It was after three o'clock in the afternoon that we left the Peach Blossom Spring. When we left, Qu Jin went to take a lot of pictures of the scenery. I found that Chenchen seemed a little worried, so I immediately asked her: "What's wrong with you? What's the matter?"
Do you think you are in a better mood?"
She was startled for a moment, then smiled at me, "Brother Feng, I recently thought of you guys coming to Jiang City to have fun, is that okay?"
I felt a little strange: Why did she suddenly think of going to Shangjiang? But I immediately smiled and said to her: "Okay, you are welcome at any time. Please call me before you come, I will ask the driver to come
Pick you up."
She went to look at Qu Jin who was taking photos, "Brother Feng, tell me, is it okay if I start to create music in the future?"
Only then did I realize that she was not preoccupied just now, but that she was thoughtful and thinking about her plans for the future. I was very happy in my heart and said, "Of course this is good, but creating is a very difficult thing.
It’s not easy to succeed. You have to be mentally prepared.”
She nodded and said: "I know. I'll try it first. Brother Feng, don't tell Qu Jin about my idea first."
In fact, I seemed to understand after she said that thought to me just now. She seemed to be very interested in the thing I talked about earlier. I was still thinking just now, if Chenchen's creative skills are good enough, she
In fact, she can also cooperate with Qu Jin. Of course, there is also the idea that I am willing to help her. But now, when I heard her talk like this, I was a little confused, and then asked her: "Chenchen, you
Have you ever thought about it? If you can get some guidance or help from Qu Jin in music creation, you may make faster progress. After all, she is a professional singer and knows more about the popular elements in today's music scene. What do you think?"
She shook her head slightly, "Now I don't have enough confidence and I'm afraid of being laughed at. My idea is to wait until I have the basic framework first before talking about it."
I understood immediately and nodded: "That's okay. I don't know anything about music, but I think, speaking from my heart, good works are nothing more than being able to touch people's hearts. Even if it is a commercial creation, this still
It’s the most basic foundation, but the specificity is different. Chenchen, do you think that’s the case?”
She nodded, "That's right. However, it is very difficult to actually do this. Moreover, at the beginning, I hoped that I could create something purely musical, rather than a commercial creation."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart: It seems that she still puts her own ideals first. Of course, I shouldn't destroy the ideal things in people's hearts. If I did, it would be almost a crime. I said
: "Chenchen, I still feel that way. Nothing is more important than what a person likes to do. Even creation requires a free inner state. Don't you think so?"
She looked at me, "Brother Feng, how come you even know such a thing?"
I smiled and said, "How do I understand? I'm just talking about the truth. It's the same in any industry. For example, I used to be a doctor, and I need that kind of state when I'm doing scientific research. Only when I'm my own
When the mind is free, the level of thinking is completely different. Any creation requires extreme relaxation and freedom of the mind, including scientific experiments. Now I am the same. Although I often have many specific matters at hand, I still often
By taking time to meditate alone in my residence, I can relax my soul and let it be free, and then I can get a lot of inspiration, make my work performance better, and make fewer mistakes."
She glanced at me, and then looked at Qu Jin who was taking pictures there, "Brother Feng, now I realize that I am so far behind you. I have always lived in the so-called ideal, but in fact I
It's because I'm escaping, because I don't dare to face reality."
I didn't expect that she could realize her problem so quickly, and I felt even happier. I smiled and said to her: "Chenchen, since you have realized this problem now, it's not too late. After all, you are still so young.
, you can slowly think of ways to change yourself in the future.”
She came to look at me again, "But, Brother Feng, what else do you think I can do besides opening that music bar?"
I was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I think there is nothing wrong with a person's idealization. It is sad that we have no ideals. So, the problem is not your music bar, since so many people like to go there now
, then just keep it open. I mean, the first thing you need to do now is to get yourself back to reality and think more about your future. You can’t keep a music bar open forever, right? For example, what you just said
I think this is a good idea when it comes to wanting to create music. Music is your major and your dream. If you make a difference in this area, you might actually be on the right track.
"
She was very happy, "Brother Feng, do you really think so?"
I smiled and nodded, "Really. So, I will definitely support you, and I will definitely be willing to help you if you need it in the future."
She looked at me and said softly: "Brother Feng, thank you."
Qu Jin came to us and said, "This place is so beautiful. I only like natural landscapes, such as Zhangjiajie, Yangshuo, etc. This place is also very unique."
I smiled and said to her: "Then you should go to Tibet."
She said: "I have been there, but I suffered from severe altitude sickness and was hospitalized as soon as I got off the plane. I didn't see anything."
I laughed and said, "Then you'd better drive in by yourself and go up slowly with the car, so that you won't suffer from severe altitude sickness."
Chenchen asked me: "Brother Feng, have you been to Tibet too? I have never been anywhere, and I feel so pitiful."
Her words made me feel a pain in my heart, because I suddenly thought of everything that happened when I and Tong Yao were in Tibet. At this time, under Chenchen's very disappointed expression, what was shown in her eyes meant something to me.
It's also so familiar - Zhao Menglei, the night before she surrendered, she looked at me like this...
Suddenly I felt Qu Jin pushing me gently, and she whispered to me: "Brother Feng, you are crazy again. Hehe..."
Chenchen looked at us in shock, "What are you crazy about?"
I was so worried that I hurriedly said: "It's nothing, she was joking with me."
Qu Jin kept laughing. Chenchen looked at us, "What are you two doing? Why don't I understand?"
Qu Jin took Chenchen's hand and ran outside quickly.
I stood there, feeling very anxious and uneasy, but there was nothing I could do. (To be continued)