She looked at me and said, "Brother Feng, I don't believe you don't understand her situation at all."
I shook my head, "I really know very little... Chenchen, get in the car, we'll talk about it after we get in the car."
After getting in the car, I quickly drove out of the parking lot and entered the main road of the airport expressway. Only then did I ask her: "Chenchen, what did you mean by that just now? Can you tell me?"
But she asked me again: "Do you really not understand her situation?"
I shook my head, "I really don't understand."
She hesitated, "Brother Feng, if I told you, you wouldn't think I was telling other people's gossip behind their backs, would you?"
I shook my head, "How could that be? I really don't know anything about her situation."
Then she said: "Brother Feng, I believe your words now, because after all, you don't know much about the music industry."
I said: "Of course, I don't like to care about those things, and I don't have the hobby of chasing stars. I also met her several times in Beijing, and I thought her personality was quite forthright, so I regarded her as
I’m a friend. But I think she’s really pretty good, what do you think?”
She nodded, "She's a pretty good person, which I really didn't understand before. But she is only a second-rate singer in our country, and now her status in the music world is even lower. Because her singing really doesn't have many characteristics, and her new works are not
Very little. In the past two years, the sales of her new albums have been bleak."
I was stunned for a moment, "No way? Then why do so many students like her? The scene last night was almost overwhelming."
She smiled and said: "She is a star after all, isn't she? She often appears on various large-scale programs, and her singles are often on TV. This is just like those second- and third-rate actors who have already become familiar with them on TV.
.Students are all vain and naive. It would be strange to be excited if a celebrity suddenly comes."
At this time, I really felt that she meant to gossip about others behind their backs, but I couldn't tell the truth because she had already said such things in front of me. I asked her: "What did you say to me last night?"
She said she had a purpose, but I really can’t figure out what purpose she had in doing that?"
She glanced at me and said, "Brother Feng, you may have misunderstood me. When I said she has a purpose, it does not mean that she is a good or bad person. Let me tell you this, after she arrived at my place the night before yesterday,
, someone uploaded the video of her going to my music bar that night. The same happened last night. I got up this morning and took a look. The video of her going to my music bar that was uploaded just last night has been uploaded.
100,000. Her purpose is very simple, just to create hype. In fact, she is very smart to do this, because this kind of thing will make many people feel very mysterious."
I disagreed, "Maybe she didn't think so, maybe she really just likes your place. But have you ever thought about it? In this way, the publicity of your place will be very strong."
She said calmly: "Does my place need publicity? It's such a big place, no matter how much we promote it, it will only be like that."
In fact, I am also very false, because last night I had already thought of the possibility that Chenchen said, but until now I still don’t want to believe it. Moreover, at this time, I suddenly felt that Chenchen’s behavior was a bit unhuman. I
After thinking about it, he said to her: "Chenchen, I think we should try to see others from a good point of view. What do you think?"
She didn't speak. After a while, she suddenly asked me softly: "Brother Feng, you like her, don't you?"
At this moment, I suddenly understood: It turned out that all her behavior was not unkind, but...she might be jealous.
When I thought of this, I suddenly felt excited. In fact, I know that the only person I really like in my heart now is her, because of her eyes.
But I have never dared to make any confession to her, although Shanglongxing once told me that Chenchen is not disgusted with me, and this time when Qu Jin came to Jiangnan Province, he reminded me more than once that Chenchen was against me.
I mean that. But I still dare not confess to her because I am afraid that I will never see her heart-shaking eyes again.
The most important reason for this is because I have too low self-esteem. Just like in front of Min Siwei, I feel that I and they are two completely different types of people. They are so pure, but I am already riddled with holes.
At this time, when Chenchen suddenly asked me such a sentence, my heart suddenly trembled, and I immediately replied: "How is it possible? Didn't I tell you? To be honest, I really love her.
It doesn’t feel like that at all.”
She looked away, "But, I think she likes you very much."
I felt that she was getting more jealous, so I hurriedly replied: "Whether she likes me or not has nothing to do with me. It is impossible for me to be with her. And I also think she won't like me. Who am I?"
?Besides the title of mayor, it means nothing."
After saying these words, I suddenly felt a sad feeling in my heart. I was thinking, even if Chenchen has a crush on me now, am I worthy of her? It is obvious that she has feelings for me.
The good impression is limited to her lack of understanding of me.
She noticed something was wrong with my expression and immediately asked me: "What's wrong with you?"
I shook my head, feeling desolate in my heart, "It's nothing. I was thinking in my heart that the last thing a person should do in this life is to acquire too many things in advance. The result of doing so will only end up losing more and more important things."
She looked at me in surprise, "Brother Feng, what do you mean by this? Why can't I understand?"
I shook my head, "Nothing."
But she was still looking at me, "Brother Feng, why do I think you are different in my eyes now than before? When you were in the provincial recruitment office, your mental state was better than now. At that time, you liked to tell jokes.
You are also very easy-going. But now, why do I feel that you are always worried and depressed? Is it because your work is not going well? Or have you encountered any trouble recently? "
I shook my head and said: "No. Chenchen, actually, you don't understand me at all. I have experienced too much, and many things are simply unbearable to look back on. The real side of me is not what you know now."
.”
She said in a low voice: "I think I know you very well. My uncle often talks about you in front of me, and Director Shang also told me about you. You yourself have told me a lot before. I know
You have been married twice and have children.
In fact, it’s nothing. Those things have nothing to do with you. In the final analysis, it’s fate. Brother Feng, I think there is no need for you to be sad about your past things, let alone..."
At this point, she lowered her head and her voice became softer, "You shouldn't feel inferior because of the things in your past." (To be continued)