I sighed in my heart: Maybe now, only time can tell everything.
The child was touching my face, and I suddenly returned to reality from my thoughts. I looked at the child, his little hand was on my face, and he was looking at me and smiling.
I couldn't help but kiss him, and his body immediately moved in my arms, as if he was protesting to me. I thought this child was so cute, so I immediately put him down, then took a few steps back and stretched out my arms.
Go to meet him, "Come, come to me..."
The child ran towards me quickly, and I found that although his steps were not particularly smooth, there was basically no big problem.
I squatted and stepped back, and the child ran towards me with a giggle. Suddenly, I retreated to the small ladder next to the living room and fell to the ground. The child laughed and clapped his hands.
Yu Min and Yuanyuan were startled by us, and they both laughed immediately. At this time, my mother happened to come out with the dishes, and she was also laughing there. Yu Min ran over, pulled me up from the ground, and stretched me with his hands.
He smiled and said to me, "Why are you so careless?"
I watched her smile, and my heart was suddenly surrounded by warmth. At this moment, I sighed in my heart: It seems that this family really needs a hostess.
Just now, she gave me a strange feeling, which is called warmth.
Mother was inviting us to eat, and I went to get a bottle of red wine. Mother cooked a lot of dishes, several of which were specially made for the children.
I raised my glass and said to my mother: "Mom, I wish you a happy birthday."
Yu Min raised his glass after I finished saying it, "Auntie, I also wish you a happy birthday."
Yuanyuan also imitated us and raised her glass, "Grandma, happy birthday."
Yu Min went to help her child raise the glass, "Son, you also want to wish grandma a happy birthday."
The mother smiled but was crying, "That's great. Thank you. I haven't been as happy as I am today for a long time."
Yu Min said: "Auntie, you should be happy every day. Now, your son has a successful career and you have grandchildren. Now is the time to spend your old age in peace. You should be happy every day. When you are free in the future
When the time comes, I will take my children to see you often."
Mother was even more happy, "Okay, okay! Thank you, Xiaoyu."
That night, my mother drank a lot of wine. After dinner, Yu Min and the nanny cleared the dishes together. Then Yu Min talked to my mother for a while, and then left with the child.
My mother said to me: "Smile, just find a woman like Xiao Yu, not too beautiful, just sensible."
In the past, my mother told me such things many times. Although I had a good attitude and kept saying yes, I felt a little unhappy and rebellious in my heart. But now, I really feel that I should go.
Find a suitable person to get married.
However, where can I find the right one at this time? I suddenly became embarrassed. I said to my mother: "Mom, don't worry. I will take time to consider this issue after I have been busy for a while. Mom, you also
You know, I have a shadow in my heart now about the marriage issue, so I have to treat this matter very carefully."
The mother sighed and said, "That's true. What I mean is, don't be so careless about this matter like before."
I agreed repeatedly. I was thinking in my heart: I really know a child better than my mother. It seems that my mother has long known that I was perfunctory with her before.
As children, we rarely pay attention to one issue: the only people in this world who truly understand us are our parents.
During the Spring and Autumn Period, the second son of Fan Li, the Prime Minister of the State of Yue, murdered his son in the State of Chu. He was sentenced to death by the State of Chu and decided to execute him after the autumn. When Fan Li heard the news, he hurriedly prepared a thousand taels of gold and a letter to ask his younger son to come to the State of Chu.
Ask his sworn brother, the Prime Minister of Chu, for help.
The eldest son was very angry when he heard about this, and asked his father why he was not allowed to go for such an important matter. Fan Li said to him: "If you are sent to go, your second brother will be suspicious; only the younger brother can save you."
Second brother." The eldest son was even more unconvinced when he heard this: "There are also gifts and letters, why can't I do it?" Fan Li couldn't resist him, so he had to let him go. Before leaving, he told him that no matter whether the matter could be done or not, he would give him thousands of gifts.
Don't bring Wan back. As soon as his eldest son got up, Fan Li asked his younger son to buy a coffin, and then went to Chu State to pick up the body of his second brother.
After Fan Li's eldest son arrived in the Chu Kingdom, he hurriedly visited the prime minister and presented gifts and letters. The next day, the prime minister used the excuse that there would be a natural disaster in the Chu Kingdom and reported to the King of Chu to release the prisoners on death row in order to avoid the disaster. The King of Chu listened.
Afterwards, he issued a general amnesty for the whole country. When Fan Li's eldest son heard that his younger brother had been released, he thought: Why throw away the thousand taels of gold in vain, so he went back to the prime minister to get back the thousand taels of gold. The prime minister of Chu was very angry, so he asked Chu again.
The king said: "The king is granting amnesty to the world. This is to eliminate disasters. Unexpectedly, some people say that I was bribed by Fan Li and proposed the amnesty for the sake of Fan Li's son. If he is let go, the people will be very angry." After hearing this, the King of Chu ordered his execution.
Fan Li's son, when the head fell to the ground, the coffin carried by Fan Li's youngest son arrived just in time.
How could Fan Li predict things like a god? It turns out that his eldest son was born in a period of poverty. He experienced hardships since he was a child and knew that money is hard to come by. However, his younger son was born after he became rich and has always spent money like water, even a thousand taels of gold.
He didn't take it to heart at all. So he knew that his eldest son would definitely not be able to do this.
This story later became the origin of the idiom "A wise son is better than his father". However, I am deeply doubtful about the authenticity of this story. Just imagine: since Fan Li knew that his eldest son would mess up things, he would definitely do it because of this.
Letting his youngest son lose his life, no father would let his child face such a big risk in order to prove that he is right. Fan Li is such a smart person, and he is regarded as the ancestor by future generations of businessmen, like
Such a smart person would never make such a stupid mistake.
Although the authenticity of this story is open to question, the truth it tells people is unquestionable. Many years ago, when my parents came to my home in the provincial capital for the first time, my father expressed his thoughts about me.
He understood some of my behaviors, and he always considered many issues from my perspective. Later, he had to go back to his hometown. The reason was that he didn't want to disturb my life. But he never thought about himself.
My son's life will be so chaotic.
However, parents in the world always think that their children are the best, and they are so tolerant of everything their children do. Now that I think of my father, I feel even more emotional.
I was lying in bed at night and began to think about my marriage. I knew very well that if I really wanted to get married, I would first have to completely cut off the relationship with Lin Yu.
It is impossible for me to have sex with other women outside of marriage like I did before. My past mistakes have made me feel guilty for so many years. If I do that again, it would be better not to get married.
So, now I have to think about one thing: Am I really willing to completely sever my relationship with Lin Yu for the sake of marriage? If I really sever my relationship with her, I will most likely face difficulties in my career in the future.
helpless.
One thing I can still believe in my heart is that even if I really sever the relationship with Lin Yu now, she will never let me step down from my current position. However, in this case,
, it is very likely that she will not help me like before. I think this possibility is extremely high.
All along, one thing has been very clear in my heart: without Lin Yu, I would still be a little doctor. No matter how capable I was, the result would probably still be like this.
In the final analysis, my career in politics was due to a special opportunity, and my opportunity was, in the final analysis, given by Lin Yu, or a gift.
So, in the final analysis, it is still a question of whether it is worth it. At this time, I am repeatedly asking myself: Is it worth doing that for marriage?
After a long time, I answered myself: It’s worth it, it’s worth it. Now I should think like this: nothing is more important than the completeness of life, and one of the factors of completeness in life is marriage. Moreover, marriage is no longer important to me today.
No matter if it's something I do alone, it's still my mother's hope and my child's needs.
However, it is impossible for me to tell Lin Yu about this matter right now, because I don’t have a clear candidate for marriage yet. But I have already figured out the primary question, and then I will think about the second question: Who
Who is the right person for me?
I started to think about the women I once knew. Yu Min is definitely impossible, although now I think she is more suitable. Now that she has her own family, and her man likes her so much, she needs her even more now.
She, I shouldn't destroy her family in this situation. Tong Yao...she will definitely not have that good impression of me anymore, and now she may not regard me as her friend anymore.
Thinking of this, I sighed in my heart again.
Ruan Jie, absolutely not. If I don't know about her past things, I can consider it. This is not any other issue, but a matter of face.
Su Wen, I still can't think about it, she is my subordinate, and I can't let people in Shangjiang City gossip about me on this matter. Moreover, I feel that I am not worthy of her.
Min Siwei is even more impossible, and I feel even more inferior in front of her.
Sigh... I couldn't help but let out a long sigh: I didn't expect that I, Feng Xiao, had so many women before, but now I don't know which woman my half should be... (To be continued)