I lay on the bed quietly, and couldn't help but think about a question: Why did Zhao Menglei suddenly appear in my dream just now? You know, I was consciously fantasizing just now. But I immediately understood that Zhao Menglei was in
The sudden appearance in my dreams still reflects my subconscious.
In my subconscious, there is a deep guilt for Zhao Menglei, and hidden in this guilt is a fear of her.
In reality, Zhao Menglei killed her ex-husband, but I had already begun to betray her before she was alive. After her death, my private life became more and more chaotic and unruly. Now
I finally understood that deep down in my heart I had always had a deep sense of fear for her. And I suddenly felt something: deep down in my heart, I felt far less guilty about her than she did to me.
This feeling of fear.
I couldn't help but sigh: Maybe for other men, if they could have as many women as I have, maybe they would feel that their lives are very fulfilling and that their trip to this world was not in vain.
But I don’t feel this way. I feel that the more I experience, the more emptiness and loneliness I feel. Moreover, I suddenly discovered that among the women in my life, not many of them are in my soul.
They left a deep imprint, as if most of them were passers-by in my life, coming in a hurry and then leaving in a hurry.
I don’t want to recall the past, let alone continue to think about such issues. Because I know that all of these are things I did myself, and in the final analysis, all of them are cause and effect.
But I couldn't fall asleep anymore, so I lay in bed and read all night. But I knew that it was impossible to truly be peaceful in my heart. A person's emotional problems would affect his entire life. To solve this problem
The only solution to the problem is to make yourself busier and more tired.
So, I arranged a lot of things for myself the next day. I called several department heads in the province and asked to talk to them about several important things. Of course, these things should be discussed with them sooner or later.
Yes, but I arranged these things on the same day.
I invited three leaders in total, one in the morning, one in the afternoon, and one in the evening for dinner.
The day passed quickly like this. Although I was very tired, my heart was no longer so painful.
When I went to work on Monday, I arranged a government executive meeting, which will be held on the next day. This time I arranged a lot of topics, involving all aspects of recent work.
This government executive meeting lasted from morning to noon. After lunch, everyone took a short break and continued in the afternoon. As a result, there were still some topics that had not been studied by the time I got off work in the afternoon. I asked everyone to go to the canteen to have dinner and then continued in the evening.
A meeting was held. Later, the meeting ended near midnight in the evening.
Everyone was exhausted, but I was still full of energy. But no one said anything about it, because there was really too much work in the city recently, and they didn't know the real reason why I did this.
In the next few days, I held many meetings, including general meetings, small meetings, and on-site office meetings. At the same time, I also conducted on-site inspections of several large projects.
It wasn't until two weeks later that I suddenly felt so tired. However, my heart no longer suffered as much as before. Time and busyness made my pain a thing of the past. From a psychological point of view
, I used a self-torture method, but this method is really effective.
Secretary Wu came, bringing with him a group of leaders from the Medical University and several division directors. There were more than ten of them in a Coaster van.
Prior to this, the Medical University Infrastructure Office and the school office had contacted our municipal government office, health bureau, and civil affairs bureau, and we provided them with relevant information.
I also reported this matter to Secretary Rong, and she was of course very supportive of my idea. In fact, for our Shangjiang City, the most important thing at the moment is not the land, but the project.
Projects have many kinds of impacts on local areas. Some projects can help local areas obtain more tax revenue in the future, and some projects can play a role in publicity for a place. The project I proposed to the Medical University not only has a great impact on our local area.
The role of propaganda is also the political achievement of our current team.
Because Secretary Wu and his party were at a higher level, Secretary Rong personally attended the reception, and the reception this time was of a higher standard. Secretary Rong and I both went to the exit of the expressway to greet them in person.
Of course, I know in my heart that the purpose of Secretary Rong's arrangement is to give me, the mayor, face. After all, I am a graduate of a medical university. Secretary Rong is a lesbian, and she really considers such issues very carefully.
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After receiving Secretary Wu and his party, we went directly to the best hotel in the city. The municipal government office had already opened rooms for them. Secretary Wu and several school leaders all had suites, and the department directors all had standard rooms. The reception was actually
As a subject, the level of the room must also be taken into consideration when arranging the room. In fact, a person does not need a large place to sleep, but what such an arrangement really considers is the feeling of the leader, a feeling of being respected.
Why do people like to be officials? And they always hope that their positions will get higher and higher. In addition to people's desire for power, there is also the inner need to be respected.
After letting everyone take a break, a simple meeting and symposium was held in the conference hall of this hotel. I, the abbot, presided over this meeting, and our secretary You Rong of Shangjiang City gave the lecture. However, her lecture was rather old-fashioned.
First of all, we will introduce the basic situation of our Shangjiang City, including the population, area, resources, etc. Then we will introduce the economic development status of the city, the current development of key projects, and the city of Shangjiang in a few years.
style, etc. Finally, she also focused on introducing the city's health and education work. More than an hour passed in this way.
In fact, I know that such cliches are also a necessity. Because this cliché is just the opinion of our local officials, we will follow this procedure every time we receive people. But for those who come to us for the first time
As for leaders, they are quite interested in such content. Especially for university leaders like Secretary Wu, because he has limited understanding of local work conditions, he will be more interested in such content.
Moreover, such content must be discussed in today's situation. This is very helpful for medical universities to make up their mind to invest here. What is the most important aspect that needs to be paid attention to in investment? In the final analysis, it is still risk, and the evaluation of risk
In fact, it is the investment environment. In addition to the preferential policies provided by the local government, the investment environment also includes local influence and so on.
Finally, Secretary Rong introduced some of the ideas of the Municipal Party Committee and the Municipal Government on the medical nursing home project. What she talked about was roughly the same as what I talked about with Secretary Wu that night, but she focused on the Municipal Party Committee and the Municipal Government.
The importance attached to this project.
Then came Secretary Wu’s speech. Like Secretary Rong, he first talked about the basic situation of the Medical University. It was still the same content he talked about when Mayor Zhu and I went to the Medical University last time. In fact, local governments and universities
Likewise, many of the routines are similar. This actually shows one aspect of the bureaucracy of universities.
Then he talked about the issues about this project. He said: "Our school attaches great importance to this project. Not long ago, the Provincial Department of Health issued a document on the redistribution of health resources in the province, and our school carefully studied this
document, and we are also very grateful to Mayor Feng for his suggestions and reminders, which enabled us to realize as soon as possible the competitive pressures and opportunities that our school and the major affiliated hospitals under the school may face in the future.
At the same time, our school also sent special personnel to conduct a careful inspection of the situation of this project. At present, cities such as Beijing and Shanghai have begun the construction of medical nursing homes, and we also learned that such projects are very popular in developed areas.
The common people welcome it.
Therefore, we are very optimistic about the prospects of this project. We have only one purpose for coming this time, and that is to select a site. If Shangjiang City can provide us with a suitable place, we can sign a letter of intent with you immediately
protocol."
At this time, I said with a smile: "The Medical University Office and the Infrastructure Department have communicated with us about the site selection issue, and we have also provided you with the planning map of Shangjiang City. At present, as long as it is not the land we have sold, or
It is an area we have specially planned, other than that, you can choose anywhere you want."
In fact, what I said is rather tactful, and it does not really allow them to choose a place at will. If they are interested in a certain piece of land in our city center, wouldn't we be at a loss? So, if they choose
If it is land in our commercial district, we can excuse it by saying it has been sold or that it is under special planning.
Secretary Wu smiled and said: "Thank you to the leaders of Shangjiang City for their strong support to us."
In fact, we have already prepared for this matter. Then I ordered the Secretary-General of the Municipal Government Office: "Please ask the comrades from the Municipal Planning Bureau to come immediately. Now you can let Secretary Wu and other leaders select the site."
Sometimes I am thinking that many people in today's society are talking about the useful life of the houses they buy. Many people have opinions on the seventy-year usage rights and think it is too short.
In fact, many people only notice the number seventy, and few people think about how significant this period of seventy years is to a person's life.
What is seventy years? It means that a person can live in a house until he is one hundred years old when he buys it at thirty. If we look at it in reverse, the houses after seventy years will be like the houses we look at thirty or forty years ago in the last century.
Same.
Let me ask: How many houses from the 1930s and 1940s are there in any city in our country? Life is so short, but the world is changing so fast now. No one knows what will happen seventy years from now.
What is this world like?
So I think those who are thinking about this issue now are completely unfounded, or simply bored.
The person in charge of the Planning Bureau came quickly, and the municipal government office had prepared a slide projector. The person in charge of the Planning Bureau introduced the entire planning situation of Shangjiang City, as well as the current land use status. Finally, he told Wu
The secretary and others suggested several plots of land.
These lots were all discussed with Secretary Rong, and they are not within our planned commercial area. You must know that what the Medical University needs is allocated land, because the cost of such land will be much lower.
This project is of a public welfare nature and cannot be used as a commercial housing development, so there is no need for them to purchase commercial land. Anyway, what they need is a 70-year land trial right, and who knows what Shangjiang City will be like in 70 years.