple? Can such a thing be made up?"
But she was still smiling, "Brother Feng, I can tell that my sister likes you. The way she looks at you is different. My sister is so beautiful, don't you like her?"
I couldn't laugh or cry, "Isn't this a matter of beauty or not? It has to be felt by both parties."
She looked at me and asked, "Don't you have feelings for my sister?"
I shook my head, "Really, you don't understand me. I have been through two miserable marriages, and now I don't want to get married again."
I have talked about this topic to others more than once. Sometimes I feel like I am almost becoming Mrs. Xianglin. But I have to talk to others like this again and again. This is a helpless thing.
She said: "I have heard my sister tell some things about you, but she doesn't seem to be very clear about it. Brother Feng, can you tell me?"
I shook my head, "It's all in the past. It's too sad to think about it again."
But she immediately grabbed my arm and shook it, "Brother Feng, tell me. Okay?"
At this moment, she was as cute as a little girl in front of me, and her beauty also deepened her cuteness. I couldn't bear to refuse, and suddenly I felt an unhappiness in my heart, so I
He briefly told her what happened between him, Zhao Menglei and Chen Yuan.
At the beginning, she still had a smile on her face, but later she actually entered the same mood as mine and started to cry...
"Brother Feng, you are so unfortunate. Now it seems that the matter between myself and my sister is nothing at all. Brother Feng, I really admire you, because I didn't expect you to be so strong."
I immediately felt dumbfounded and thought to myself: That's because you don't understand many things about me.
But since then, I have found that she has changed a lot when she faces me. Because every time I find that her eyes look at me with more tenderness.
My father's condition is getting worse and worse. The drug content in the cigarettes he smoked later increased, which was of course my order to Huang Shang.
He is getting thinner and thinner, and his face is gray.
My mother also noticed that something was wrong. One day she quietly came to me while my father had not come back from work and asked me, "Xiao'er, why do I feel that something is wrong with your father's health? Now he smokes more and more.
He is also getting thinner and thinner. Especially in the past few days, he has to get up and go out to smoke several times a night."
I felt very sad, but I didn't dare to tell my mother, "Mom, I guess he has been too busy recently. I also went to the supermarket to see it. There are indeed a lot of things there recently. It will be better after this period of time."
The mother shook her head and sighed: "This old man, I have never seen him work so hard when he was doing things for the country before. Smile, you should try to persuade him when you have time."
I kept agreeing.
In fact, I believe that my mother must have already suspected that there was something wrong with my father's health, but she didn't want to believe it in her heart, and at the same time she was deliberately avoiding such a fact.
We are often like this, always unwilling to face the cruel reality. Only when we have to face it will we helplessly accept all kinds of cruelty.
During this period, Lin Yi came to my house several times, and several times he had meals at my house. He never had a single conversation with me. He always chatted with my father, and sometimes teased the children. Of course I
Know why he is like this.
He came again two days ago, but this time he was different from before.
After I finished eating at home, he said to me: "Feng Xiao, let's go for a walk."
I knew he must have something to say to me, so I followed him out immediately.
"Feng Xiao, your father's health seems to be getting worse. You have to be mentally prepared." After we went out, we walked forward along the road in the community for a while, and he suddenly sighed and said to me.
I said: "At present, he has not noticed his own problem. I want to talk to him after a period of time, when he realizes that something is wrong with his body."
But he shook his head and said: "No, he has already noticed it himself."
I was shocked, "Why did you say that?"
He looked at me and said, "You son, why are you so careless? Haven't you noticed that he never smokes in your house? I remember he was not like this before."
I felt relieved and said, "That's because the child changed his habit after he came back."
He immediately asked me: "Did he go out of his room to smoke before?"
I suddenly became nervous, "Have you asked my mother?"
He shook his head, "How could I ask? I was just analyzing it logically. I was thinking that he has had the habit of smoking for many years. Judging from his previous situation, he almost took it out as soon as he wanted to smoke. It's not like that.
He has never avoided other people. This is a common habit of cadres in county-level agencies. Feng Xiao, don’t blame me for saying such unpleasant things. What I said is just a phenomenon. If he suddenly changes his habits now...
.... The child is a factor, but if he suddenly stopped smoking in his own room, it would explain the problem."
I seemed to understand, but at the same time I was even more shocked, "Uncle Lin, do you mean to say that my father already knows about his illness and what the cigarette is?"
He sighed and said: "Your father is dozens of years old and has already seen clearly the world. He doesn't want to believe that his illness is one thing, but in his heart he has to accept that it is another thing."
As your father, of course he can detect your recent changes and understand everything you have done to him. It’s just that he doesn’t want to break the peace at home right now. Feng Xiao, you must be mentally prepared
, maybe just recently, when he has completely figured everything out, he will take the initiative to talk to you." (To be continued)