After thinking about it, I picked up the phone and called him. When the call went through, I immediately asked him: "De Mao, are you still in Beijing?"
He smiled and answered me: "Yes. I still have to study for several months."
I smiled and said, "That's a good thing. Not just anyone can go to this Central Party School. You will make greater progress in the future."
He laughed, "All department-level cadres come here to study. In fact, you should have come a long time ago, but your situation in going to Jiangjiang is quite special, so you can't leave for the time being."
I sighed and said, "After being busy for the past two years, I really want to learn something. To be honest, for an administrator like me who has become a monk halfway, this is the best place to learn."
He smiled and said: "Come on, your current level is much higher than that of the rest of us. Your self-learning ability is too strong. Haha!"
I also laughed, "Are you kidding me? I am only half-empty and don't understand anything."
He hurriedly said: "Feng Xiao, what I told is the truth. By the way, what's the reason why you called me? Are you trying to invite me to a drink now?"
I said: "I originally wanted to treat you to a drink, but you are in Beijing, so I have to forget it. Let's talk about it after you come back. By the way, let me ask you something. The one you brought last time was named Liu Baobao.
This girl, you specially prepared to introduce me to her, right?"
He laughed, "What? Can't she? She took the initiative to contact you, right?"
It seems to be true. My suspicions about him were ultimately caused by the estrangement between us. The estrangement between people can turn some good things into suspicion. At this moment, my heart is full of doubts about him.
I felt even more apologetic. I said, "Why are you so secretive? Why don't you just tell me? But I'm still very grateful to you."
He smiled and asked me: "What? Do you really think she is good? You don't know, Ding Xiang has been telling me, asking me to find a way to introduce you to a girlfriend.
I told her that Feng Xiao had too high standards and he would look down on ordinary girls, especially the introduced ones, and he must be disgusted from the bottom of his heart.
Later, one time, when I was having dinner with Xiaoliu's leader, I accidentally noticed her. I found that this girl seemed very good. So I took the opportunity of that meal to call her over.
Later I asked her what her impression of you was, and she told me that she had a good feeling about you. Then I told her about your situation, and I said to her: If you think he is good, then take the initiative.
Some. I also told her that your previous marriage was very unhappy, so you would not take the initiative to pursue a girl again. That's the situation."
His words immediately moved me, but it was impossible for me to fall in love with that Liu Baobao. If I think she is relatively beautiful, but her boldness tonight made me feel that this woman
The child is no longer normal. Perhaps her usual cover-up is not because she is afraid that others will know her beauty, but to hide her debauchery eight hours away.
Of course, these have nothing to do with me. At this moment, I already feel a sense of shame in my heart: Why have I become so bold and bold today?
But in any case, I am still very grateful to Kang Demao for his kindness. I said to him sincerely: "Demao, thank you. But I really don't have that idea now. Haha! It would be great if you were here tonight
, I was drinking with Secretary Wu and Director Zou, we are all old friends."
He said: "You guys, don't change the subject? Why can't Liu Baobao do it? She looks very ordinary, but she is actually quite beautiful. This kind of girl is unassuming and responsible, and she is the most suitable wife. Feng
Laugh, you have had so many experiences, you should know what kind of woman is the best. I don’t need to say more, right?"
I thought to myself: You must not understand her, that's why you say this.
I said: "De Mao, if you come back midway, you must call me. I haven't congratulated you on your promotion. I drank too much tonight, so be it. Don't worry about Xiaoliu's affairs. Anyway, I am
It's impossible to fall in love with her."
He immediately asked me: "Why?"
I smiled and said, "No reason. Let's talk about it later, when you come back."
He said: "You... well, I'll talk about it when I get back."
I hung up the phone. At this time, I felt so dizzy, and suddenly I remembered what Liu Baobao said to me: For a person of your status, it is best not to drive when you are drunk. It will be uneconomical if something happens.
I got off the car immediately and went to the roadside to wait for a taxi.
This seems to be the first time I consciously pay attention to safety after drinking, and it is also the first time I feel that I should not drive after drinking. To be honest, even now I should have no problem driving the car home, but I first
I felt the word "risk" for the first time.
Being in an official career is just like driving a car, something may happen at any time. Maybe 99% of the time nothing will happen to us, but we cannot and do not dare to bet on the 1%. Because 1
Once that one percent thing happens to you, then it is one hundred percent!
After waiting for less than five minutes, an empty taxi came. I got in it and went straight back home. When I got out of the car, I realized that I was getting drunk. After paying and going home, my mother saw my
He looked like that and immediately asked me, "Drunk?"
I said: "I drank too much, I will go to bed immediately. Where is my son?"
My mother said: "I went to bed early, and I kept talking about you before I went to bed. He asked me several times: Why hasn't dad come back yet?"
After hearing this, I felt a little sour, but at this time, my state made it difficult for my body to be controlled by my consciousness. I said to my mother: "Mom, I went to bed. I will take the children out to play tomorrow."
My mother looked at me and shook her head. Although she didn't sigh, I could already feel her dissatisfaction with me. I clearly felt that my steps were a little unruly, so I quickly went to the bedroom and went to bed...
Liu Baobao appeared in front of me, and she said to me: "I am pregnant with your child, and you have to be responsible for me. You are the father of the child, and I must marry you immediately."
I started to reminisce and felt that there was nothing like that between her and me. I said, "What does the child in your belly have to do with me? I have never slept with you."
She looked at me and said: "Feng Xiao, you are so shameless! That night you kissed me and then went to the hotel room with me. You and I did it several times in one night. Have you forgotten? Our
The child was conceived that night!"
I was stunned immediately and began to recall in my mind: That night... I sent her back, we ate glutinous rice balls together, and then we went to a hotel room. The room I bought cost 888 yuan.
After making love, she blackmailed me. I couldn't get angry, so I took a knife and slashed her face hard, one after another, causing blood to fly...
I killed her and laughed immediately... However, I suddenly heard a scream and hurriedly looked towards the scream. It was my mother. She was standing at the door of my bedroom, panicked.
I hurriedly looked at the ground...
At this moment, my heart felt cold: I killed someone, I really killed someone!
My mother's eyes were full of sadness. She was looking at me, "Smile, why do you want to kill her? You are my and your father's only son. You are committing a capital crime. If you do this, what will your son and I do in the future?"
Are you going to survive?”
I was at a loss, and there was no feeling in my heart, only fear. I knew that I had committed a capital crime, and the only thing facing me was death.
Tong Yao was behind me, and my hands were handcuffed. In front of me was the court. This seemed to be the fifth floor, and next to me was the patio. I stopped and said to Tong Yao behind me: "I committed a capital crime.
I don’t want others to laugh at me, so stay away from me and I’ll jump down from here.”
Tong Yao suddenly ran towards me and hugged me tightly. She said loudly to me: "Feng Xiao, you have done something bad and you must face trial!"
My heart felt cold, and I felt that it was so ridiculous that I came into this world. I was the mayor, but now I have become a criminal, and in front of me was the scene of being shot. I said: "Let me go, I
I want to say a few words to you."
She said: "I can let you go, but you can't jump from here. If you jump, you will be freed, but I will be punished."
I said: "I won't. Please let me go first."
She let go of me, and I turned around to look at her, "Tong Yao, I really like you..."
She was crying. I suddenly crossed the railing and jumped down... Just like the slow motion in a movie, all the details of my life slowly appeared in my mind...
I am falling, falling downwards. My body is floating in the air like catkins, slowly falling downwards.
In front of me was Zhao Menglei. She was walking in front of me. She was wearing a light green top, brown pants, and her ponytail was rising and falling on the back of her head. I followed her, following her step by step. She was so beautiful, even her
The back view makes me so intoxicated.
She suddenly turned around and smiled at me, "Feng Xiao, are you finally here?"
I hurriedly ran towards her and stood in front of her, "Meng Lei, have you been waiting for me?"
She smiled brightly at me and said, "Yes, I have been waiting for you."
I was suddenly excited and couldn't believe what I was seeing. I hurriedly reached out and touched her face. Yes, it was her. Her face was so delicate and tender, and her smile bloomed in the palm of my hand.
"Brother Feng..." I suddenly heard Chen Yuan's voice. Her voice was just below me. She was looking up at me. Her face was so clear, pure, beautiful, and a little shy.
I was falling, Zhao Menglei had disappeared, below me was Chen Yuan, no, there were Su Hua, Shangguanqin, Liu Meng, and several blurry faces, all of them women, they were all looking up
Looking at me and smiling at me.
I was falling, and I felt like my body was falling downwards like snowflakes, and could be melted at any time. Below me was the hard earth, and I was not afraid in my heart. Instead, I felt a sense of relief: I am here, and the earth is
It is your final destination.
They were below, and they would catch my body. I continued to fall, but they all disappeared the moment I landed, and my body fell heavily onto the hard, cold ground.
Suddenly I woke up. The dream just now was still vivid in my mind... I had a splitting headache and a sore throat. I was sick, obviously a cold.
It's dark outside, and it's still midnight.
I struggled to get up and went to find medicine.
The sound of me getting up alarmed my mother, and she came to ask me what I was doing. I said I had a headache and seemed to have a cold. My mother went to get me some water. After I took the medicine, I said to my mother: "It's okay. I'll be fine tomorrow."
"
My mother looked at me with pity, "Smile, if you had a daughter-in-law, how could you do this?"
I was silent for a moment. My mother's words suddenly made me feel sad. (To be continued)