I completely believed what he said, because Lin Yi is also a person who has an insight into the world. He can completely guess my father's heart from himself. And I think his analysis is also very reasonable. Otherwise, it cannot explain the sudden change in my father's habits.
s reason.
I started to cry, "Uncle Lin, what do you think I should do?"
He sighed and said: "First of all, you should make two preparations. One is to contact the high-end ward of a hospital with the best conditions, not the medical technology, but the ward with the best supporting facilities. You should understand what I mean. Two
Yes, if your father does not want to be hospitalized in the future, you should prepare everything he will need in the future at home, including necessary medical facilities, doctors and nurses who specialize in caring for him, etc. Prepare these first, and then go to the hospital if needed.
Immediately. Secondly, you can still only wait for your father to take the initiative to talk to you about this matter, and then have a good talk with him. As long as it is all the requests he makes, you should try your best to fully comply with them.
Satisfy him. Feng Xiao, and me, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can come to me."
I understood, and at the same time I felt that his opinion was very correct. I said to him gratefully: "Uncle Lin, thank you."
He glanced at me and said, "Why are you so polite to me? Life is actually very simple. Each of us has this day. In fact, I want a child of my own, and I also hope that I will have my own child when that day comes.
His descendants died for him. I spent so much effort pursuing Xia Lan because I really liked her, so I didn’t want to leave any regrets in my life. Feng Xiao, you will understand what I did for Xia Lan
All that?"
His words actually talked about Peng Hui's incident, and I could already feel it. At this time, I felt that it was right for him to do that, because as he said: This is life, never do it
Let yourself have regrets.
I said: "I understand, I understand completely. Uncle Lin, it is a blessing for Xia Lan to meet you."
He smiled faintly, "For me, it's not the same. Knowing her is not only her blessing, but also my own blessing. I have so many properties, and I am doing it for
I have struggled for those things all my life. It would be sad if I couldn't even have the woman I like. Well, you go back and stay with your father. If you have any difficulties in the future, you can tell me at any time.
Feng Xiao, a true filial son is not to wait for your father to make a big show after his death, but to spend more time with him while he is still alive."
I nodded, "Uncle Lin, thank you for reminding me of this."
Then, I watched his figure disappear into the night. Only then did I know that he did not drive into the community today.
I feel a real sense of gratitude to him in my heart, because I can clearly feel his sincerity towards me. At the same time, I also feel a sense of guilt in my heart, because what I repay him with is more of a false sentiment.
My father's condition changed suddenly.
Although I had already been mentally prepared for such a situation, when the day actually arrived, I was still shocked as if the sky was falling.
I got up this morning, washed my face and went to have breakfast. I immediately saw a terrible golden color on my father's face sitting at the dining table. At that moment, my heart sank suddenly, so that my legs suddenly became unable to move.
Move.
At this time, the mother came out with the steamed buns. She also noticed the horror on her father's face. At that moment, all the steamed buns she was holding fell to the ground.
"Oh my god..." the mother exclaimed.
At this time, the nanny came out with porridge. She looked at her father and said, "Grandpa, your face!"
My father looked at us in shock, "What's wrong?"
I reacted suddenly at this moment and said hurriedly: "No, it's nothing. Let's all eat."
Father smiled and said, "I haven't washed my face yet. I'll wash it after eating."
My mother stood there blankly. At this moment, my heart was also in confusion, but I was still able to maintain the minimum level of consciousness. I hurriedly said to the nanny: "Go and see if the child is awake."
The nanny was more intelligent and left in a hurry.
At this time, I said to my mother: "Mom, let me tell you something." Then I said to my father: "Dad, you eat first, and I will discuss something with my mother."
My father said: "What are you doing? Go ahead, I'll eat first. There are still a lot of things in the office today."
I immediately gently gave my mother a hand, and then we went to the yard behind the villa.
The mother's face turned pale, "Smile, are you hiding something from your dad and me?"
I nodded, "Mom, last time you and Dad went for a physical examination, I changed the results of Dad's physical examination..."
Immediately, I told my mother the whole situation, my thoughts, and the results of my discussion with Lin Yi. Finally, I said to her: "Mom, I didn't mean to hide it from you, but I was worried that you wouldn't be able to control yourself.
Emotions. In fact, when I asked my father to go for a physical examination, I already realized that there was something wrong with his body."
My mother's body was swaying and her face looked horribly ugly. I hurriedly went to support her and said, "Mom, you must hold on at this time. I have to go and have a good talk with my father soon. In fact, he may have known about it for a long time.
You are in good health, but you just don’t want us to worry. Mom, let me help you take a rest."
The mother was shaking her head and crying at the same time, "Smile, what should I do?"
I whispered to her: "Mom, you go and take a rest first. I will discuss it with Dad. I want to hear his own thoughts. It seems that I can't hide it now. He has already developed jaundice. What's next?
The condition will become more serious. Mom, don't worry, I have already prepared some things in advance. Whether you go to the hospital or stay at home, I have already made arrangements. Now it depends on Dad's own opinion."
Mother's lips were trembling, "Smile, what should I do if your father is gone?"
I was already crying, but I knew this was not the time to talk about these things, "Mom, Dad is still with you. You have to stabilize your mind first. From now on, our whole family will have to revolve around Dad alone.
You must comfort Dad at this time. Now I only have one idea, which is to try not to cause him pain and try to meet all his requirements."
My mother kept crying while she was talking.
At this time, I suddenly heard my father's voice coming from inside, "Feng Xiao, come here."
His voice was old and trembling, and my heart sank suddenly...He, he might have discovered that terrible color in himself.
My mother suddenly became sober. She pushed me gently and said, "Quick, go, your dad is calling you."
I hurriedly ran inside, but found that my father was not in the living room. The nanny pointed in the direction of the balcony upstairs, "Grandpa just went up."
I hurriedly ran up, but I heard the nanny behind me asking me, "Uncle Feng, is grandpa sick? Why does his face look like that?"
I hurriedly stopped and said, "You have taken good care of your children recently. I will increase your bonus. Please."
Then he hurriedly ran towards the terrace.
Sure enough, my father is here. He is sitting on a wicker chair on the terrace, smoking.
I walked to him cautiously, "Dad..."
He pointed to the wicker chair next to him, and then put out the fire with most of the cigarette left, "You can sit down."
I hurriedly went to sit down, and then took the pack of Sanwu brand cigarettes from the white table between the two of us, pulled out one from it and handed it to him, "Dad, you can smoke. It's okay, here."
It’s outside.”
My father took it, but did not light it. He just held the cigarette in his hand. I quickly picked up the lighter from the table, lit it and said to him: "Dad, let me light it for you."
He was shaking his head, "Smile, tell me, am I in an advanced stage?"
I didn't expect my father to ask such a sudden and direct question, which immediately made me feel caught off guard, "Dad, do you know everything?"
He sighed, "Actually, when I came back from the United States, I already felt that something was not right with my body. You asked me to go for a physical examination and I didn't want to go. It was because I was afraid. Later I saw how anxious you were.
, and also mobilized your mother, so I had no choice but to go. Later, the test results turned out to be normal, and I felt relieved. But I was still aware of the pain in my liver area. Did I know?
Maybe normal people would be like that. Later, I quietly went to the hospital again... and then I understood everything."
I didn't expect that my father would secretly go to the hospital once, and I blamed myself even more: What kind of person is my father? Is he so easy to fool? At this moment, I couldn't help but choked up, "Dad, I'm sorry."
He waved his hand towards me and said: "Smile, I know what you are thinking. I know that you are doing it for my own good and are still worried about your mother's mood. In fact, it is the same for everyone. There is always a hurdle that is difficult to overcome at the beginning, let alone me.
Is it a matter of life and death? Yes, I was very scared at first. I had nightmares every night. I always dreamed that my whole body was covered with lumps, which were formed after the cancer metastasized. I thought that I would be like this for the rest of my life.
I came here mediocrely. Life was so hard in the early years. Now my life is getting better. I finally do what I like to do most, but it has just begun and it is about to end... I feel very unwilling.
, and also very scared.”
I felt so uncomfortable that I almost collapsed, "Dad, it's all my fault. If I shouldn't have asked you to help me manage the company, you wouldn't have been drinking so much all day long, and your body wouldn't be as bad as it is now.
Zi. Wuwu! Dad, it’s all my fault, it’s all my fault that hurt you..."
My father sighed and said, "Smile, don't think like that. Do you know? Ever since I helped you manage the company, I feel like I have completely changed as a person. I feel that the first half of my life has been wasted. I feel that
That's the life I should live. Son, I was really happy during that time, and I'm very grateful to you for finding me such a good job. My health problem is not caused by drinking, it should have been many years ago
I got this problem when I was stationed in the countryside. At that time, the countryside was poor, and I would sometimes eat moldy food. Moreover, I had been drinking for decades, which also caused great damage to my liver. Laughter
, you must not think like that, now I understand, in fact, a person's life and death are destined by God, as human beings, we are all small. The King of Hell wants you to die at the third watch, who dares to leave anyone alive until the fifth watch?!
After understanding this kind of moral ideal, I feel calm. From ancient times to the present, for thousands of years, have you ever heard of anyone who will not die? So, it’s nothing. It’s not just me, but also your mother.
With you, this day will happen, it’s a natural thing.” (To be continued)