Qu Jin took a lot of photos in Peach Blossom Spring. Chenchen and I took photos of her separately, and there were also group photos of us, but they were all photos of me and Chenchen taking photos with her separately, or the three of us together. I don’t know whether
Why, Chenchen and I seemed to be deliberately avoiding the photo taking of the two of us. Maybe it wasn't because we were avoiding it deliberately, but more because both of us were a little embarrassed.
Qu Jin finally discovered this. In the middle of the trip, she said to me and Chenchen: "Why don't you two take a photo? Come on, let me take some photos of you two."
Chenchen's face suddenly turned red. I felt that I should be more generous, so I immediately said to Chenchen: "Come, let's take a group photo too."
So, under a peach tree, Chenchen and I took our first photo together.
Everything is like this. After the first time, it will gradually become casual and natural. Just now, when Chenchen and I took the first photo, I could clearly feel her nervousness, and we
The distance between the two people was at least ten centimeters. Later, after we became casual and natural, we unknowingly became intimate when taking photos together. Of course, Qu Jin played a role in demonstrating and mediating this.
Later, when the photos were developed, I found that my favorite was the first photo taken with Chenchen. The peach blossoms on the peach tree behind us had fallen, and many green peach leaves could be faintly seen.
Small fruit. Chenchen under the peach tree is shy and beautiful. Even in the photo, I can still feel her familiar eyes. Next to her, I am smiling and less calm.
It seems like I was myself ten years ago.
On this day, we played in Taohuayuan for a long time. We also had lunch there at noon. Reservations are required to eat here, but no important leaders happened to be here that day, and ordinary tourists were not willing to go there.
Eat inside, after all, the price of food here is more than twice as high as outside.
The three of us were sitting on the terrace of this stilted building, with warm sunshine shining in the sky. We had a few preserved meats, a few fresh vegetables, and a pot of osmanthus wine brewed last year.
Qu Jin looked at the peach trees in front of him and the green stream in the middle of the peach trees. He sighed and said, "It's such a paradise. I don't want to leave."
I immediately laughed and said, "Qu Jin, if you really live in a place like this for a year or two, you will definitely get bored. It would be nice to come here and sit here occasionally."
She shook her head, "That's not necessarily the case."
I laughed and said, "There is no TV or Internet here. I'd be surprised if you don't get bored after living here for a year. We are all in the mortal world, how can we endure such loneliness? In fact, the Peach Blossom Land written by Tao Yuanming is entirely his.
It is a fantasy that he used to express his desire to escape from the world after being frustrated in officialdom."
Chenchen shook his head and said: "If I can live here for a few years, as long as I don't have to worry about food and drink, I think there will be no problem."
I looked at her in surprise, "The question is, what are you doing here alone? Aren't you afraid? No one talks to you, so you won't be lonely?"
Chenchen was stunned immediately. Qu Jin shook his head and sighed, "That's true. It seems that we are still too idealistic."
I said: "Yes. In fact, each of us is very idealistic. After all, ideals have been with us since we were just sensible. But our reality is very cruel and we must face it. A person who is too
Idealization is actually a kind of escape, an escape from not wanting to live in reality. However, escaping is useless. You may be able to escape for a while, but you still have to face the real reality in the end."
I actually said this to Chenchen, and I hope she can gain some insights. Now I feel even more that her purpose of opening the music bar seems not just because she likes music, but that she is actually escaping.
She hides her life in her dream of music.
In the past, I thought that having a dream was a high-level pursuit, and therefore I envied Chenchen’s persistence. But now I don’t see it that way, because I already know very clearly that she has no musical talent.
Special talent, just like. In other words, her dream can never become her career. In this case, what about her future? Where will her future be?
Now her music is attracting those simple students who have the same dreams as her. But what about a few years later, or ten or twenty years later?
Of course, I am not trying to make Chenchen give up everything she has now, but I hope she can start thinking about such issues from now on. For a person who has a knot in her mind, letting her think about it on her own is more proactive than me.
Go and tell her that it's better. The most important thing is to get out of the psychological shadow yourself. Others, even psychology experts, can only play a supporting role at most.
Chenchen was silent for a moment. Qu Jin raised his glass to me and said, "Brother Feng, this is your fault. Today we are here. Look at how beautiful the scenery is here, and we can also eat in such a place. How pleasant and relaxing it is."
How can you talk about such a serious and heavy topic?"
I laughed "hehe" and said, "I'm sorry, then I'll punish myself with a drink. I won't do it next time."
Qu Jin said: "Brother Feng, I suddenly had an idea. I will compose a new song within this year, and then I will come here to shoot an MTV. What do you think?"
I smiled and said: "That's a good thing. But I think you still have to be impulsive to create, rather than just creating for the beautiful scenery here. If that's the case, I think it would be better for you to help us create a song in Shangjiang City
We will pay for the songs when the time comes. As long as the songs you create can be broadcast on CCTV, it will be a win-win for us."
She looked at me, "Really?"
I smiled and said: "Such a thing, as the mayor, I can still count it. However, you don't want to talk like a lion."
She looked at me and smiled, "Then how much do you think is not a lion's mouth?"
I shook my head and said: "Now I don't quite understand the market situation in your place, but as long as you follow the rules of your industry, and the quality of the songs must meet certain standards. Our Shangjiang City is built in the direction of an ancient cultural city.
Propaganda in this area will definitely be necessary in the future. Qu Jin, it would be great if you could serve as the spokesperson for our Shangjiang City Cultural Ancient City. This would be very helpful for promoting our Shangjiang City and developing the economy of our Shangjiang City.
There are benefits.”
Qu Jin smiled and said: "I can consider this."
I raised my glass to her, "Then I'll wait for a work like yours to be completed as soon as possible."
Chenchen also raised his glass and said, "I also want to give my best wishes." (To be continued)