At this point, Lin Yu's eyes were already filled with tears. I couldn't help but shed tears too.
She wiped her tears with the tissue I handed her in front of her, then sighed and continued softly: "Later, during the first half of my freshman year, my mother passed away. When I was in college, the principal of the middle school wrote a letter to the university.
A letter introducing my situation.
The school waived all my tuition and fees. After I went to college, I studied harder. That’s when Teacher Huang noticed me because I was a poor student and my grades in all subjects were excellent. So he also liked me very much.
, gave me a lot of help.
You all know what happened later. Therefore, the person I need to be most grateful to in this life is my mother, as well as the teachers, principal, and later Teacher Huang in my middle school. Unfortunately, it was the principal in my middle school.
He also passed away many years ago due to cancer.
I know that there are too many people that I need to repay in this life, so I will do it for Mr. Huang as long as he asks me to do it. Of course, he will also listen to me under normal circumstances, because in his life
In his eyes, I was always the poor little girl with excellent grades and a poor family. He pityed me and cared for me from the bottom of his heart."
I said softly: "Sister, I understand. I understand why he is so good to you. I also understand why you defend him so much and consider everything for him."
She did not answer my words immediately, and then went to take a sip of tea, and then said: "At that time, something like that happened to Kang Demao, and Teacher Huang was very angry. It was not convenient for me to persuade him because he was angry. But later I
After finishing his work, he agreed to rearrange Kang Demao.
Feng Xiao, do you know why I want to help Kang Demao? Because he is also a child from a poor family. I fully know how difficult it is for him to reach that point, because I have also had that kind of experience, that kind of pain, that kind of pain.
This kind of inner inferiority can only be understood best by those like me who have truly experienced it. Hey! I hope he can live up to his expectations, because if he has any problems again, I won't be able to help him."
So that's it. I thought to myself. I said: "De Mao is very careful now. He shouldn't have any problems again."
She shook her head and said: "His biggest problem is that he has too high expectations for himself and is easily shaken. In the final analysis, he is too purposeful. It can also be said that there are some problems with his moral character. You are completely different from him on this point.
, you are a very loyal person. Hey! Let him do whatever he wants, anyway, I have done my best to deal with his issues."
Her words made me feel ashamed: Where am I loyal? Recently I had a relationship with Udon Mei. Thinking of this, sweat suddenly broke out in my vest.
Of course Lin Yu would not know that I had such evil intentions. She stared at the firewood burning in the fireplace, and said softly: "Feng Xiao, your analysis is right. Teacher Huang, he really feels very
He was tired, so he wanted to leave immediately."
Although this result was analyzed by me, I was still a little surprised and nervous when I heard the news coming out of Lin Yu's mouth, so I hurriedly asked her: "Sister, you didn't persuade me to transfer here."
him?"
She shook her head and said: "I told him your analysis and persuaded him not to make any plans to retreat now. After hearing this, he sighed and said: It seems that I am really old. Why can't I think of such a simple and powerful relationship?
What? He even praised you."
I was very happy, "Sister, you mean to say that he is no longer prepared to take a back seat?"
She smiled and nodded: "Actually, he is also very hesitant. As I told you, he has been active in Beijing recently. The next step is for him to either continue to serve as the executive vice governor, or to become the top leader of the National People's Congress
.This is not bad, the top leader of the National People’s Congress can be on an equal footing with Governor Wang.”
I nodded, "That's true."
She looked at me with a strange look in her eyes, "Feng Xiao, but he also told me that he couldn't live without Udonmei. But he also realized that it was unrealistic for him to marry Udonmei. In fact, he
It is very clear that it makes no difference whether he is married or not. Marriage also involves property issues, which will have a bad impact on him."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Sister, why are you looking at me like that?"
She smiled and said: "It's nothing. But Feng Xiao, I know in my heart that you sympathize with Udonmei. In fact, as a woman, I also sympathize with her, not to mention that she is also a child of a poor family. But is such sympathy useful?
?Teacher Huang just likes her, what should I do?"
I sighed and said, "But, Udonmei is still so young, she has to have her own career and family in the future?"
She nodded and said: "Yes. Let's talk about this later. She is still very young anyway, right?"
I thought to myself: It seems that this is the only way to go now. At least for now, I have solved the problem that Wu Dongmei is facing. I said: "Well, let's talk about it later. In fact, this path is also her own choice.
, since she made her own choice, she should bear it herself. In the final analysis, this is fate."
She sighed and said: "Yes, this is fate. None of us can disobey our own fate. I, Lin Yu, may be superior in the eyes of others, but who can know the pain in my heart? I
For a woman, her husband betrayed her first, and then died like that. Now it is impossible to find a suitable man.
This is fate. People like me who were born in a poor family are now in a high position. They should serve the party wholeheartedly and do more for the people, but they cannot be truly selfless. This is also fate."
I comforted her and said, "Sister, don't think too much. Today's society is too realistic. Everyone looks at problems this way and measures everything with realistic standards. You and I can't be too different.
Actually, half of the word "public" is exactly half of the word "private", so public and private are always the same thing. There is public among private, and there is private among public. To say that public and private are distinct and selfless is all nonsense, no matter who is talking about it.
Even under the guise of being a prince, at least half of it is out of selfish motives.
From this we can see that our ancestors who coined Chinese characters were very insightful. Otherwise, how could they have made the character "public" like that? This is a perfect understanding of the nature of human nature. The characters "public and private" are so created that they touch our human souls.
Already..."
Lin Yu immediately laughed, "Feng Xiao, you are really good at persuading people. But in ancient times, the terms public and private were not what they are now, right?"
I also laughed, "Sister, these two words are so simple, they should have been similar in ancient times, right?"
She smiled and said: "That's true. Feng Xiao, after hearing what you said, I felt much more comfortable. I don't want to go back today, so just stay here. The air here is good and warm. It's really
good."
I looked at her and smiled, and at the same time asked her in a low voice: "Sister, are you ready today?"
Her face actually turned red, "What do you want to do?"
I immediately picked her up and said, "Sister, what do you think?"
She immediately collapsed in my arms...
The next morning I woke up late again, maybe because of the warmth inside the stone house. When I woke up, I found that Lin Yu beside me was no longer there. I suspected that she might have left at midnight last night. Because
It was only then that I slept the most deeply. If she had left in the morning, the noise she made would definitely wake me up, and I would not sleep until now.
But it doesn't matter anymore, because I'm in a great mood at this time.
The news that Lin Yu brought to me last night relaxed my somewhat nervous mood. After getting dressed and going out, I saw that the firewood in the fireplace was about to go out, so I ignored it. This is
In a stone house, a fire is almost impossible, not to mention that the fireplace is far away from the bed.
When I walked out of the stone house, I found that the off-road vehicle was covered with a layer of white frost, and a cold wind was blowing towards me. I couldn't help but shudder.
When driving down the mountain, I found that the fields were also covered with white frost, and there was a chill everywhere. But everything in front of me was beautiful.
After entering the city, I suddenly found that this place seemed to be another world. There were steaming food stalls on the streets, there were people in a hurry, and white smoke was emitting from the cars on the road. Everything in front of me was a blur.
Busy.
I know in my heart that I belong here and belong to the busyness here.
However, I still left the child half a day in my busy schedule, because I found that the child suddenly grew a lot taller recently, and his clothes seemed a bit too small. The child has no mother, so I think I should take the child out to play.
, buy him some clothes and toys by the way.
This afternoon, I took my child to a shopping mall in the city center. When I led my child to the entrance of the shopping mall, I unexpectedly ran into Min Siwei.
In fact, she saw us first. She immediately ran over and greeted me, "Mayor Feng, is this your son?"
I smiled and answered her: "Yes. Why are you here?"
She smiled and said: "I'm fine alone. I went out to go shopping, and I didn't expect to meet you. Mayor Feng, do you often take your children to the shopping mall?"
I shook my head with a wry smile and said, "This is the first time in the world. The child is growing up too fast, and the clothes on his body are all too small, so I took him out and planned to buy some for him."
She went to look at the child and said, "It's so cute. Mayor Feng, can I accompany you to buy clothes for the child? I think he is so cute and I like him so much."
While I was talking to her, the child kept looking at her eagerly. Before I could answer Min Siwei's words, the child suddenly asked me, "Dad, this aunt is so beautiful. She looks so good."
Just like my mother."
I was shocked, "Don't talk nonsense. This is Aunt Min. How come she looks like your mother?"
The child said: "My grandma just showed me my mother's photo. I think this aunt really looks like my mother."
The child's words made me very embarrassed, so I hurriedly said to Min Siwei apologetically: "Xiao Min, the child is not sensible, so don't worry about it."
Just now, Min Siwei's face was already red. At this time, she squatted down and looked at the child's face carefully, "Mayor Feng, I know why I like him so much. He really looks like me when I was a child. It's just that.
But he is a boy."
Only then did I take a careful look at her, but I still felt that she was not similar to Chen Yuan at all, except that her skin was almost as fair as Chen Yuan.
I laughed "haha", "Really? It seems that this child is destined to you. Well, if you don't dislike it, you can be this child's godmother."
My purpose in saying this is very clear, that is to try to open up the relationship between myself and her.
Min Siwei was startled for a moment, but then she smiled and said: "Okay. Then I, the godmother, must give a gift like the child today."
I hurriedly said: "Then there's no need."
She smiled and said, "It's necessary. Who told me to get along so well with this kid?"
I thought to myself: That's fine. As long as I can keep a distance from her. To be honest, I really feel a sense of inferiority in my heart in front of her.
Then we went into the mall together, and I bought several sets of clothes for my child with Min Siwei's reference. Min Siwei asked to pay the bill several times, but I refused. Later, Min Siwei asked the child what he wanted most, and the child said:
"I want a submachine gun."
Min Siwei smiled and said to me: "I'm going to buy the submachine gun for my child later, but you have to agree to let me pay the bill."
Of course the child was talking about toys. Such things couldn't be expensive, and Min Siwei was also sincere, so I didn't object anymore.
I had to invite her to have dinner with me at noon because I still felt a little guilty. The toy gun she bought for her child actually cost more than 200 yuan. I know that a civil servant like her does not actually earn a high salary.
.
She didn't refuse in particular. Later we went to a restaurant. While I was ordering food, she said she wanted to go there for convenience. At this time, I took the opportunity to ask the child, "Why do you think she looks like mom? Do you really
Have you seen mom’s photo?”
What I didn't expect was that the child answered me like this, "I want a mother, because all my classmates have mothers..."
At this moment, my heart suddenly felt sour. But I still said to the child, "Son, this aunt cannot be your mother. Dad will slowly find a mother for you in the future, okay? You have to be good."
Ah, don't talk like that casually anymore, it's very rude. Do you understand?"
The child looked at me half-understanding. I sighed in my heart. (To be continued)