She asked worriedly: "Isn't that lying to the children?"
I immediately corrected her, "Ruan Jie, this is not a lie to the child, but a psychological suggestion to her. Do you understand?"
She whispered: "Yes. I believe you."
I sighed and said: "Ruan Jie, we can't do this anymore. Next time, let's give the child to your sister or send it to my house, and then we can be together. Okay?"
She said: "Yeah."
I said: "You should rest early. I will be home soon."
Then I hung up the phone. In fact, she didn't know that maybe this incident would have a psychological impact on both me and her, because now I have no idea of doing that kind of thing with her again.
Of course, I can't tell her now.
Ruan Jie called me shortly after I woke up the next morning. She said to me in a low voice: "This method of yours is really effective."
I also asked her in a low voice: "What's going on?"
She said: "When she woke up in the morning, she suddenly asked me: Who is the uncle who came here last night? Why are you not wearing clothes? I immediately looked at her in surprise and said: Uncle? Where did this uncle come from?
?Isn’t it just you and me here last night? Mom has been sleeping with you. You must be dreaming. The child was confused and said: I really saw it. I smiled and said to her: You used to
Have you ever dreamed, right? When you dream, you feel that the dream is real. The child believes it."
I suddenly remembered something, "The child is still sleeping now?"
She said: "Yes. I'm in the kitchen, making breakfast."
I hurriedly said: "Then don't say it. If the child hears it, it will be in trouble. Once the child loses trust in you, there will be big problems in the future."
She was silent for a while, and I guessed she was looking outside. Sure enough, I heard her say: "Not here."
I said: "Then you must pay attention in the future. The child was in a daze when she got up last night, so it was easy to be psychologically suggested. But you yelled at her at that time, which must have made her nervous, like this
In this situation, the effect of psychological suggestion is not that good."
She said: "It's okay. I used to make noises to her all the time."
I suddenly became silent: When a mother often quarrels with her children like this, it shows that her mood has not been very stable, and can even be said to be very bad. This not only reflects her marital status, but also shows that she has been suffering from
pressure.
This reminded me of the first time I met Ruan Jie. I still remember the moment I first saw her and how beautiful she was in my eyes. Maybe she had just gotten married at that time,
Maybe she wasn't married yet. But times have changed, and she, who was young and beautiful at the time, has now become the mother of her child, and she has a lot of fate.
I said: "You should try to be gentler with your children in the future. The children are still young, and your family... Ruan Jie, you don't need me anymore, right?"
She sighed softly, "Yeah. I understand."
After the phone call ended, I was thinking: Where should I take my children to play today?
After washing up, I went to have breakfast. The child had already gotten up. I asked him where he wanted to play today, and the child said he wanted to go to the children's playground with his younger brother, whom he played with last time.
I was secretly surprised: Is this really blood thicker than water? Are there really different psychological fusions between brothers?
I shook my head and said to the child: "Not recently. He is not here. He went out of town with his mother."
The child asked me: "Dad, where is my mother? You said she went out of town, why hasn't she come back for so long?"
My heart suddenly felt painful, and I immediately picked up the child and said, "Son, you will understand when you grow up."
The mother sighed beside her.
Later, I took my children to the children's playground. At noon, I received a call from Zhu Dan. She said to me: "Are you free today? I want to have a meal with you."
I suddenly felt excited, "How are you and him doing?"
She said: "We are getting married. I want to meet you."
My heart immediately filled with sadness, "Why bother? Since you and him are planning to get married, then just live a good life."
But she insisted on saying to me: "I want to see you. Today at noon."
Immediately, she told me the location and immediately hung up the phone. At this moment, I suddenly felt a sense of emptiness and a trace of ripples in my heart...
Even after we talked on the phone, I was still hesitant—she was getting married soon, so why should I meet her? Does it make sense?
But then I thought of something: since she called me and said she wanted to see me, it means that she thinks it is necessary and why to see me. In any case, she and I still have real feelings, although our feelings are not.
It's not very profound, but it's still worth cherishing and commemorating.
So, I decided to meet her. My idea was simple: if I met her, I might feel it was unnecessary. But if I didn’t, it would probably become a lifelong regret for me.
Of course I knew the place Zhu Dan was talking about, it was the Western restaurant on the top floor of the five-star hotel where we had dinner together.
I was already late when I got there because I had to send my child home first. The child was very unhappy because I promised to take him to KFC for lunch. As a result, I said a lot of nice things to him and then promised him
He didn't give up until he bought a set of Transformers toys.
There are toys like that on sale outside the children's playground, and they are quite expensive. I bought a whole set for him.
Today's merchants are really good at doing business, and the business of children is indeed the best. For example, now, because I am eager to rush to meet Zhu Dan, I don't even negotiate the price, I just pay and leave.
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When I arrived at the hotel, I found that Zhu Dan was already sitting at the seat where we had sat. Either she came early today, or she made a reservation in advance. I thought to myself. But when I first saw her sitting there
When I was there, my heart suddenly felt warm and excited, but then I felt sad.
I didn't go over immediately, but stood not far away from her and looked at her. I was afraid that when I got closer, I wouldn't dare to look at her as carefully as before.
She was sitting next to the bright floor-to-ceiling glass window. Although her skin color was a little dark, she was beautiful. The light coming in from outside the glass window gave an extra layer of halo to the edges of her face. She sat quietly.
There, she sat there quietly and motionless. I didn't know what she was thinking, but she was like a beautiful statue in my eyes.
I couldn't bear to stay here for a long time, because I thought she must have been waiting for me for a long time. I walked towards her quickly, and when I got closer to her, she felt my arrival. She raised her head, with a look on her face.
A bright smile burst out in an instant, "Are you here?"
I apologized and said to her: "When you called me, I was taking my child at the children's playground, so I sent the child home first and then came here. I'm sorry for keeping you waiting."
She said to me softly: "Thank you for coming."
I went and sat across from her, "Have you ordered?"
She shook her head, "Wait a moment, let's talk first. I want a cup of coffee, do you want it?"
I nodded, then turned around and snapped my fingers at the waiter. When the waiter came over, I said to him: "One cup of the same coffee."
Zhu Dan asked me: "Are you coming back every week recently?"
I nodded, "My work has been going smoothly lately, and I don't need to work overtime regularly on weekends. So I try to take time to go home."
She sighed and said: "It seems that my fate is bad. You are always busy when I am with you, and you are free as soon as we break up. What do you think this is if it is not fate?"
I was startled for a moment, and then said to her softly: "Zhu Dan, we are in the past. Since you are ready to marry that person now, you shouldn't think too much about the past. Zhu Dan, in the end, it is all
I'm sorry for you, I'm not worthy of your love, let alone your lifelong trust."
She shook her head slightly, "Brother Feng, I never know why you can't accept me. I, Zhu Dan, have always thought highly of myself, and I look down on many men. But you are different, even though you have been married twice.
, and children, but I have never considered these issues of yours at all. Because I think each of us has our own past, which is normal. "
I was silent.
She continued to say to me quietly: "Brother Feng, I really don't know why. Maybe you thought that I was too proactive at first, and that I did things like that with you just to do something with you.
. Maybe that makes you think that I am a particularly open-minded woman, not to mention that there were many rumors about me before that. Brother Feng, it’s not like that. In fact, I noticed you soon after you arrived in our Shangjiang City.
When it came to you, I also quietly learned about your marital status. Later, I happened to ask you for help with something, and then you accepted me. Maybe I was too impatient at the time, but I really like you."
Although she didn't use the word "love" to me, I understood that this should be her truest emotion. On the contrary, if she had used the word "love", I might feel it was false.
For me today, love has become a kind of luxury. I once had something like that, but it was lost long ago. Later, I pursued it again, but the result was all bruises. Maybe Zhu Dan also feels that love is right for me.
It was too far away for her, so she used the word "like".
And I can completely believe that the relationship between her and the rich second-generation boss is not love. After all, the time between the two of them was too short. The so-called love at first sight, in the final analysis, is love at first sight. Maybe the man really likes Zhu Dan's appearance.
and figure, but what Zhu Dan likes should be the other person’s wealth. (To be continued)