After she left, I sat there in shock for a long time. At this moment, I felt very uncomfortable, but I still felt helpless. Regarding the matter between Zhu Dan and me, the most critical thing is actually that in my heart
What's clear is that I don't think it's worth giving up everything for her.
Of course, such thoughts only exist in my heart and should never be expressed to anyone. The only thing I regret now is: If I had known this, why did I do it in the first place?
Yes, since I knew that Zhu Dan and I would end up like this, then I shouldn't have had that kind of relationship with her at all. Having that kind of relationship was fine, but I shouldn't have continued our relationship.
Just keep it up. As the saying goes, love grows with time, but now it's here, and the result is that both she and I are in pain.
After a long time, I slowly came back to my senses. It was the ringing of the phone on the table that woke me up. After answering the phone, I remembered that I had not finished arranging things for the weekend. Then I called the cardiologist at the Medical University Affiliated Hospital.
I made a phone call and asked him to have dinner with me on the weekend. Then I asked my secretary Xiao Xu to inform Mr. An that I wanted to invite him to have a meal with the specialist who treated him that day.
I deliberately called the expert and Dean Zhu together. In this way, on the one hand, I could return the favor of the expert, and on the other hand, I could let Mr. An see my sincerity in doing things.
In addition, if the expert is present, it may also play a role in the success of the project, because the front-line doctors know more about business matters, and he has knowledge about the incidence and treatment of elderly people with cardiovascular diseases.
The situation has more say. In the final analysis, this means having a substantive understanding of the project that the Medical University may invest in.
In fact, this banquet is not that formal. In my heart, I just want to treat this dinner as a gathering among friends. I think maybe this matter can be solved more easily in this way. After all, the school
Neither the hospital nor the hospital is private to them. In the final analysis, whether to invest or not is a matter of a word from the main leader. What's more, this project is very beneficial to improving the image of the medical university and can also be profitable.
Later, secretary Xiao Xu came back and told me that Mr. An had agreed, so I told him to remember to send a car to Mr. An when the time came, and he would use this car to pick up the cardiologist when he arrived in the provincial capital.
I waited until I returned to my apartment in the evening to call Zhu Dan. I hesitated about this for a long time because I had made a promise to her: I would never disturb her life again.
But what Mayor Zhu said today made me feel uncomfortable and worried.
I didn't want to call her, but there was an urge in my heart that was like a poisonous snake, and I couldn't let it go. The more I tried to get rid of it, the harder I struggled to let go. The feeling in my heart was heartbreaking.
bitter.
At this moment, all the confusion in my heart is deposited in my memory. Only her smile, every word and action, every look, and every gaze flow repeatedly in the river of memory. At this moment, the longing for her in my heart
It began to well up in my heart slowly, and the most sensitive chord in my heart was struck by longing. I closed my eyes and burst into tears instantly...
After a long time, I finally slowly freed myself from the pain in my heart. An irresistible impulse suddenly surged deep in my heart. This impulse made it difficult for me to restrain myself. I picked up the phone and dialed the next number.
String number.
This is Zhu Dan’s phone number. They have already been memorized in the depths of my soul. After these numbers are combined in front of me, her smiling face, her white teeth, and her smile will naturally form in my mind.
With everything we have ever had, everything...
I was still hesitating, but in the end my hesitation could not overcome the impulse in my heart, and I couldn't help but press the dial button on the phone.
The moment I just pressed the dial button, I had an hallucination in my ears. I seemed to hear her laughter. But I knew it was an hallucination because I could clearly hear the color of her mobile phone in my ears.
ring.
She didn't answer the phone for a long time. Was it because she was away from the phone temporarily? Or was she hesitating after seeing my phone number?
I don't know about this. At this moment, I feel uneasy in my heart, but I am persisting and waiting for her to answer.
The call was disconnected because Zhu Dan had not answered the call. At this time, I felt even more panicked. After thinking about it, I threw the phone aside dejectedly. I felt that she was extremely disappointed in me.
I know that I may encounter another sleepless night today.
And I also know that on such a night, it is difficult to read any book. I went to the TV, turned it on, and after changing several channels in a row, I immediately found a familiar face, that was Xia Lan
.She plays a laid-off female worker in this TV series.
My attention was immediately transferred to the TV. Then I felt a little funny - I found that Xia Lan was not suitable to play that role at all, because no matter how I looked at her, I felt that she had a certain
Although the makeup artist made her face look a little haggard, the aura of luxury in her bones would show up in her expression from time to time.
Maybe it's because I'm too familiar with her. I can only think this way.
Suddenly I thought of Dong Jie, maybe it was my subconscious association that was at work, because Xia Lan is now Dong Jie's stepmother, and the two of them are filming together.
I immediately picked up the phone I had just thrown aside and called Dong Jie. Only I knew at this moment that maybe I could only temporarily relieve myself by calling someone else.
This time the call was quickly connected, and Dong Jie's cheerful voice came from inside, "Brother Feng..."
Her mood immediately made me feel comforted, and I immediately asked her softly: "Dong Jie, are you okay?"
She said happily, "Yeah."
I asked again: "How are you and Liu Hu doing?"
She seemed to hesitate for a moment, "...he, I..."
I seemed to understand, and I immediately seemed to see her shy face on the other end of the phone, and immediately smiled and said: "It seems that your development is going relatively smoothly, right?"
She answered me in a low voice, "Yeah."
I immediately laughed and said, "That's great. Dong Jie, I don't have anything to do, I just want to ask you casually. That's it, I have something else on hand."
She immediately said: "Brother Feng!"
I was about to hang up the phone. When I heard her voice like this, I immediately felt that she seemed to have something else to say to me, so I immediately asked her, "Say it, I'm listening."
She said immediately, in a soft voice, "Brother Feng, thank you."
My heart suddenly felt warm, and I said to her softly: "Everything is fine with you. I wish you the best."
After hanging up the phone, I found myself feeling even more sad: Why can others be happy, but I am always lonely?
While I was silently feeling sad, I suddenly heard a call coming in. I immediately went to check it out, and I was pleasantly surprised - the call turned out to be from Zhu Dan! (To be continued)