At this moment, I understood the real reason why she had to come here: she wanted to ask the gods and Buddhas about the final outcome of our relationship, and it was also for her to make her final decision.
Now, everything about us will end, and we are all tragic people, because our feelings are destined to be so short-lived.
On our way back, she talked a lot. She kept telling me things about her childhood, and later anecdotes about her on the TV station. I cooperated with her conversation, but in fact I knew that she was
In order to divert your attention so that you don't cry in front of me again.
On the way back, we were no longer in the mood to see the scenery. In fact, the scenery was even more beautiful in this late autumn afternoon.
It was still dark when I returned to the provincial capital, so I drove directly to the highest five-star hotel in the provincial capital. On the edge of the spacious and bright lobby, I asked for a hotel room next to the huge and clear floor-to-ceiling glass windows.
seat, and then we sat opposite each other.
I said to her: "You order."
She shook her head and said, "You order it. I'll eat whatever you order. But I want a bottle of red wine."
In fact, I didn't know what to order, not to mention that I was already in a state of confusion and sadness that filled my soul.
I told the waiter: "There are just two of us. Please bring us your most unique dishes and the best red wine."
We didn't drink much wine in the evening, but I also think that this thing is very necessary for us tonight. Because what we need is the last romance, and then there is the last craziness.
After dinner, we went to her residence together. We had been talking during the meal. I only remembered that I was talking, and she too, but the content of what we said was very vague, because my mood was always in a state of confusion.
A sad state of affairs.
I know that maybe after today's night, the two of us will become strangers forever.
Outside the bright floor-to-ceiling glass windows is the picturesque night view of Jiangnan Province, but today we have no mood or emotion to appreciate this beautiful scenery.
After entering the room, we didn't have anything to say, and we hugged each other tightly immediately. I explored her lips, she raised her head, closed her eyes, opened her mouth slightly, and I kissed her deeply...
I know that we will have a crazy night tonight, because we all know one thing: since we cannot have each other for a long time, we all need to imprint each other into our souls tonight.
She obviously wasn't completely happy yet, because after we finished this time, she quickly got up from the bed, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower. After she came back to the bed, she held me tightly
I hugged her, her face pressed against my chest, and I felt something wet on my chest, and she was crying.
I gently stroked her hair, sighed and said to her: "Xiao Dan, this is all fate. You think so?"
She didn't answer me, but continued to cry. I could only continue to stroke her hair, sighing in my heart. The wet feeling on my chest became even worse.
Later, I unexpectedly fell asleep.
Later, I found light coming through the window. It was dawn.
She was looking at me. I didn't know when she woke up.
She said to me: "Smile, I will be your lover from now on. Even if I marry someone else, I am willing."
I shook my head and said, "Xiao Dan, that's not possible. I hope you will always be happy."
She sighed and said: "I may never find the so-called happiness in this life. Maybe I can find a rich man and live a superior life, but is that happiness?"
I was startled for a moment, "Maybe, this can be considered."
She sighed, and then said to me quietly: "Smile, I'm tired. I want to sleep."
I seemed to understand, "Then I'll go home first. You have a good rest. Xiao Dan, I will give this house to you. I will go and complete the transfer procedures for you in a few days when I am free."
She shook her head, "You've given me enough. Let's call it a day. I'll find a new place in a few days and then move out."
I didn't expect that she would say such a thing, and said hurriedly: "It's okay if you don't want to accept this house, but you can continue to live here. I just won't come to you anymore."
But she still shook her head, "No, I'm afraid that I can't control myself."
I got dressed and looked at her on the bed for a long time. But she had closed her eyes and her eyelashes were trembling slightly. I knew that she no longer wanted to look at me. I turned around and left sadly.
Regarding our breakup, I thought of many scenarios on the way back yesterday, but I never expected it to be so indifferent and indifferent. There was no romance, no crying, just all kinds of sadness in my heart.
A week later, on the weekend, when I went home, my mother told me that Zhu Dan had sent the keys to my house. When my mother said this to me, she looked at me strangely. I didn’t give any explanation, just
"Oh" said.
I didn't call Zhu Dan afterwards, nor did I go to my house. I didn't want my sadness to overflow.
After Zhu Dan and I broke up, we went back home first. I went to Lin Yu's place near noon. She cooked some delicious dishes. We didn't drink. After eating, we took a shower together and then went to bed.
That night, Chairman Ma and I met. I was in an extremely bad mood that day, but I couldn't tell anyone.
Chairman Ma and I were the only ones eating. He booked a small private room in a five-star hotel. He ordered a lot of dishes and a bottle of Wuliangye.
I am not polite because I know that he is spending public funds. But what he is spending is no longer our Shangjiang City’s financial expenditure.
I was a little depressed at first, but I had to concentrate on cheering up and be polite to him. He kept saying thank you to me at the beginning. It was only after he said it a few times that I realized that I should be polite.
Okay, so he said to him: "Chairman Ma, didn't you say you wanted to be friends with me? Why do you always say such polite words to me?"
He immediately laughed and said, "That's okay, I won't say any more. Come, let's drink."
After a few glasses of wine, the depression in my heart slowly began to dissipate. Alcohol has such benefits, it can make people forget their worries and sorrows, and can also restore people to a rational state.
But I didn't take the initiative to ask him those questions about Shangjiang City, because I knew he would take the initiative to tell me. Wasn't it because of this topic that he made me agree to the meeting with him?
Sure enough, when we finished this bottle and he asked the waiter to open the second bottle of wine, he started to tell me some things about Shangjiang City.
He talked very exhaustively, talking about some relationships in Shangjiang City, including Jiang Shanan’s previous relationships. Of course I know that what he talked about is very important to me. I am from Shangjiang City.
Mayor, these relationships will play a great role in helping me deal with some problems in the future. As the saying goes, "A strong dragon cannot overwhelm a local snake", this sentence is actually very reasonable.
Later, he said to me: "Mayor Feng, Chairman Tan's matter last time was not a big one. It would definitely be no problem for me to step forward to solve a matter like this. But if it involves a bigger problem, I would not step in to solve it."
It must be working."
I was very surprised, "After all, Chairman Tan is the vice chairman of the CPPCC and a deputy department cadre in Shangjiang City. Is there anything more important than his?"
He shook his head and said: "Mayor Feng, although you are right, he is dead after all, and he does not have much power in Shangjiang City, so it will be relatively easier to deal with his affairs. But if you guys
If your work involves the interests of some people, it will be difficult to deal with it. And some problems are bound to arise."
I didn't quite understand what he said, "Chairman Ma, what issue are you talking about? Whose interests will we touch in the future?"
He shook his head and said: "The urban transformation of Shangjiang City will definitely affect the interests of many people. As far as I know, the current calm in Shangjiang City is only temporary and a superficial phenomenon. Once it is restored,
When urban construction begins, it will inevitably involve a large number of demolitions. In this case, issues involving the property of ordinary people or some cadres are easy to deal with and can be implemented in accordance with national regulations. But when it comes to certain groups of people,
When it comes to personal issues, I guess the problem will arise."
I seemed to understand somewhat, and my heart suddenly became heavy and worried. "Chairman Ma, are you saying that if we touch the interests of the largest forces in Shangjiang City during demolition in the future, they will ask for huge amounts of money?"
He nodded and said: "It's okay if it's just a matter of these few people, but things like this will definitely cause a chain reaction. And these people will definitely encourage more people to fight against the government. Although they will not ultimately make things happen.
If it is too big, it will definitely affect the progress of Shangjiang City's urban construction, and it will also make the Shangjiang City Government pay huge costs. Although their purpose is very simple, it is just one word: money. But for Shangjiang City,
As far as the government is concerned, the price is extremely high. As I said just now, the current calm is only temporary, because these people are definitely waiting for the best opportunity. I can be sure that when your demolition begins
When the time comes, their opportunity will come.”
I suddenly felt that he was a bit alarmist, "Chairman Ma, let me ask you a question. I don't quite understand. Since this problem is so serious, for locals in Shangjiang City, many people should understand this."
It's a situation, but why didn't any of my subordinates report this to me?"
He shook his head and said: "Some people understand, but some people don't necessarily understand. People who understand, because it involves their own interests, also want to gain greater benefits from the troubles of a small number of people, so they won't talk about it.
.This is just like I never told Secretary Rong or you about this matter before today. Those who don’t understand are often the common people and ordinary cadres. They are actually waiting for the government to introduce policies that are more beneficial to them. But this problem
Not much. But these people are the easiest to be exploited. For ordinary people, it is always a good wish to get a little more money."
I nodded and then asked him: "So Chairman Ma, who are the most powerful people in Shangjiang City?"
He shook his head and said: "Mayor Feng, I'm sorry, I can't answer your question, and I can't answer it. Because these two people contain a lot of content, and neither I nor you can touch it. Because these people
The situation is very complicated. Most of their property sources are legal, but there are also illegal parts. Haha! Under the current system in our country, if everyone does things legally, nothing can be done.
.You think so, Mayor Feng?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "It seems like that."
He immediately said: "So, such people cannot be investigated and punished. If there is no sufficient evidence to prove that these people have problems, otherwise it will lead to more and more complex problems, and even hurt the boss."
The vitality of Jiang City.”
His words made me a little confused again, so I immediately asked him: "Chairman Ma, what do you mean by this? How can this hurt the vitality of Shangjiang City?" (To be continued)