I know why I am so uneasy, because I feel that any wishful thinking I have about Chenchen is a kind of blasphemy against her. The key to the problem is that my obsession with her is only limited to her eyes, because her
The eyes are so much like my first love.
I hope Qu Jin won't tell her such a thing, otherwise I will definitely be ashamed. In fact, I don't want to be obsessed with Chenchen's eyes like that, but I can't help myself every time. And such a thing is impossible to go.
Others explain.
After arriving outside, I found the two of them sitting in a stall. I went over and asked them in surprise, "What are you doing here?"
At this time, I was feeling scared, but I immediately found that there was nothing unusual about Chenchen's expression, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
Chenchen said: "I'll treat Qu Jin to hot and sour noodles. Do you want to eat it?"
I shook my head, "That's what you girls like." Then I thought to myself, girls are really weird sometimes, their stomach capacity can hold the food they like at any time.
When we returned to the provincial capital, the city was already getting ready for the night. The street lights had been turned on, the shops were brightly lit, and the roads were crowded with people preparing to go home or go to a banquet.
Sometimes I think, in fact, our daily life is the same: get up in the morning, go to work, go home after a tiring day or go out to drink and eat, and finally return to the bed a few feet wide and fall asleep. We are just like
Living like this day after day, few people feel that their lives are so boring. But later I figured out the reasons. First, most of us are running around for life, day after day.
How can you think about such boring problems when you are working so hard for survival all day long? Perhaps only when you get old will you suddenly realize: It turns out that your life has passed so fast, and it seems that you have not done anything.
Secondly, many of us are fighting for our careers and interests every day, and are even very interested in them. Only after leaving the realm of power will such people suddenly think: What are they doing in this life?
I know this truth, but I still often indulge in it, and I don't feel that my life is boring, although I often feel alone and lonely.
I was letting my mind wander while driving, because Qu Jin and Chen Chen in the back seat kept chatting away. They were talking about nothing more than clothes, cosmetics, and music.
I listened to it for a while, but then I found that I couldn't get in the conversation at all, so I just drove peacefully and let my thoughts drift.
"What do you want to eat tonight?" At this time, I suddenly remembered such a question.
Qu Jin said: "You can arrange it, as long as it is delicious."
I asked Chenchen: "Chenchen, do you have any good suggestions?"
Chenchen said: "I don't eat out much, and I don't know what is the most delicious."
I couldn't help but smile bitterly: Yes, I still have to come up with this idea. I thought about it, "Well, let's go eat Sichuan food. I know a place on the other side of the river. Or seafood."
Qu Jin said: "When you arrive in the south of the Yangtze River, what kind of seafood should you eat? If you want to eat seafood, it's better to go along the coast."
I smiled and said, "Actually, they are all the same. Nowadays, seafood is shipped by air, and the level of chefs is almost the same as those on the coast. The only difference is the price. Moreover, when the seafood arrives here, we have a Jiangnan way of cooking it, which is unique.
What a flavor."
Qu Jin smiled and said: "Really? Then let's have seafood."
I asked Chenchen, "Chenchen, what do you think?"
She smiled and said: "Qu Jin is our guest, so just let her say whatever she wants. Anyway, you are a rich man, so today is a good time to give you a good beating."
Qu Jin couldn't help laughing, "Chenchen, what impact does a meal have on him? He is the mayor, so he can still pay the bills."
I hurriedly said: "Qu Jin, you don't understand me very well. I never pay for a banquet like this. Anyway, the money for a meal is really nothing to me."
Qu Jin said: "Actually, eating is not important, what you eat is not important, what is important is the people you eat with."
I didn't quite understand what she meant, so I guessed and asked her: "Qu Jin, do you mean that if the three of us eat, there will be fewer people?"
She said: "But you said that you don't have many friends, so you can't just invite a few people to eat together, right? I don't like eating with people I don't know well, that would feel very awkward."
I thought for a while, but I really couldn’t think of anyone to call. Chenchen didn’t say anything, and she probably felt that there was no suitable person. Suddenly, I remembered something, “Qu Jin, I see this, I will call us
I called the director of Shangjiang City Cultural Bureau. She is also a lesbian. I will ask her to directly contact you for some matters in the future. Do you think this is good?"
Qu Jin immediately laughed, "In this case, aren't you still a man?"
I couldn't help but smile bitterly, "But you said it's awkward for unfamiliar people. Most of the people I know are older leaders, and it's not necessarily fun for them to come."
Chenchen asked me: "Brother Feng, do you seldom socialize with friends of your own age?"
I sighed and said, "Yes, this is my biggest problem. In fact, I am very introverted. If it were not for my position, I would rather stay at home and read books at any time."
She said softly: "I didn't expect you to be like this. I always thought you often drank outside."
Qu Jin smiled beside him and said: "Chenchen, it seems you don't know him very well. In fact, I don't know him very well either, but have you noticed? He is very charming."
I smiled bitterly and said: "Where does the charm come from? I am an old man and have had two unhappy marriages. Where can I find the charm? Hey! Why did you talk about such a thing? Come on, tell me,
What do you want me to do tonight? The traffic jam is so bad right now, I still have time to call someone."
Qu Jin said: "It's just the three of us. It's more casual this way. The main reason is that Sister Xia Lan can't drink, and she wants to drink. If she comes, you will quarrel again. Forget it, it's just the three of us. Next time you come to Beijing
Later, I will ask some male singers to come and drink with you."
This time I felt a little strange, "Qu Jin, you seem to like drinking very much, isn't that right?"
She smiled and said: "People in the entertainment industry like to drink. The main reason is that everyone is under too much pressure. Drinking can relieve some of the pressure. But now I am not like that. I just feel that I am not familiar with you here. After meeting you, I feel like
I'm also very happy, so I want to drink. If I don't drink, what will I do when I go back at night?" (To be continued)